How do you stop the bleeding,
once the cut has been made.
How much more can they give you,
as you choose a wider blade.
Screaming out 'more',
as their tears flood the floor.
Nothing is ever right for you,
Everynight you start,
a fight or two.
Their blood stained pleas,
always on their lips.
Your constant commands,
bringing them down to their knees.
Nothings ever good enough,
for you to just, let it be.
No not you, wrong is all your ever see.
You have to keep putting them down.
As your neighbor's here every round.
You will never stop hurting others,
until your buried, ten feet under ground.

Some days I'm me,,and just as happy as can be.

Then the world starts turning, spinning all around,,

and i'm humming bits of a song,,no words to be found.

I yell and scream, inside my eyes,

no one ever answers or replies.

Today these stupid strangers tried to touch me, trying to kiss me.

I Tell them to leave,,get the Hell out of my house.

Why do they stare at me,,and call me someone else's name.

HELP, I yell, call the Police, LEAVE ME ALONE...

They should all be locked up, GIVE ME THAT TELEPHONE!

Today I woke with the sun shinning in my room,,

its so bright and beautiful, it makes me want to sing.

I wonder where my children are,

they never come and see me anymore.

And here is my nurse with my morning breakfast.

I told her, I wished my kids would come and see me..

And she said they came when I was sleeping, so they let me be.

Today I woke,,,,,,,

Losing minutes to find no peace,

every second just my life's release.

Time never counts, as nerves all mount.

When shall that final breathe be spent.

What shall be the odor, of my leaving scent.

Passing,,,with a numbness of completed,,,,gone..

as my time seems to go on and on..........

thoughts,,empty, that waiting,,so very heavy..

what was, went, what is, is not,,what will be, wil be lost.

OK,,shut the door, turn the knob, one, two, three.

You see its this reasoning, I have inside of me.

Wash my hands wash my face,,now to put them all in place.

Take my towel and pat, pat, pat,,,one two three, end of that.

Turn out my lights and then unplug,,one two three, shrug.

Brush my teeth and then rinse,,one, two, three, Hee, Hee..

Don't look at me like THAT,,I just do some things in three's.

Its just what makes it seem right to me..

A cup of coffee,,and some sugar,,one two three,,

Now to stir it up,,one two three..

You see,,,its just a thing in me.....

Can't forget THIS PERSON,,,,


I'm a member of an Internet Single site,

It passes my time when I'm bored at night.

I have everyone there believing I'm really very nice.

I made sure to compliment the ones that everyone knows.

Bringing attention to all MY GOOD intention..

They have no-idea that I could care less..

and my own life is in such a mess.

So I pretend to show a loving heart.

when really, I live to only give my self a start.

I slipped right in, they only read me and grin.

IF they only really knew- to no-heart have I been true.

This place is nothing more, than a game to me.

But I have five who love me, and two who want to wed.

If they knew I was only playing, they'd wish me dead.

No one can see all the pain I carry with me to give.

I use people like pennies, to a billionaire..

Wait till they meet me, then their know just how I live.

These deal with some issues of the mind,,and as there are so MANY in this life,,who are simply STUCK in the ways their minds make them be,,,Do YOU know any that might fit this post?
If so,,feel free to write one,,,
I have above here some dealing with compulsive disorder,,and one with Alzheimer's, and pathalogical,,IF you know someone or have one suffering within your family,,and you wish to show just HOW THEY THINK and SEE from inside their minds,,Please,,write yours out..
Mine are but a few to the hundreds of different ones many suffer with each day...
I was hoping THIS would allow others to have an understand of what life is though LIKE,,in their minds,,,as to help them SEE,,because so many never take the time to CARE what another has going on inside them...

sorry,,I just CAN'T let this die,,until I at least KNOW its been read,,,,

Well, Terry,
These are definitely spoken from your heart. I think it is easy to be complacent, hide the obvious and expect more than others are willing to put out.We can easily use ..the busy life card..but is our life so busy? I love that you opened a thread. I love the title, keep adding, please.
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WOW

Maybe someday I'll get up the nerve to share my Writing with everyone here. Thank you for opening your Heart & Sharing.

Thanks Sadie,,,your always very kind,,,hugs

Rhunlynn,,you should post all your thoughts and poems,,,join in,
and thanks for reading thiese of mine,,,,welcome to the room of words,,,,,,,,:)

Very nice Terry. The mind is a wonderful thing to share

I can feel you in these Terry

Thank you Sherry,,and I really hope folks realize THESE are NOT my thoughts as to ME,,,,lol,,but a collage of MANY minds who for whom THEY are,,represent their minds STUCK,,on being THEM...

Your welcome to join in,,, ANYONE HERE?

As we have about a thousand different US's in this world,,,lol MANY can be written about,,,,?

ART,,,,,,you CAN?,,,,,lol
I am not in any of them as for them being MY THOUGHTS or shall I say,,my outlooks onto life being lived around me...
There a mix of different mind SETS,,who many are STUCK in.

Thanks for the reply and your welcome to give me some of the minds YOU have witnessed in this world?,,,if ya want...?

Nothing ever changes,,here inside my eyes.
Everyone tells me their blue,,yet I see only Grey skies.
Look at her in all her expensive new clothes and shoes.
Here I am in my bluejeans,or sweat's,,nothing good for me to choose.
Plus I ain't like those rich spoiled *** sluuuts.
I don't care what they think, I may wear black, but I ain't nuts.
Just wanna be me,,black nails and all, I don't live at the damm mall
My friends are cool, we party all the time, and act like a fool.
We think School sucks, their the loser's,,who gives a fuc.
I like Bobby and we get-it-on every-night, he's really out-of-sight!
Take your classes and stay in School,,that shiiiit just ain't COOL.

Excellent collection of writes.....

Thanks Mig,,,it's my thoughts as to the MANY abuser's I have witnessed,,and all that THEY think,,inside,,well,,I think they think,,,lolAnd hey man,,YOUR welcome to think of someone who's mind is SET or stopped in its ways to be,,and post some in here? I'd feel honored to read them and have them here

Thanks Mr.Ups,,lol,,and what I told Mig goes the same for you man,,PLEASE,,feel free to make some writes of people who have touched your minds wonder,,as they just seem to be always THEM? I'd love to read them,,,God Bless you both and thanks for replying,,

soooooo.great.sad but wonderful and true.