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Topic: Early Morning Confessions (with no judgements)
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Sat 02/06/10 06:03 AM

I confess all three of my mother's children have chronic depression and a chemical imbalance.

I confess I tried taking meds but I thought the side effects were worse than the illness, obviously I was wrong.

I confess my headaches have come back.

I confess I'm taking a break from the internet for a while (not deactivating, not necessary).

I'm going to have my coffee now and go to bed early and hope that tomorrow is a much better day than my other days have been.

Those are my confessions, judge if you will and I hope none of yours are as bad. flowerforyou



Thinking of you and wishing you wellflowerforyou flowerforyou

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Sat 02/06/10 06:19 AM
Sometimes I wonder if I ever really know what I want...

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Sat 02/06/10 06:24 AM
egg beaters ...not as good as real eggs...embarassed

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Sat 02/06/10 06:47 AM
I confess that I no longer feel guilty for taking care of myself first and others second.

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Sat 02/06/10 07:06 AM

I confess that I no longer feel guilty for taking care of myself first and others second.


:thumbsup:

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Sat 02/06/10 07:31 AM


I confess that I no longer feel guilty for taking care of myself first and others second.


:thumbsup:


flowerforyou

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Sat 02/06/10 08:25 AM

I confess that I no longer feel guilty for taking care of myself first and others second.


We're no good to anyone if we can't even handle ourselves.flowerforyou

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Sat 02/06/10 08:34 AM


I confess all three of my mother's children have chronic depression and a chemical imbalance.

I confess I tried taking meds but I thought the side effects were worse than the illness, obviously I was wrong.

I confess my headaches have come back.

I confess I'm taking a break from the internet for a while (not deactivating, not necessary).

I'm going to have my coffee now and go to bed early and hope that tomorrow is a much better day than my other days have been.

Those are my confessions, judge if you will and I hope none of yours are as bad. flowerforyou



(((Calleigh)))flowerforyou

I take meds for depression. It's better than the alternative. I hope you get a great night's sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling much better.



(((Ruth))) flowerforyou Thank you. I do feel better today.

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Sat 02/06/10 08:34 AM


I confess all three of my mother's children have chronic depression and a chemical imbalance.

I confess I tried taking meds but I thought the side effects were worse than the illness, obviously I was wrong.

I confess my headaches have come back.

I confess I'm taking a break from the internet for a while (not deactivating, not necessary).

I'm going to have my coffee now and go to bed early and hope that tomorrow is a much better day than my other days have been.

Those are my confessions, judge if you will and I hope none of yours are as bad. flowerforyou



Thinking of you and wishing you wellflowerforyou flowerforyou


Thank you pkd.flowerforyou

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Sat 02/06/10 08:35 AM


I confess all three of my mother's children have chronic depression and a chemical imbalance.

I confess I tried taking meds but I thought the side effects were worse than the illness, obviously I was wrong.

I confess my headaches have come back.

I confess I'm taking a break from the internet for a while (not deactivating, not necessary).

I'm going to have my coffee now and go to bed early and hope that tomorrow is a much better day than my other days have been.

Those are my confessions, judge if you will and I hope none of yours are as bad. flowerforyou



Take care.flowerforyou


Thank you.flowerforyou

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Sat 02/06/10 08:38 AM


I confess that I no longer feel guilty for taking care of myself first and others second.


We're no good to anyone if we can't even handle ourselves.flowerforyou


Yeah, I always knew that on an intellectual level, but guilt has ruled my life for a very long time. I've never known what it was like to live without it until now.

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Sat 02/06/10 08:39 AM


(((Ruth))) flowerforyou Thank you. I do feel better today.

drinker flowers

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Sat 02/06/10 09:34 AM
I slept for nearly 12 hours, I don't think I've done that since I was a child.

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Sat 02/06/10 03:33 PM
I have a mother who is addicted to pills, hates everyone around here and thinks all women are stupid and inferior. I'm strong willed and stubborn and I know damn well that I'm not stupid or inferior. Sometimes it's hard to remember

I've never seen a psychiatrist because I know they'll try and medicate me or tell me I'm unfixable. I sometimes think it would be more damaging to know what my issues are than it is to just live through them.

I'm spending as much time with my sister right now as I can. She's moving far away and without a car it'll be hard to see her and the kids. It's gonna be hard on me but it'll be good motivation.

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Sat 02/06/10 03:36 PM

I have a mother who is addicted to pills, hates everyone around here and thinks all women are stupid and inferior. I'm strong willed and stubborn and I know damn well that I'm not stupid or inferior. Sometimes it's hard to remember

I've never seen a psychiatrist because I know they'll try and medicate me or tell me I'm unfixable. I sometimes think it would be more damaging to know what my issues are than it is to just live through them.

I'm spending as much time with my sister right now as I can. She's moving far away and without a car it'll be hard to see her and the kids. It's gonna be hard on me but it'll be good motivation.


flowerforyou You're definitely not stupid or inferior. I'm pretty sure you're not unfixable either. You're a great person and your sister is lucky to have you.

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Sat 02/06/10 03:47 PM

flowerforyou You're definitely not stupid or inferior. I'm pretty sure you're not unfixable either. You're a great person and your sister is lucky to have you.

Thanks hun flowerforyou It's just kinda scary for a person to give you a clinical assessment of your crazy. I know I'm crazy and I just need to embrace it I guess.

I love my sister, she's always been more of a mom to me:heart:

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Sat 02/06/10 03:52 PM
I hate being crazy, it causes me all kinds of problems. I guess if yours isn't bothering anyone, yeah you should embrace it. I'd like to rip mine out with a coat hanger and chop it into tiny pieces and then puree it in the blender and then flush it down the toilet.

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Sat 02/06/10 03:52 PM
I prefer the "crazy" people. Sane people scare me. scared

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Sat 02/06/10 03:58 PM
I'd give anything to be sane.

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Sat 02/06/10 04:41 PM
Aww Calleigh, crazy is just a matter of opinion. Mine is more my mind over works everything until I'm so terrified of possibilities that I don't let myself experience anything. Plus a whole lot of other baggage thats about to make me a 25 yr old virgin.

Ffslaugh

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