Well I know I'm never having kids "aka a family"...it's hard to find a guy who will accept that about me which also leads to accepting several other physical and psychological issues about me. Hell, I warn anyone when they want to get with me that I am unlovable and one day they will leave. They do not listen to my warning and eventually they find it to be true. I try hard in my relationships, but I still screw up. I really do wonder if I will ever be able to get married because I'm very hard to deal with, very unlovable at times. Would I be able to deal with it? Yes. I'd have my pets and get sex when I can. Would I ever be truly happy? Who knows. Sometimes life doesn't give us a choice to be happy.

Life always gives you a choice to be happy.
"When you change the way you look at things..the things you look at change"
I am sure you are capable of being lovable to yourself and others!

In this country we have FREEDOM of RELIGION....too bad we don't also have FREEDOM FROM RELIGION....Jehovah's Witness came knocking at the door again today! WHAT is there problem??? Don't they know I have a car and I know where all the churches in town are if I want to go??? SHEEESH....I don't go pecking on FAT people's doors inviting them to a weight watchers meeting!!! and that was one GAL that could have benefitted from it! HA! LEAVE ME BE