awwww arent you sweet

It is back to work tonight for me. I have been watching tv and playing on my computer.

hope you had a good night roy

Last night was good. I managed to hand pump some air into the tire till I got it to the gas station to fill it completely up. It is a slow leak in the back left tire. Tomorrow is pay day so I should have enough gas in the van to make it to then. It is like each week I just barely scrape by but this week I didn't have to borrow any money so it is getting better. With mom letting me pay the rent in half payments on paydays it does help.

i wish you only the best roy, your a good man

Thank you. The tires are all fixed but I am broke, again.

welcome to my world that blue card is evil dont let anyone use yours

I haven't used that blue card in some time. I asked Jamie about the truck, again and he said it would be a while. He is cleaning up after some renters trashed one of his rent houses by the lake. He is helping Stu with concrete blocks. I thought we were going to help Michelle and her son move yesterday. He is so busy and I am short on cash. Michelle wants someone to move in with her because after she moved away from a trashed trailer in Summit her new rent is 450 a month. Her son drives me nuts. I am staying put here.

lol i hear ya always put your self first roy

That is good advice and when I don't I regret it.

its time we took care of our selfs and stop letting others walk all over us dont ya think am the worst one, pray for me roy i got to cut my son off money wise or ill sink he thinks am a atm

I will pray for you. I have had to tighten the money belt with my boarder. I have had to do like she does and pay my bills first. I thought it would be easier having a boarder to make ends meet. We always have to have food in the house because she is diabetic. I used to sacrifice to get things that I need. Now I have had to borrow money for gas and stuff to make it to the next pay check. I can remember hearing that two can live cheaper than one. For me it doesn't happen. I will be paying her fines this pay check. My two week vacation is going to be a joke because all I will be thinking of is how I can work through it some where else so I have the vacation without worrying about bills. I know I will get paid for it because it is a paid vacation but it will be a lower pay check. Most of her money went to get her car out of the shop. When I am not paying her fines and the extra stuff like the satellite dish there is the medicines that she has to have. She thinks I am rich but I am not. I just make just under 10 bucks a hour. I have been praying about it.

why are you paying her fines if you arent married to her, and why hasnt she got insurace that pays for her meds isnt she on socical secity or medicaid theres companys out there that will help i only pay 2 dollors a bottle for my meds so some thing wrong hon make sure your not being took, its not your place to pay all the bills roy . it just dont sound right roy am worryed about uu

I will get out of this mess some how. The Lord will provide. I really don't have any one to blame but myself as my ex used to say. She has one more year of paying fines. She was saying that I was her hero but I am getting where I don't feel like the hero any more. I feel more like the damsel in distress. I was hoping that her ex and her would get back together since the girlfriend left him. I really don't know how I get myself into these predicaments. I was just trying to help out a friend. But it was me being the friend and not her I am starting to see. It all looks clearer in hindsight. I hope you are having a good day.

praying for you roy just put your foot down and say NO MORE USEING ROY and stick with it ,looking like i need to come to yellville lol you have a kind heart and shes useing it hon

have a safe fourth of july roy

Thank you. I hope it is a good one for you, too.

yup in in the cool lol

It sure was hot, yesterday. I worked six hours over then found out I couldn't sleep because it was so hot. But eventually did sleep till the phone beeped on my cell and I found out I was late for work. I went to work late but I wasn't sleepy all night.

i went to er with ben he had to get some shots for his foot, omg it was sooo hot had to get some thing cold to drink then his gf cook me dinner wasnt that nice of her, have a good night hon