Yellow beans

i recently found a girl that i really like we have a lot in common and everyone in her family loves the fact that i make her happy and whenever she comes home from a weekend at my house shes full of pep. and not sex wise ive only taken her to a race at pocono and the following weekend to the movies. but it seems im being pushed away because she said she wants to get her license and a job first which i dont mind im totally willing to wait. but it seems that shes put up a list and is going in that order and pushing things away that arent at the top. Its even harder when her family can see that we would make a perfect couple and that means a lot to me because i never got along well with any of my ex's family. im told im a good friend but ive heard that before and gotten hurt. i dont want to put all the effort into something only to have it come back and hurt me again. i know everyone says just wait on it have patients blah blah blah but how am i supposed to feel when we've both told each other things we've never told anyone else? someone please help i could use it :(

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

Ouch! But that was a great movie - "Green Card"...lol

"This is MY God.


He is the First and Last, the Beginning and the End!
He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all!
He is the Architect of the universe and
The Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be...
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!
He was bruised and brought healing!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can't understand him,
The armies can't defeat Him,
The schools can't explain Him,
The leaders can't ignore Him.
Herod couldn't kill Him,
The Pharisees couldn't confuse Him, and
The people couldn't hold Him!

Nero couldn't crush Him,
Hitler couldn't silence Him,
The New Age can't replace Him, and
Donahue can't explain Him away!
He is Light, Love, Longevity, and Lord.
He is Goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.
His ways are right,
His Word IS eternal,
His will is unchanging, and
His mind is on me.
He is my Redeemer,
He is my Savior,
He is my guide, and
He is my peace!
He is my Joy,
He is my comfort,
He is my Lord, and
He rules my life!
I serve Him because His bond is love,
His burden is light, and
His goal for me is abundant life.
I follow Him because He is the Wisdom of the wise,
The Power of the powerful,
The Ancient of days, the Ruler of rulers,
The Leader of leaders, the Overseer of the overcomers, and
The Sovereign Lord of all that was and is and is to come.
And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.
His goal is a relationship with ME!

He will never leave me,
Never forsake me,
Never mislead me,
Never forget me,
Never overlook me, and
Never cancel my appointment in His appointment book!
When I fall, He lifts me up!
When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!
When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me!
When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!
He is everything and the reason for everybody, everywhere,
Every time, and every way.
He is God, He is Faithful.
I am His, and He is mine!

So, if you're wondering why I feel so secure, understand this...
God said it. I believe it. And that settles that.
God is in control, I am on His side, and
That means all is well with my soul.
Everyday is a blessing for GOD IS!"

--author unknown


A friend sent this to me & I enjoyed reading this. I thought I'd share, and I hope you all enjoy this as well!

WOW I disagree BIG TIME!!!!

honesty and being open to new things is what i look for and then i just hope they can handle how strange i can be.
oah and what scares me away is when in the first five minuites of meeting a girl they introduce me to their kids as their new daddy