Community > Posts By > lovethelord

 
lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 06:18 PM

The other day i finished reading a book called Moving Day by a certain Lexfonteyne(whoever the hell he is!). Really enjoyed it, i couldnt put it down. Anyone who enjoyed Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy would appreciate it lots. I hadnt read a book for a long time but now i have the reading bug again.

I forgot to take his second book away with me, so that will be next. Right now im reading a book called 'The Year of Living Biblically', about a man who chose to live to the letter of the bible for a year. So far so good, interesting and funny. I am waiting to get to the bit where he has to stone some adulterers

Answers such as 'i am reading this thread' will be ridiculed for being unimaginative!

Battelfield of the Mind.. Joyce Meyersflowerforyou

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 06:09 PM





in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk


Child abuse is a very, very bad thing. People do not realize the impact it has for generations to come.

I manage a shelter for abused children and I have 10 of the worst boys in a 4 county area, the ones noone else wants. And people wonder why they have the problems they do.

I am glad that you have such a wonderful outlook on life - you are a survivor and I admire you for being you. flowerforyou

Who would of thought I would grow up and love children and teaching.. Ive worked with alot of abused kids and adults and it is a sad thing to see much less live through...
I have alot of compassion for kids and old people.. they seem to get it the worst because they are vulnerable.....flowers


Very much so. After i was abused, I became a police officer to try and help others. It was very healing for me to teach others how to be safe and get help.

cool....flowerforyou

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:53 PM



in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk


Child abuse is a very, very bad thing. People do not realize the impact it has for generations to come.

I manage a shelter for abused children and I have 10 of the worst boys in a 4 county area, the ones noone else wants. And people wonder why they have the problems they do.

I am glad that you have such a wonderful outlook on life - you are a survivor and I admire you for being you. flowerforyou

Who would of thought I would grow up and love children and teaching.. Ive worked with alot of abused kids and adults and it is a sad thing to see much less live through...
I have alot of compassion for kids and old people.. they seem to get it the worst because they are vulnerable.....flowers

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:30 PM

So I'm greatly confused..... and maybe everyone else or someone can help me out.

What is the deal with writing someone all the time, haveing great conversations, getting to know each other, finding that you have a lot in common, trade numbers, text, talk on the phone, laugh your as.ses off together, talk for hours..... Then, all of a sudden....

Nothing.

No more mail. No more texts, Doesnt answer the phone or return a voicemail.
No courtesy to say, hey I'm not interested in taking this any further with you, or I dont want to talk anymore.

I'm not the stalker type that calls and leaves tons of messages.
I dont send crazy texts.
I dont keep asking why she isnt responding.
I respect her, treat her how every girl wants.

What The Fuc.k?

I'm looking for male and female advise.

Have you had this happen to you?
Have you done this to someone?

Am I suppose to play the stupid fuc.king retarded game of cat and mouse, trying to find out whats going on?

You said it best in your last sentence.. GAME... Sorry it happenend people tend to hide behind internet relationships and just click to off when they meet someone else...
Dont think its you!flowerforyou

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:18 PM

The one that loops through my mind the most is: my old man telling me, "I'm just looking for an excuse to kill you." (and he meant KILL)

sorry cowboy... It eally sucks coming from a parent because they are SUPPOSE to love you...
flowers for you sir...flowers flowers

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:16 PM


____________________________________love

My favorite is my name.. Lisa

but next up I love it when they call me darling.....love love love


I like hearing 'Lisa' as well (since it's my name too!). However, I especially like it when it's said 3 times in a row, just like this:

Lisa Lisa Lisa

love

ha ha and add a few OH Lisa's and it makes it even better!!!love

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:15 PM

Well, I have too many to tell. It is ironic how easy it is to recall the hurtful things. I do recall some of the wonderful things people have said at times, but if I'm unsure of something, those nasty words are the ones that pop in my head still.
so truewaving

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:14 PM



in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk

That's terrible..........I'm so sorry you had to experience that!flowerforyou

Thanks.. but they left and moved to Fl. after that and I grew up real fast!
It made me strong and who I am today.
The day I had my daughter I promised to be a great parent and break the cycle...
I did and my daughter and I are best friends!!!:heart: love :heart: love

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:06 PM

in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:56 PM

The Aadam's Family...with a touch of All in the Family thrown in...
laugh

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:49 PM

$100 ? $200 ? $300?
:wink:

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:48 PM

leave it to Beaver or...flowerforyou

Fights and feuds..?pitchfork

Did it effect the way you turned out????

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:43 PM



A paper towel. Plain, white and highly absorbent. Oh yeah, and people tend to use me and throw me away. sad

that was funnyrofl ..oh but im sorry to hear that!surprised


I LOVE to amuse though! Glad ya liked! *tip hat*
love :wink:

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:41 PM

My fault is loving deeply and giving completely.
My sin is relying on alcohol last night...rather than relying on the Lord to ease my pain. Vengeance, hatred, bitterness is sin and eats you up like a cancer. Forgive me Lord!
I'm still in pain...but this to shall pass.
Psalms 30:5 For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.



James 5:16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.


Psalms 32:5 I acknowledged my sin unto thee, and mine iniquity have I not hid. I said, I will confess my transgressions unto the LORD; and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin. Selah.

Proverbs 28:13 He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy.


Loving and giving completly is not a fault it is what God wants us to do...
Im sorry you did not recieve the same and trying to numb the pain is the human normal reaction.. so dont beat yourself up for it!
God will heal your pain and in time lead you to the man of your dreams...
Be still and know that I am God!.. his timing is perfect!flowerforyou

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:34 PM

Here I am........again.......
love :heart: love :heart: Hi cowboy!!!! looking very handsome as always!:heart: love

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:33 PM

smitten Mesmitten

love :wink: love :wink:

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:29 PM

A paper towel. Plain, white and highly absorbent. Oh yeah, and people tend to use me and throw me away. sad

that was funnyrofl ..oh but im sorry to hear that!surprised

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:16 PM
Edited by lovethelord on Tue 03/17/09 04:16 PM

smitten There have been a few real true smitten

:heart: love relationships formed :heart:

drinker as a result of meeting each other online here drinker

flowers and I am very happy for them bigsmile bigsmile bigsmile


:heart: i know that love still exists & is alive and well :heart:



:cry: But...It doesn't always go as well as everyone hopes for :cry:


flowerforyou Do you notice how some people meet on the forums here flowerforyou


flowerforyou and are instantly :wink: in love smitten :heart: smitten or so :wink: they say flowerforyou


frown and then it fizzles out ohwell like a comet frown in about a day ? frown


:cry: that is sadtears and can be very embarassingembarassed too :cry:


flowerforyou I hope that we all learn drinker from our own experiences smokin


and from the painful experiences of others :cry:



flowerforyou


bigsmile & take our sweet time bigsmile


drinker in giving our :heart: total love :heart: to someone we barely know drinker



flowerforyou Please proceed slowly drinker in getting to know someone flowerforyou




drinker Meet in person flowerforyou in the flesh drinker



flowerforyou spend some quality time flowers with that person flowerforyou


:heart: before you give your heart to someone else :heart:





This is true,, Thanks for the post!!!!!flowers flowers

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:13 PM

Why is it that people on public assistance always seem to have money for cigarettes and beer?


Well once I was behind a VERY large man and wife and they had 2 carts full of food and pulled out there food stamps and I said what is wrong with this picture??? as I paid for my groceries working 2 jobs back then....

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 04:09 PM

Daddyblushing

awwww..:wink:

1 2 10 11 12 14 16 17 18 24 25