That is so very true sometimes you forget things like that.

Thanks everyone for the kind words I really appreciate it =)

I sure hope so this yr was a nightmare.

Could'nt have been a worse birthday not one family member wished me a happy birthday. I know people say it's just another day and it's true but it still hurts. Im just glad this day is almost over it's lost it's meaning to me. I spent the whole day by myself friends are out of town and it has gone painfully slow birthdays are overrated.

Im just curious I know they say they do but im wondering lately. A few of my friends lost gf's cause they were too nice and romantic, same thing kinda happened to me I was nice to my ex and the next thing I know im kicked to curb. Im sure alot of women will say that's what they're looking for but is it actually true? sometimes I wonder. I have always been a romantic person and I like to be creative, but im really curious if it's true or just some myth it's puzzling to me. You know like a candlelight dinner, surprises ways you show a person you love them even the smallest things like someone said.

Thank you same too you happy holidays to you and your family.

That's actually a really good idea everyone loves listing to her stories thanx for the idea.

It's hard to believe we had a party for her today and she is still sharp as a tack. She has witnessed the down fall of human civilization some would say, I couldn't even imagine living that long it's crazy. I have taken care of her the past few years finally had to put her in rest home. Many sleepless nights dialing 911 for her but she has a heart of gold, I have learned so many stories from her it's insane so much knowledge. I wonder with the way things are nowadays do people really want to live that long? I could only guess the pain she lives through every single day, she is big time inspiration.

Well for starters in the high school year book there were pictures of her at his 18th birthday sure you could imagine the jokes. She and her agent picked him up on his 18th birthday surprised him and everyone started admiring that was a funny day.

Haha yeah it's pretty funny everyone joked with him about it.

My old classmate John Cain his aunt is Cameron Diaz.

My grandmother is a member of the Stone Masons my grand dad fought in the civil war.

If I remember it's in cold water 2nd if you try to bring it up it will crumble from the rust. Then you have totally lost the ship forever just like egyptian tombs.

John Jacob Aster went down with the Titanic think that's how you spell it my ancestor.

Well I was going to spend christmas with my girlfriend who is now my ex so I haven't thought about it. Mostly just spend time with friends and family and try not to think about the emptiness part. There's always tons of christmas shows on that do bring joy and not sadness. You could volunteer at a homeless shelter I have done that before and believe me you may think you have emptiness, one glance at those people you will realize just how lucky you're even if your feeling alone.

Thanx everyone for their input haha and no sulking infront of the computer probably a show or something or write a song I guess I will play it by ear. That's the way I was going to look at it just another day.

My birthday is on a monday and all my close friends are going to be out of town. Half my family has passed away and the other half live in another state.

Thank you haha no that's one of my nephews I won't see him that week.

I have a birthday coming up soon and nobody is going to be around that day, and my best friend lives in another state. So my ? how do you celebrate a birthday by yourself or do you celebrate at all. Any ideas what to do? I was thinking of going to a show or play pickup hockey to make the night go quickly. It sucks for sure but what are you going to do I don't drink so a bar is out of the question just trying to decide what to do.

Saw them live this past summer at mayhem tour on the main stage. Sorry to say worst band that night and almost put me to sleep lucky DragonForce woke my back up.