Topic:
Shine
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Enjoyed this one as it's more upbeat Like your style Thanks . . .this one is more like my personality |
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Topic:
Shine
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Shine
Raise your hands have fun and fall in love with the day with the moment with life Raise your hands and take hold of the summer's breeze and if you think you can't hold onto the wind just remember all you need to do is let it carry you Raise your hands smile dance and yes the world is watching but that shouldn't matter because right now you are the most important part of the world love So raise your hands grasp the sun's warmth spread it and give the world it's moment in the spotlight shine!! |
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Topic:
Depressed Thoughts
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Wow! Very thought provoking and profound but sure hope that's not how you're really feeling. Thank you for sharing Thanks . . .and no, that's not how I feel. I work with folks who suffer from depression and I just tried to take what they've talked to me about and express it as best as I could. |
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Topic:
Depressed Thoughts
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Depressed Thoughts
I stare out into the world as I hold tight to the emptiness inside of me I want to be that leaf floating ever so beautiful to the wind's rhythm I want to be the sunrise stretching across the horizon I want be anything but the image in the mirror I stare out into the world as I hold tight to the emptiness inside of me Holding the knife as tightly as I can imagining death from a single self-inflicted wound and for a very brief moment I feel alive I close my eyes and feel the blood flow onto the paper forming the words I want to leave behind I stare out into the world as I hold tight to the emptiness inside of me This darkness this unbelievable cruelty called life torments me to the point where I believe that no one can understand what it feels like to cry time and again only because I've survived another night no one knows that I hold my breath hoping I will forget to breathe no one knows what it feels like to be tempted to end this suffering I believe I am alone I believe I will die alone and for the first time in days I smile I stare out into the world as I hold tight to the emptiness inside of me |
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Topic:
Domestic Questions
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Domestic Questions
He used his hands to show her against her face against her ribs against her chest and her pain did not matter It started with an open hand until her tears begged for a closed fist at least that's how he justified it Her faults did this his screams explained as she covered herself hoping he'd stop “please stop” Being torn between love and fear keeps the door too far away to open but, will the children walk in? Do they hear us? Do they know? Does he know how much his love hurts? |
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Topic:
The Perfect Forever
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The Perfect Forever
When I close my eyes it's as if I can hear the quiet rain falling ever so gently upon my soul as if each drop were an angel's kiss And when I close my eyes I see you beautifully drenched with my shirt pressed against your flesh like a dream born from Mother nature It's midnight and the misty rain glistens against the street lamps like the sun rising brilliantly over the world it reminds me of the love within your heart that guides me towards the perfect forever |
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Topic:
The Song of a Lady
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It does not begin It does not end. She is the sky and the wind. Her song is the bagpipes you hear when noone else does and the valiant trumpet calling. Her voice defies fear and is that whisper reminding you 'You are full of courage and are the hero in your story' March, be not afraid to be broken Strength and true character belong to the ones bleeding. Never regret loving and what is good. As always, another beautiful piece of written art |
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Topic:
Hate
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Hate
I hate the word long because I long for you And I hate the word here because you are not here There are other words too ones that I hate and yes they have everything to do with you words like hope . . . because I cannot stop hoping that one day maybe possibly when there's a hurt that will haunt us for a lifetime thoughts . . . because I'm tired of our memories and yet still you're all I think about living . . . because I lived with you for you and now I have to live without you and the word I hate most is love . . . because I still love you |
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Topic:
Perfection's Shadow
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Perfection’s Shadow
Tonight as with most nights of late was as warm as summer could be imagined hot sticky and near unbearable Off in the corner a fan hummed restlessly chopping the air while giving us a false sense of a somewhat cooler evening As the curtains danced every few minutes or so to the rhythm of what was supposedly a gentle breeze we talked as sleep was not possible The clock along with the few stars that seemed to have invaded the room provided us with enough light to see into each other's soul and this too kept me awake And as you spoke midnight made an imprint of your body against the wall and as you moved as you smiled I became lost in the painting as I had never before experienced the beauty or the sound of perfection |
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Topic:
When Do You Ask
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When Do We Ask
I can feel my blood slowly spill onto to the street like an insipid drip A common place action to this city's heartbeat that leaves few surprised and as I drift into death I ask is this how it's supposed to feel There was is no pain not at this point as the bullet holes mattered less than my last thoughts You read books see movies always asked what if but when you live it this thing called a slow death nothing compares to it Life and all its grand wonderment will be left behind . . . I feel cold and my breaths have grown shallow as time becomes a meaningless moment within a thousand other moments soon to be forgotten No, I don't want to die though we all will but not like this not knowing that there is but one or two minutes left to ask for forgiveness |
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Topic:
Ashamed
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Ashamed
Most nights I cry alone burdened by the thoughts your darkness has placed me in praying somehow you could untouch me So tired of feeling your unwelcomed hands invade my soul's privacy So tired of the burning anger you created within me It is as if I cannot breathe and I cannot hide it is as if I am no longer whole and I want to die this is the pain you've caused and it rages so deeply like a secret I'm too ashamed to tell you took from me innocence And now tonight like most other nights I cry wishing you could somehow untouch me so that I would know what it feels like to be me once again |
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Topic:
Once Again
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Once Again
I want to feel the night just one more time when the air was so cool that you searched for warmth in my arms I want to feel that moment just one more time when you felt as if you were home in my arms I hope and pray that maybe there will another time another moment where the night shines it light upon us and once again I'll be able to hold you until the sun rises |
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Topic:
Earth's Gentle Breath
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Earth's Gentle Breath
leaf by leaf by leaf floating quietly to the rhythm of the earth's gentle breath as if they were searching for a place to rest their soul leaf by leaf by leaf of magnificent hues color the world life each different and each the same as the one that fell before it autumn's cool mornings will eventually fall victim to a colder day but for now leaf by leaf by leaf silently expresses how beautiful the world can be |
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Topic:
Closer
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Thanks for kind words
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Topic:
Closer
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Closer
I don't want to cry but today I'm closer to the end of my life I don't want to remember but today that's all I can do as there are so few tomorrows for me It hurts to watch you watch me as I search for the strength to continue living knowing that today I'm closer One week one month one year there was no way of knowing so we've waited together knowing soon we will be apart |
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Topic:
Heart
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Heart
Beautifully slow like still waters relaxing to the river's shimmering flow It's something about summer warm with the intentionally hot moments of being with her Wine music and a slight breeze makes life the epitome of fine Sipping the day's elixir as we melt into shooting star wishing Growing closer and closer until she invites me into her . . . heart get your mind out of the gutter |
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Topic:
An Imperfect Cold
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An Imperfect Cold
It feels like an imperfect cold falling from heaven with the grace of a lover's pain burdened by the emotions of I'm so sorry and can't we just try to be . . . please, baby It feels like an imperfect cold falling from a brooding sky of dark clouds with each drop proposing a compromise to let time figure out where we are as we try to figure out where we're going I'm guessing I could play the blues and let our story play out while the rain runs its course I guess I could let go and not worry while hoping the sun will one day be bright enough to wipe her tears away but it's just so cold without her next to me |
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Topic:
You and I
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You and I
Night's expression a little laughter wine finger food friends you and I Music fills the background as the sun sets to the rhythm of the first moment of many more to come tonight as we feel our way through the maze of life love and happiness Night's expression stars rise one after another conversation dancing more wine fewer friends until it's just you and I |
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Topic:
The Endless Love
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The Endless Love
Once in a long-ago moment I could feel the sun's warmth every time I heard her voice it was as if her whispers carried the day upon her words taking me to a time where I could dream the dream anyone in love wants to dream I could feel the sun setting as the stars eagerly waiting to shine their light upon our entwined souls rose one by one until heaven illuminated the dark you see with her there was always light We celebrated our first anniversary and then many more while watching our children grow then our grandchildren and through it all I always felt the sun's warmth And then suddenly there was winter's cold and I was alone, missing her grieving asking why while holding tightly every memory she gave me and yet in my hands was the emptiness of being alone though every now and then I can remember conversations about nothing that meant everything and I still wait for each star to rise hoping that I wish upon the one in which she resides and wonder if she can hear me when I say "I love you" |
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Topic:
Effortlessly
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Effortlessly
Her touch as gentle and easy as the autumn leaves falling effortlessly one moment after another slowly and carefree without knowing when and where they will land begs me to ask what, if there is anything, that I can do to have this time for forever because it's not enough to have just until now And as the elegant warmth of her kiss flows through my soul as if time's meaning is the here and now I close my eyes and hope wish and pray to remember tomorrow because it is the lifetime of her love that I live for |
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