got new pics from my amazing night

lol well it'll help if u drag a close friend along

sooooo omg u guys i had a date and it was soooo amazingly awesome i wasnt sure how well it would go because of my anxiety but it was amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!

im leaving for awhile so if you still wanna stay in contact e-mail me i'll give you my yahoo name

Alrighty i need some help here i've been looking EVERYWHERE for my pre-req courses online so that in the fall i can start going for my major but im at a dead end so im making a list and then ill go back and check things out so what are some of the online schools you've heard of?

suz i changed my opinion of men lol they no longer ALL suck...just my ex does

if anything mike i thank him for being a moron it made me laugh its no big deal lol

LOL go for it uncle mike i posted his name but there might be 3 7's i forgot

LOL it was leotiger77

LOL oh things are good today...that idiot made me laugh good way to start the day

mornin msteddy how are ya

LMAO yea maybe or he could just be someone whos hobbies include beating his head against the wall because there's nothing better to do

sometimes people REALLY make me wonder how the heck they live day-to-day life because they're complete morons! LOL yesterday some loser sent me an instant message and hey to heck with "Hi how are ya?" it was "hi...want a f*** buddy?" after explaining that no i have something he's probably not to familliar with called MORALS he left me alone. while checking my messages this morning i got yet another IM from him now i thought he'd apologize and maybe act human but instead he insisted our paths had never crossed he asked me the same question to which this time i replied "either you dont understand english or your confused as to what the definition of NO is" he didn't like that LOL so his response was "well you're a b**** so later" some people just have no clue LOL

I hate the world without you here
Every breath is painful
With feet of lead I stumble each day
A mouth of poison
Bitter anger flows
Feelings don't matter
Tears no longer move me
No one tries to understand
yet everyone can see
Your absence from this world
Refuses to get easier
You saw the end
Long before I
Feelings of dread often crept inside
You were quick to laugh and say
Darlin' I cannot die
Not this soon
First I have to marry you.
Darkness faded, tears were dried
Something tickled in my soul
I'll be damn!
You are crazy enough to keep me by your side
Such happy days those were
I just wish you could have stayed
My heart was yours from day one
This soul was meant for no one else
Since your gone I have no choice
Somehow I must press on
I hate the world without you here

today is gonna be one of those days i REALLY need a hug and some friends to cheer me up because certain people really know how to hurt me

aww thank ya mike :)

A non-believer
I still prayed
Driven by fear and panic
I gave it all to him
Begged and pleaded for a miracle
Lord keep him home I cried
Don't let him board that plane
Others have gone
And though I don't understand your reasoning
The anger has lessened
For I see the blessings
Death is part of living
But please don't take him yet
There is much to be said
Mountains to be climbed
You see these tears
Hear a trembling voice
I cannot handle much more pain
Feeling foolish and lost
I gave up after awhile
He doesn't listen
Then with the mornings first rays
Came an unexpected feeling of optimism
One I have never had
Something is about to happen...
Nervous fluttering quickens
“I'm coming home”
Three words made me so dizzy with relief
It felt as though I might faint
Tears of joy coursed down once ashen cheeks
For he vowed to summon death
A non believer
I still prayed
He heard me after all
Thank you lord
Thank you

A dying star fell from the sky
Growing dimmer every moment
No one seemed to notice
Or if they did
No one really cared
Why should they?
Billions of stars dot the sky
Shimmering like tiny jewels
Beautiful and captivating
So what if one happens to die?
Just a lonely wandering passerby
Stumbled upon the dying star
Flitting ever so slightly
All but burnt out
He took that star as his own
Their bond grew stronger with each passing day
Soon that little star began to shine again
And since the sky is out of reach
It'll have to be content by his side
But you know?
That little star really doesn't mind
He is the one who returned its brilliant shine
The best of friends they will forever be

luv ya too...thanks

An empty heart
A broken soul
That's all that remains
Since the angels led him away
Darker nights
Endless lonely days
This has been life
Since the angels lead him away
Far from war
All the torment he endured
He resides beyond the gates
Walks the golden streets
Bustling with nothing but joy
Tears roll on though
As his birthday crawls closer
This year there will not be twenty eight candles
Since the angels led him away...



To my heart and soul you will forever be missed