Thank you

Are there any lesbians in Vancouver or Portland that would like to chat and see where things go?

thank you :)

The Band Sugar **** is a female fronted band that sounds really good.

www.reverbnation.com/sugartits

:)

Awwww thank you for the welcome. I am healed now. I wrote that when I was recently broken up, but I am in a WAY better place now. :)

Once upon a time, in a far away land
There stood a young woman walking alone in the sand
She was tall, she was graceful, she was young, she seemed bold
Her skin glowed like the sun, her eyes purer than gold

To any outsider who did not know who she was
They would beg to be her, thinking her life was the buzz
They look at her body, as they look at her skin
They assume that her beauty made her life a win/win

And if they would look past her innocent eyes
They would see all her scars; they would feel all her cries
If they did not assume that her life was pure gold,
They may have asked the question, “Why does she walk alone?”

Torment and affliction visit her these days
Though she tries to lock them out, they come in different ways
Abused and abandoned she weeps alone in distress
She sobs every night wishing she were dead

Her emotions consume her, she’s afraid, she alone
She has sobbed so much lately, that she now barely moans
Her face has turned red with rings under her eyes
Everyone she has loved has walked out of her life.

She puts up a wall to drown out the pain,
Yet she drowns in despair as these walls trap the rain,
Her tears rush down her face, just like a flash flood
This wall now traps her in as she lays in the mud.

If you really love her and you want her to be free
You might want to inquire and see how she’s doing
Don’t be quick to judge how a woman might be,
Though her life may seem good, it may not be as it seems

Written by Amie

Hey Baby; you have left me here sitting all alone
You have hurt me, I’m wounded, yet I miss you more than you’ll ever know

Desertion, I thought wouldn’t happen to me, oh no
I’m left here weeping, alone in my distress, picking up pieces of debris you alone have left

And I regret, all of those times that we fought and didn’t get along
Now I know what it’s like, to be wounded and left alone
Oh how I love you, more than life, I sit crying alone day and night
Lost in thought, pour out my soul, I miss you more; miss you more than you know

I make believe, you are here dancing as you hold me, in your arms
Lift my hands slowly; dreams of you holding me, moving to the sound our hearts create

Tears fall slowly, as I melt in this place, my dreams
I’m weak in passion, as my knees start to shake, my eyes then open, to an empty room, empty embrace

Oh I regret, all of those times that we fought and didn’t get along
Now I know what it’s like, to be wounded and left alone
Oh how I love you, more than life, I sit crying alone day and night
Lost in thought, pour out my soul, I miss you more; miss you more than you know

Oh I regret, all of those times that we fought and didn’t get along
Now I know what it’s like, to be wounded and left alone
Oh how I loved you, more than life, I’m done crying alone day and night. For I’ve move on with my life, I’ve picked up the pieces, one piece at a time!

I am optimistic about dating, I just feel like I need to brush up on how its done and where to go to meet quality people.

I've had more then my share of storms for sure. I'll post more poems later when I'm home and not mobile :)

thank you. I write from my life experiences, from my struggles and different things like that. Writing helps me get through things, its like therapy to me.

I am also looking for friends :)

I would SOOOO do that if I had the money, lol.

Hell ya there are, tee hee :)

Good afternoon ladies, how are you all doin? :)

I know rite? Its nice seeing people chatting on here :)

I personally think its great. :)

Right after my storm; as the winds stopped and ceased
There was a great calm; as I sighed in relief
And though there is damage; from the previous rage
I can start a new chapter; and can turn a new page

But as the dust settles; and I clearly can see
I look through the rubble; though I would rather flee
Though all is destroyed; and there nothing but sand
I can still trust in my God; as He helps me to stand

As I survey the damage; and I calculate cost
The pain swells up in me; as I see all Ive lost
Though I tremble in horror; and I ask the Lord why?
I know that God loves me; and its ok to cry.

Its so overwhelming; as my emotions do flare
Its easy to doubt; that my God really cares
And yes the storm passed; yet the fierce winds were real
Its so hard to move on; as I struggle to heal

My eyes fill with water; my mouth gets all dry
My heart sinks in despair; as I long to die
My emotions, they hurt me; I hunger and thirst
My heart; it aches badly; I feel as if it will burst

The rain is now gone and the skies are now blue
Yet I still haven’t healed; from what I’ve gone through
And now time has passed; as life continues on
I still live in darkness; even though the nights gone

I know this sounds gloomy; what else can I say?
That God will heal my heart; as I seek Him and pray?
My worst fears behind me; or that’s what they say
I once felt victorious; I now feel like prey

But all is not lost; though I feel that it is
For my heart isn’t mine, as it belongs to Him
And my God is faithful; I'll trust Him till I die
I will lift His name up; I will lift it up high

My God is my healer; he will one day heal me
And though I am now mourning; I will one day be free
For here is a truth; that I will try to explain
The Son always shines; even after the rain!

Written by Amie

hiya! I hope you find what you are looking for here :)

I wouldnt doubt that. There are so many book stores and coffee shops here and of course the people here are awesome!!! I would seriously rather live no where else on earth. I love my fellow Portlandites!!!

Activity groups? Where do you find those at?