hahaha ive heard MANY things...

heh i get that too when im lucky
is it your mind busy or just dont enjoy sleep or other reaons?

yeahh
thats when the hallucinations kick in lol

who else has crazy insomnia like myself?

ah I say bull****..
I grew up with one parent or the other all the time
and ALWAYS remembered and wanted to call the other parent to let them know im okay..make sure theyre okay..for whatever holiday..or any day for that matter...
But i guess i am truly the perfect daughter
id let them know...but dont jump down their throats..
but i completely see where youre coming from

yes welcome
im still fairly new myself..
but its fun
something to pass the time with
hope you have a good time

i have no cold..nor anywhere to be anytime today really lol
im just that lame and never sleep

yess
i appreciate it

aww yes
thats very true
sometimes thats all it takes is listening
and with that you'll understand on a whole new level
oh ps..im pretty sure your arms are bigger than my body

LMAO!

heh i have tons..but most of them no one understands

aw well thanks for the encouragement
writing is my emotional release
better put it on paper than scream it in someones face

we all have our flaws
outside or in...
im emotional
lol it happens

just curious..
whatd she do!?
im young..wanna make sure i dont do it lol

You're a tough case to crack

So exposed yet so tightly wrapped

maybe if you weren't so afraid of coming undone

you would enjoy the story

outside of fabrication

but I understand

You've been beaten and bruised

torn and confused

cut up and drug down

and now you completely unravel

at the pull of one weak thread

my mind flashes back

to a thousand unfinished memories

of so many words unspoken

So now to contain my sanity

by the ounces and seconds i can still grasp

I'll speak the words that should have been mentioned

But conversation fell short every time

Feel now and think later was the policy she lived by

What happens to our soul

when emotion takes over and reality dissapears

When your body talks and mind stops

Only in our subconcsious

will the true reality come into play

that you are completely out of control

but for your own sanity you wrap yourself in oblivion

So, when the time comes

for you to be carefully untangled

I'll be here, waiting patiently

let me know when you're ready

for me to quote the subconscious

I'll be the only one to say, "You're completely out of control"

ahhhhhh i wonder who this "me" is...
i bet she's pretty kick ass!
oh yeah..youre a fantastic writer..im so jealous!

lol!
thats me at night

Too much energy to be dead

but not enough life to be alive

just enough water in the petals

to maintain an unordinary wilting appearance and simply survive

drooping like a willow tree

fading like the moon blocked behind weak clouds

In the back of the line, pushing towards the light in front of me

only to be told my tickets are no good

I waited for a second, maybe I misunderstood?

The gate shut hard in my face

as he hung his head down, with a hint of disgrace

The devil is my scouter

And while dragging from the line

He holds my money and laughs

Sending ice blades through my veins and chills down my spine

I'll never make it to heaven

I'll never make it past

my soul has been burned

and only ashes left to thrive

there is nothing left for me

so bury me alive

We lavish one another
exposing who we are
And when the sun bids all farewell
there twinkles one lone star
Feelings felt are sometimes strained
our hearts can become cold
The words alone their passions play
are swords from days of old
But when the night bids all farewell
and all is gone it seems
There twinkles yet a falling star
blinking out her beams
The passion surges through the air
then reaches to the soul
Where once maintained a blazing fire
and ember begins to glow
That tiny star he calls his love
begins again to shine
And then through tears he calls to her
and says
"Forever Mine"