well hello!
whats goin on

so someone talk to me

yeah but come on...I make up for at least 10!

youre one hot piece of a*s!

Thanks everyone for the thoughts..
I've thought long and hard on it..and it seems I only think about getting back with him when im feeling a little weak..or when my mind isn't occupied..
but i've realized..i loved him yes..but not evough to know he's the one i want to spend the rest of my life with..and it was a nice chapter in my life...but now it's time to move on to bigger and better things
thanks for all the help
XoXo

And hes dashingly handsome
cute as can be
I'm in love with a screen name
Shame on me
I e-mail all day
and IM all night
falling in love with a profile
how can this be right?

Miles and miles away
he's leaving for good soon anyway

I wanna do so much
Hold him, kiss him and never let him go
Instead I send him emoticons, thats how my feelings are shown
I know he'll never be mine
and for right now, that's alright
I'm in love with a screen name
and it gets me through the night

thanks guys
yall are wonderful

hmm okay thanks for the help

so us still talking "as friends" he calls it..is probably not the best idea? I mean in a way it helps me to get over him..but then it makes me just want to forget all the BS hes put me through and get back with him
should total communication be cut off?

Well..that's also a question to ponder
I know i love him as a friend..and partially as a lover
but he just seems so lost without me..
and sometimes I feel the same
i think I'm just sad because of the separation..
after being through it all for so long the change is overwhelming
we talked about getting back together again today..
but im glad im on here getting this advice

aww this is what I love to hear..
I just want her to know that its not all about physical appearance more so building relationships so thanks for that lovely response

ahhh! heh this is what my mom told me
it was just so emotionally draining trying to constantly convince him i wanted to be with him...
i just hope this feeling goes away..
im sure its just because ive done the same thing everyday for 2 years..
its just missing the little things..
but I know I have to keep my sight set on the bigger picture..
that we dont work out
thanks for the replies
helps more than you know

aw thanks everyone
I'm very strong willed..and I know going back to him would be a HUGE mistake..
love just makes me think and sometimes do crazy things

Well, I've just recently broken up with my boyfriend. We dated on and off for about 2 years and have been friends for about 7 years.
I love him dearly, as a friend and as a lover but our personalities, goals and interests are completely opposite and with all of that in mind our conversations are usually constant arguments, smart as* remarks and bitterness. I couldn't take it anymore, I thought being with someone was supposed to make you feel better and not worse. So, after the constant emotional stress with that I ended it. I had too much going on in my life to have to come home and then argue with him. Plus, he constantly told me I was too good for him and I spent the majority of our time trying to build him up, it was emotionally exhausting.
Since weve broken up, I know that I still love him and miss him terribly. I know we aren't meant to be together it just doesn't work out, but because I love him I'm constantly questioning myself to maybe take him back...
Anyone been through this..or have any advice PLEASE reply or mail me.

Oh this is so much better than TV lol
and thanks..
heh but of course shes got a few years on me!

Well..
For me..not ALL females..
its very mentally satisfying to know you can set people in traps..let them fall in it and then watch them do it all over again..
im not sure
but in general its fun and females can
men are the ones stupid enough to play along...

Welcome!
It's fun..

ahhh thanks everyone for the replies
ps..im still slightly new here..be my friend too lol

I have an aunt who would love to meet someone. Her husband of her entire life passed away about 2 years ago, but she is finally ready to start meeting people and slowly finding someone for the rest of her life. She is heavy and very self conscience but she is very intelligent and one of my favorite people in my life. Caring, giving, God fearing, and I truly believe beautiful inside and out. I told her about the site..but because of her weight she's so nervous. Im posting this blog to see what kind of feedback I can get and maybe convince her to get over the nerves and put herself out there. She's lonely and wants love just like the rest of us. Any suggestions, thoughts or comments?!

omgggg how did I miss this
THIS IS SOO FOR ME
i post nightly on my sleeplessness
i love all of you guys for entertaining me at 4 in the mornin