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Depression support - part 4
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FEED ME!!!!!!!!!
told y'all i was gonna do it...... ken called me monday, he wants to work things now, instead of later.....even wants to get involved in my treatment plan |
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Depression support - part 4
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hmmmm.....5 days since the last post in here......i guess i'm gonna have to start posting FEED ME every day until someone else checks in 
Happy Easter Amber! why thank you!!!!! Happy Easter to you, too. i'm doing even better with tthe temporary breakup.....inn fact, i'm in love with him nnoww for it.....he did it for my own sake, and i couldn't ask for more from him |
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Depression support - part 4
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hmmmm.....5 days since the last post in here......i guess i'm gonna have to start posting FEED ME every day until someone else checks in
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I deal with mentally retarded people everyday. They do not make life easier on me. that's the exact intolerance i'm talking about right there.....noone has an easy life....and also jumping to conclusions....like this member assuming mentally ill is the same as developmentally challenging (or mental retardation) |
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I'm so scared :(
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i went through this last year with my little one (hers was an emergency appendectomy), don't worry....he'll be fine and if something does happen (god forbid) the doctors will be there to help him out.....
sending many prayers to your family |
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Depression support - part 4
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ok, i'm not so upset about ken's decision now.....i can see where he is coming from.....and i need to focus better on my dbt skills.....
i'm in the process of writing my life story down now, started this morning.....i hope to try to get it published someday in the future, at least to help some people understand the aspect of what goes on in the mind of someone who suffers from several mental illnesses....at the level where you don't have to have a degree in psychology to understand it |
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I'm currently in the process of writing out everything about me....my childhood, my thoughts, and what's going on now.......
I'm tired of everyone with mental illness being unfairly judged solely on the nature of their particular illness(es).....i don't believe i'll make a big difference in this, but if just one mentally ill person can be treated like those who are emotionally healthy....then i can rest..... Has anyone ever thought about or actually done something to help reveal the nature of a disease they are coping with? |
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happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuu
you live in a zoooooooooooooooo you look like a monkeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and smell like one, tooooooooooooooooooooooo okay, seriously tho.....as my daddy says..... HAPPY 'BATH'DAY!!!! ok ok ok....for real this time Happy Birthday Becky......many blessings and wishes for you today |
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ok....i divulged a little more.....how's it now?
thanks for feedback!!! |
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I think it looks good.. Maybe a little more info, but what you have already is sufficient. 
like? don't really know what to say on there |
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Then.....Now
Edited by
Amberdee29045
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Tue 04/07/09 03:50 AM
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Then...... I would cut myself I would bite I'd knock holes in the wall I'd beg and plead for a second chance I'd apologize over and over again I was ashamed of my illness I'd have tried to kill you Now...... I smile to myself I work on what I'm good at I call up a friend I'll listen to music I'll tell you it's your tough sh!t I'm not ashamed of it anymore..... After all, it's not my fault if you're terrified of someone with several psychological issues. I've faced my fears....it's past time you faced yours. 
it's actually what i feel like telling a certain ex right now.... and still might after the 3 month break he decided to want and telling me so in an EMAIL |
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Then.....Now
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Then......
I would cut myself I would bite I'd knock holes in the wall I'd beg and plead for a second chance I'd apologize over and over again I was ashamed of my illness I'd have tried to kill you Now...... I smile to myself I work on what I'm good at I call up a friend I'll listen to music I'll tell you it's your tough sh!t I'm not ashamed of it anymore..... After all, it's not my fault if you're terrified of someone with several psychological issues. I've faced my fears....it's past time you faced yours. |
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Carry On Wayward Son
Kansas |
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ok.....freshly single (you can still smell the seared flesh from my broken heart)...changed a few things.....lemme knoww what ya think...
thanks!!!!! |
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How do you deal with grief?
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I'm not sure myself....
but i heard an interesting quote on dealing with grief: "Grief is falling to pieces, then putting the pieces back together in a different way." |
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Toms Tuesday Roll Call
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YO TOM!!!!! I'LL JUST HAVE A 1/2 GALLON OF PINEAPPLE JUICE!!!
been up 20 hours and still WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE awake....... if wondering why....read Breakup Recovery Time in relationship forum....whole thread.... |
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Breakup Recovery Time
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My b/f broke up with me bout 7 hours ago and wants to take a complete break for at least 3 months......i cried like crazy for three hours.....but now i'm feeling better already..... this is my quickest BRT....what's yours? Ok he wants a fake break up. LOL...complete for 3 months then what?? He just wants you to be his back up plan later? let's put it this way......he didn't bother to call me and tell me this.....he sent me an email......he read up on bipolar disorder sunday night (after i called to try to talk to him to calm down after i had a bad argument with a former friend of mine and didn't handle it well) and apparently he got scared as hell....... it upset me mainly because he did the same d@mn sh!t my ex-fiancee diid.....not have the balls to at least call me Well Amber if he can't handle it than he can't handle it. You can not do anything about that. I hope your manic state lasts long enough to find someone else before you start to miss him. LOL funny, i was in a bad rage......NOW i'm in a manic state......been up nearly 24 hours and feeling WIIIIIIIIIIDE awake |
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Breakup Recovery Time
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My b/f broke up with me bout 7 hours ago and wants to take a complete break for at least 3 months......i cried like crazy for three hours.....but now i'm feeling better already..... this is my quickest BRT....what's yours? Ok he wants a fake break up. LOL...complete for 3 months then what?? He just wants you to be his back up plan later? let's put it this way......he didn't bother to call me and tell me this.....he sent me an email......he read up on bipolar disorder sunday night (after i called to try to talk to him to calm down after i had a bad argument with a former friend of mine and didn't handle it well) and apparently he got scared as hell....... it upset me mainly because he did the same d@mn sh!t my ex-fiancee diid.....not have the balls to at least call me |
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Topic:
Depression support - part 4
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well, i f**ked up big time.....apparently i am waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too screwed up in the mind to be worth anything. What's going on Amber? my boyfriend wants to "take a break for 90 days" because i'm struggling a little with my dbt skills |
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Breakup Recovery Time
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My b/f broke up with me bout 7 hours ago and wants to take a complete break for at least 3 months......i cried like crazy for three hours.....but now i'm feeling better already.....
this is my quickest BRT....what's yours? |
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