Topic: Then.....Now
Amberdee29045's photo
Tue 04/07/09 03:44 AM
Then......
I would cut myself
I would bite
I'd knock holes in the wall
I'd beg and plead for a second chance
I'd apologize over and over again
I was ashamed of my illness
I'd have tried to kill you


Now......
I smile to myself
I work on what I'm good at
I call up a friend
I'll listen to music
I'll tell you it's your tough sh!t
I'm not ashamed of it anymore.....

After all, it's not my fault if you're terrified of someone with several psychological issues. I've faced my fears....it's past time you faced yours.

scorpio90's photo
Tue 04/07/09 03:46 AM

Then......
I would cut myself
I would bite
I'd knock holes in the wall
I'd beg and plead for a second chance
I'd apologize over and over again
I was ashamed of my illness
I'd have tried to kill you


Now......
I smile to myself
I work on what I'm good at
I call up a friend
I'll listen to music
I'll tell you it's your tough sh!t
I'm not ashamed of it anymore.....

After all, it's not my fault if you're terrified of someone with several psychological issues. I've faced my fears....it's past time you faced yours.
:banana:

Amberdee29045's photo
Tue 04/07/09 03:48 AM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Tue 04/07/09 03:50 AM


Then......
I would cut myself
I would bite
I'd knock holes in the wall
I'd beg and plead for a second chance
I'd apologize over and over again
I was ashamed of my illness
I'd have tried to kill you


Now......
I smile to myself
I work on what I'm good at
I call up a friend
I'll listen to music
I'll tell you it's your tough sh!t
I'm not ashamed of it anymore.....

After all, it's not my fault if you're terrified of someone with several psychological issues. I've faced my fears....it's past time you faced yours.
:banana:


it's actually what i feel like telling a certain ex right now....
and still might after the 3 month break he decided to want and telling me so in an EMAIL

scorpio90's photo
Tue 04/07/09 03:50 AM
It's all about acceptance.:tongue: