i have a bad feeling it was a booty call...but hes an idiot!! because your friggin gorgeous!

beautiful poem

thanx lan!!

your sweet biker, thank you!

thank you!!

yeah i know.... thank you for the support!! day by day step by step right?

this is a song inspired by a friend named nicole! co-written by us, and instrumental by yours truely! its copywrited so dont even think about it!! haha just kidding. but anyway, criticism is always accepted! enjoy!

<3 Ray



"inside the mirror"




A song dedicated to all the women who dont think they are beautiful. You are all beautiful.



She looks at her own reflection
Staring with eyes of inspection
Flaws is all she's able to see
A smile inside she cant set free

Chorus
But I see her from inside the mirror
Looking at her I hold back tears
A beautiful heart and beautiful face
Feeling like she has no place
But so many who would die to be
The person whom she can not see

The one I look at from inside
The sorrow she is unable to hide
She's beautiful in every way
If only she'd learn to live in today

chorus
But I see her from inside the mirror
Looking at her I hold back tears
A beautiful heart and beautiful face
Feeling like she has no place
But so many who would die to be
The person whom she can not see

Bridge
Golden heart with invisible scars
Her happiness locked behind bars
A weak knee ready to lean
A closed mouth ready to scream
A frigid heart afraid to break
'cause this time it might not recuperate
Destined eyes with a history of cries
Confront her and there are only lies

Why can't she live the life she dreams
Or finally let out her held back screams
Why can't she smile at herself
Just forget the tomorrow and live without fear..


Chorus
But I see her from inside the mirror
Looking at her I hold back tears
A beautiful heart and beautiful face
Feeling like she has no place
But so many who would die to be
The person whom she can not see

Why can't she just see what I see;
Looking at her from inside the mirror.

thank you biker

thank you to both of you

thank you to both of you

thank you to both of you

Hey everyone!! This is my first poem post so please keep the bad criticism to a minimal!! I plan on posting alot more but this is my mood for now so please enjoy and tell me what you think!!

<3 ray


"sad tragedy"

its a sad sad tragedy
a sad tragedy instilled upon me.
what will it take to be set free?
when will the water be waist deep?
every night is another endless war,
a war to sleep like i did before,
before the day that my walls crumbled,
falling down the mountain into a pile of rumble.

as i lay here on my pillow tonight
i pray to myself that there wont be a fight.
a fight to keep my mind asleep
but i know in my dreams you'll creep
and when that time comes i awake
and what an awful cry i make.

I ask myself when will this all end
when will i be myself again?
even on days when im at my best,
when night comes I cannot rest.
I miss the days of my peaceful slumber,
when i could stay sleep without a wonder.

every night is always the same thing
i wonder what my dreams will bring?
but i know the answer deep inside
it will be dreams of you and memories i cannot hide.
memories that haunt my mind day by day
memories that my make my tears run down
memories that turns my happiness into a frown.

and again i find myself here tonight
contemplating to stay awake or to sleep
it hurts to stay awake and think about you all night,
at the same time, i know staying asleep will be a fight.
indeed its a hard decision to make
when even my happiest of dreams are all fake.

its a sad sad tragedy
a sad tragedy instilled upon me.
what will it take to be set free?
when will the water be waist deep?
every night is another endless war,
a war to sleep like i did before,
before the day that my walls crumbled,
falling down the mountain into a pile of rumble.

I would say dont date divorced men.. i mean if you strike out 3 times, then you know something must be wrong... as long as your happy i guess. good luck!!

Those are some pretty good statistics.... but you are right... I was there I know, and agree

thank you and i will....and dont forget to friend me!!

hey everyone... im new to this site, and would really like people to add me just so i can get to know some people, and just chat. i've been out of the dating scene for a while now, and just trying to ease back into it...nut its kind of hard ya know?? haha, but I do just want to sit down and maybe talk to some people, being that i dont really have much ime on my hands and not able to go out EVERY weekend.... soo if you want to talk or maybe get to know me, and maybe just talk about random things then you knwo what to do... im a nice guy so i promise i wont creep you out lol.... well have a great day everyone!!

<3 Ray

I have a small (highland terrier) is this a bad thing to women? i personally dont care but hey i love her.... i also have a lab... so i think that makes up for it... give me some insight!!

I guess this is just an attempt to ask ALL women....what kind of guy do you like? what do you expect out of them... and what has you saying HELLOOO and GOOODBYEE!! Just though this would be fun!! hope to hear from everyone!!

<3 Ray