I express love to women in the back of my truck sometimes

LOve is always sought after...and then after you find it you do what comes natuaral

Flash Photo

I saw her when she was born.
A realization, my mind's eye
had given me her picture.
For I have always known her.

Raine Les 12/22/2009

My mom let me have my snowboard early! Can not wait to get out there an hit up the little hills lol. Still learning how to snowboard. YAY!!!

Mirror,

If I told you where aliens hang out would you like to go alien hunting?

day of wounds

begins

open the passage


living phantoms

pay homage

give them due


unlace melancholy chains

scars weep

staining self

token sacrifice


close the gates

lay yourself

against it

survive

until your next


day of wounds

A group of country neighbors wanted to get together on a regular basis and socialize. As a result, about 10 couples formed a dinner club and agreed to meet for dinner at a different neighbors' house each month.
Of course, the lady of the house was to prepare the meal. When it came time for Bill and Ruthann Brown to have the dinner at their house, like most women, Ruthann wanted to outdo all the others and prepare a meal that was the best that any of them had ever lapped a lip over.
A few days before the big event, Ruthann got out her cookbook and decided to have mushroom smothered steak. When she went to the store to buy some mushrooms, she found the price for a small can was more than she wanted to pay. She then told her husband,
"We aren't going to have mushrooms because they are too expensive." He said,
"Why don't you go down in the pasture and pick some of those mushrooms? There are plenty of them right in the creek bed."
She said,
"No, I don't want to do that, because I have heard that wild mushrooms are poison."
He then said,
"I don't think so. I see the varmints eating them all the time and it never has affected them."
After thinking about this, Ruthann decided to give this a try and got in the pickup and went down in the pasture and picked some.
She brought the wild mushrooms back home and washed them, sliced and diced them to get them ready to go over her smothered steak. Then she went out on the back porch and got Ol' Spot's (the yard dog) bowl and gave him a double handful.She even put some bacon grease on them to make them tasty.
Ol' Spot didn't slow down until he had eaten every bite.
All morning long, Ruthann watched him and the wild mushrooms didn't seem to affect him, so she decided to use them.
The meal was a great success, and Ruthann even hired a lady from town to come out and help her serve.
She had on a white apron and a little cap on her head.
It was first class.
After everyone had finished, they all began to kick back and relax and socialize. The men were visiting and the women started to gossip a bit.
About this time, the lady from town came in from the kitchen and whispered in Susie's ear. She said,
"Mrs. Brown, Spot just died."
With this news, Ruthann went into hysterics.
After she finally calmed down, she called the doctor and told him what had happened.
The doctor said,
"It's bad, but I think we can take care of it. I will call for an ambulance and I will be there as quick as I can get there. We'll give everyone enemas and we will pump out everyone's stomach. Everything will be fine. Just keep them all there and keep them calm."
It wasn't long until they could hear the wail of the siren as the ambulance was coming down the road. When they got there, the EMTs got out with their suitcases, syringes, and a stomach pump.
The doctor arrived shortly thereafter.
One by one, they took each person into the master bathroom, gave them an enema and pumped out their stomach.
After the last one was finished, the doctor came out and said,
"I think everything will be fine now,"
and he left.
They were all looking pretty peaked sitting around the living room, and about this time, the town lady came in and said,
"You know something, that fellow that ran over Ol' Spot never even stopped!"

"Are you going to just hang around looking like a corpse, while I do all the work ?"




Add your own criticism, if you like.

I don't think there are any Palmdale. I've looked and I don't think there's anyone smart enough to be one.

Chemical romance defines what I'm in.
Snorting lines of lies, laced with
a falsehood of what love is.

Enjoying the high that is received when
things seem to be going great, but coming down,
the headache and pain--is it worth it?

Needing a new fix, I shoot up
with the love from another--
only to then become addicted
to the true feelings of guilt.

I try drinking away what
memories remain,only to find
there is nothing left to
reflect upon anymore.

One last drag on the pipe
filled with my last bit of hope--
pain disapearing, eyes closing slowly
I have succesfully overdosed.

Dead from a broken heart--
they say cardiac arrest was the cause.
One too many times of being injected with betrayal-
---Should have went to rehab.

Julie and Ed a Love Story Part 16



Come sit next to me Ed, I want to show you some pictures,

Ok, Julie,, OH it’s a water bed,, ha ha ,, wasn’t expecting that,

I love taking pictures Ed, it has become my favorite hobby, it took my mind off of things when I was really in a bad way, and I just continued taking them,

What’s that noise?

Its Canada I think?

What’s she doing?

I better go check, be right back,

Dawn was passed out on Canada’s ball, and she was scratching trying to get it.

Dawn is passed out?

They both are, out like a light, giggle, they are my best friends, I really love them, where were we, well that’s not what we were doing Ed, but I like this better, you really are a good kisser Ed,

I love to kiss Julie, I can kiss for hours, and you I can kiss forever, you are very sweet Julie,

So are you Ed, and I can kiss you all night, Ed, I want to tell you something,

Ok Julie,

Other than a few dates, I have not been with anyone in a long time, but I feel very comfortable with you, almost like I have know you for a long time,

That makes me feel real good Julie, because I feel the same way, it’s nice,

Yes it is , Ed?

Yea ,

Ed, I want to be with you tonight,

You are Julie,

No, I want to make love, and have you sleep with me in my bed, and wake up next to you, and make love again,

I would like that very much Julie,

But, I am scared,

I understand Julie, and I promise you that it will be a beautiful night, and an even greater morning, and just the beginning of a great love story that only people who understand what it means to truly love another person can feel, there are a lot of mixed up, unhappy people out there, and when two people can feel this close in such a short time, it has to mean something, something that we have to let happen, it’s not made up, this is real, and I do not want it to ever end.

Neither do I Ed, that’s why I am scared,

Julie you have to trust your feelings, listen to what your heart is whispering in your ear,

I am Ed, un zip my skirt,

You get used to it.

Living in snow valley.

Surrounded by mountains.

A morning thing.

It goes with your coffee.

The 'booms' are familiar company.

Falling snow equals more blasting.

A morning ritual for avalanche control.


Boom
wait for it

Boom

Boom

I truely never expected to find a friend in you
I was only being friendly, as I often do
I caused you unhappiness, and that was not my plan
I simply thought of you, a kindhearted man

I sit and feel so lonely
At times i don't know why
I guess I should get over it
The way I sit and cry

I know I am a softie
Deep inside my heart
I often want to toughen up
But don't know where to start

I worry about most everything
I cannot seem to stop
If it isn't something serious
It seems so in my heart

I'm sorry for my actions
I did not mean you harm
The last thing I wanted
Was to cause you any alarm

I would not cause you sorrow
Not in my wildest dreams
I did not mean to overwhelm
Yet I did, so it seems...

Anyway I thank you
For all your sweet compassion
I never thought you'd care about me
As no one ever else has

I can only say I understand
These matters of the heart
If you should ever want to talk
You only need to start...

As always I am left alone
I really do not mind
As over the years I have found
I'm content, I'm just that kind.

No matter that I reached to you
I know I over stretched
I should have kept my mouth shut
It would have been the best

Too late now, I have involved you
In matters of my life
Next time I will know
It isn't really right

You are a kindred spirit
I know it deep inside
Many things that you have shared
I recognize in MY life

I did not mean to interferre
I know that you believe it's true
Or you never would have answered me
I'm sorry if I bothered you

I will simply say good bye
Before I go to far
I enjoyed our conversations
It's a good man that you are

..it makes the Christmas tree look,


polishing the branches with gasoline,
is NOT a good idea.

Hello everyone. And how are you doing today? Any advice for someone just getting started. So many beautiful woman. Not sure what there looking for? Or what kind of vibe to send out. Help ladies.