could be eh? MOm wnated to try and sell it on Ebay!

Thats what my Mom thought too! Nice observation!

It is of a carrot my Mom bought at a fruitstand,2 baby carrots embracing each other)
Cute eh?

Thankyou my friend! Appreciate your comment very much! Have a good one Sir!

And stop blaming the world for my problems,for it is me who has been and stll is the major problem.I must stop,regroup and start redoing my character,redo my personality,and the way I see myself,and one thing is true,how can someone ever Love me,if I dont Love myself!
I have ALOT of work to do,and I better get off my SORRY ASS,as my X used to say and get busy!
Number one solution: Love myself
Number 2 solution: Love others
Number 3 refrain from prejudices,does no one any good and only creates more problems on top of problems already in place.
Number 4: LOVE GODwhich I do,very much)
The list goes on,as it will until I remold myself nto someone worth loving and this cannot ever happen until I LEARN TO LOVE MYSELF!





Thank for all the advice,



Rod

AM calling for all my inner soldiers to come and join forces with my inner demons who will lose this fight,by hook or by crook!
The calvery always comes to the rescue,always in the nick of time,but they come nonetheless.
I will win this fight,it is a ong one,but is not impossible to conquer,with enough oner and outer strength of which I gain from all the moral support of loving friends such and they know who they are,I would surely not be still determined to fight on if it werent for them.
Thankyou one and al for al your moral support and added strength to which you have allowed me to refuel my fire of extinguishing my demons by placing an iceberg to squench and allow their demise!
Then God will shine his iner light and show me the way to eternal glory and happiness,wth,or without a loved one by my side to share n the final conquest of a battle finally won!





Thankyou for reading this,



Rodster



(GOODBYE MR DEVIL)

Thankyou friend! Appreciate your added support very much!

Doesnt apply to you by any means,you are one of my few supporters,whom I cherish very much!

Do you ALL understand
I am no GOD DAM FOOL,
I am a victim
of lonliness and void,
but bring on any fight
which I will never avoid!!

Do you all understand
somehow I will prevail,
and from destruction and hollowness
I will finally exhale.

Do you all understand
peace will come to me
but with alot of inner expense
of ripped and torn heartthreads
and what will be,WILL BE!
'DEDICATED TO MY PRECIOUS AND FEW FRIENDS!"

I will find a renewed strength
from way deep within,
and wont ever need
to comitt any sin

My determination says YES
there is an answer,BY GOD,
anyone can think what they will
and am not completely odd
though my name is ROD.

From deep within my heart
will make a brand new start,
and if I should stay alone,
then I alone will stand,
by Gods ALLMIGHTY THRONE!
"Dedicated to ALL who think I am a NOTHING!!!'

Thankyou for your kind compliment!

No,that is why I am faiing. ONly becuase I have no one,anyone who is deeply alone realizes what emptiness is truly all about.
Appreciate your input though,very much! Hope you are Ok tonight?

Thankyou buddy!

Born to fail
as hard as I try,
am doomed to destruction
long before die.

The cards are stacked against me
as I travel thorugh this life,
and know it is not in those cards
for me to take a wife.

Born to Fail
was the plan right frm the start,
as I know my fate is sealed
when from this life I part.

I will stand with St Peter
as I ask for another chance,
maybe this time I'll get lucky
as he forgives me with his glance.

This could go either way
but will not know until then,
whether I stay or go
to that hot and fiery den,
called "HELL"

Believe me sweets, dont want to just be frends,I am not just only a man,but am a man with real,downtoearth needs as are you,let us explore our options,and get right down to business,I am game if you are too!
Become my deepest friend and let us begin our journey of internal and external exploraton,spiritually at first,then physically,then watch out world,for here we come!!




Fondly Forever,



Rod

Come Hell or High Water
or until I produce sons and daughters,
I am only a man
who does what he can
you know I can be a dork
but I also can be nice
and when making mistakes
always pay the price.

Am not a machine
but only human,
one dont understand me
I am only assumin.

Come Hell or High Water
I'll win someones hand,
then she'll turn and face me
and soon will can understand.
"Dedicated to the one soon comng into my lfe"

Thankyou! Have a good day!

Keep makng boo boos
and dont know why,
but hope I am forgiven
if not now,then by and by.

For did not mean
to stray too close
as we are only friends
and this much do know.

All can do is ask
and hope she will realize
that I often say things I dont mean
wanna start to compromse!
(Dedicated to my friend,Misskim323)

Many Thanks! Have a great day!

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