I was never raised this way,i was always a little whimpy boy afraid to try anything for fear of feeling the pain of retrabution,I was always protected and not allowed to experience life,so now what gives me the right to be an ASS around these parts?
Is it also fear of exposing my true nature,or hiding the real nature that I really am,but afraid to show?
I must humbly apologize to any of you for adapting a reputation of being a DORK,an ASS,and a sarcastic smartass of which I never meant to be.I am a simple man,nothing much to show for my 54 yrs except being healthy and having only 2 relationships in my entire life,and both having failed miserably,and maybe their ending was alot my fault? As I think about it lately,the lonlier I become,and realization sets in that the PAIN(internal)that I suffer on a daily basis is truly my own fault but do hope before I go that someone will see through all of this and realize that underneath all my rough outer covering,inside I am a truly wonderful and loving man capable of caring deeply for someone,just because of their sensitivity and the tenderness of which they display towards me.
I am very honored by those who are my loyal and beautiful friends,and know that good and loyal friends are few and far between.
I know I am just mouthing off,but some feelings I feel I must speak my words,no matter how cheesy they may be in actual reality!




Thankyou for reading,


Rod

Many of us are sarcastic, defensive dorky dweebs!!! Cut yourself a little slack, and thanks for the fess-up!!

You especially are most welcome and cherished! Yes I guess I should cut myself a little shack,and will do so and Thank you for your understanding!