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Tue 05/13/08 02:02 AM

Manchmal ist alles, das ich will, ein Cheeseburger aber sie behalten, mir Steak zu schicken! noway laugh noway




Ich bin kein burgerboy, noch macht ich bediene eine bratende Station an einem Fastfoodgelenk. Tötet Ihre eigene Kuh und isst es sich. lol

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Tue 05/13/08 01:58 AM

Und Sie haben gedacht, dass Sie klug waren! :wink: laugh :tongue:
And you thought that you were smart!

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Tue 05/13/08 01:35 AM
What child hasn't gazed
so far beyond the skies
Looking back,I'm still amazed
but answers I've yet to find
will come in perfect recollection
just as they did when I was young
it was said a child shall lead the way
but this journey has just begun

When I feel so down and confused
a disappointment in all that I do
I know for sure in this lonely world
I still believe in you



I know I'm not perfect
a little less than you expected
just look inside my heart,and you will find
a young boy who once had direction
The silence that once tore me,
now reminds me that I can still love
I'll face my trials with an iron fist
theres no greater time than this



When I feel so down and confused
a disappointment in all that I do
I know for sure in this lonely world
I still believe in you



It seems we're living in such imperfection
that we can't make sense of our own lives
After all this pain,it's hard to believe in heaven
but to have God there by your side,
somethings gonna tell you it will be alright
all these answers you'll find inside



Lol,theres the english version to makes things easier.

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Tue 05/13/08 01:33 AM
Welches Kind so weit über hinaus die Himmel Zurückblickend nicht gestarrt hat, bin ich noch überrascht aber
beantwortet ich habe noch, zu finden, wird perfekte Erinnerung hereinkommen, genauso wie sie haben gemacht als
ich war jung es wurde gesagt, dass ein Kind den Weg führen wird, aber diese Reise hat nur begonnen

Wenn ich so hinunter fühle, und hat eine Enttäuschung in allen verwirrt, dass ich ich mache, weiß für sicher
in dieser einsamen Welt ich noch glaube an Ihnen



Ich weiß, dass ich bin nicht perfekt ein wenig weniger als Sie haben erwartet nur Aussehen innerhalb meines
Herzens, und Sie einen jungen Jungen finden werden, der einmal Richtung Die Stille gehabt hat, die einmal mich
zerrissen hat, erinnert jetzt mich, dass ich still kann lieben ich meinen Versuchen mit einer eisernen Faust
theres keine größere Zeit gegenüberstehen werde, als dies



Wenn ich so hinunter fühle, und hat eine Enttäuschung in allen verwirrt, dass ich ich mache, weiß für sicher
in dieser einsamen Welt ich noch glaube an Ihnen



Es scheint, dass wir in solcher Unvollkommenheit leben, dass wir logisch von unseren eigenen Leben nicht sein
können, Nachdem dieses ganzen pain,it der hart ist zu glauben an Himmel aber zu haben Gott dort durch Ihre
Seite, etwas gonna Ihnen erzählt, dass es in Ordnung diese ganzen Antworten sein wird, die Sie hinein finden
werden

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Mon 05/12/08 09:08 PM
thanks

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Mon 05/12/08 07:39 PM
I looked at him with curious eyes
a cynical smile and an opened mind
I thought seductive thoughts,
in the hopes I'd get caught
wanting his girl in these arms of mine
But I saw he had so much more than me
not much that she could ever see in me
but I feel a change is about to come
I'm not the kind of guy who runs from anyone

I said I'm a jerk,I'm a little imperfect
a little outspoken most of the time
Got room for improvement,but that room
I don't use it
it's cold and dark with a for rent sign
I'm the kind of guy your mama cries about
but I'm just the guy you need right now



I love to watch him look deep in the mirror
while the boys in the town call him a queer
Nobody cares what kind of car he drives
but honey let me mention while I have your attention
you're not a woman to him,you're just a prize
You've got the kind of attitude that makes you ugly
like the whole world just spins on beneath me
theres not a lesson in love that you can teach me
but I can teach you well
let your pride fall down to hell




I said I'm a jerk,I'm a little imperfect
a little outspoken most of the time
Got room for improvement,but that room
I don't use it
it's cold and dark with a for rent sign
I'm the kind of guy your mama cries about
but I'm just the guy you need right now




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Sun 05/11/08 01:41 PM
Edited by nightruler on Sun 05/11/08 01:46 PM
Voices echo across this empty room
as my mind spins in thoughts of you
Visions so real,I can almost feel
your energy come crashing through
The hell that you gave until a watery grave
it's symbolic to this heart of mine
but the gripping fear,and a scene so unclear
when it was me who witnessed the crime
Sworn by the blade,you made your impression
your cries for help were seldom heard
They couldn't believe the solid aggression
when a fortune in lies remained your worth

I saw more than a maniac
more than skeletons and masks
Your ever changing ways,
are the only memories I'll ever have


I remember your bloodshot eyes,staring through the moon
The chants for your salvation,saying God,I'll be there soon
Your broken will was just an empty promise I was counting on
for the times I needed you the most,your mind was so far gone
I'd lay awake wishing I was the pills you based your needs upon
I wish I was the steel that struck your veins,when all hope was gone
I wish I could have been a reason,one more night you'd just hang on
but I was never your excuse for living,but I feel to blame that you are gone




I saw more than a maniac
more than skeletons and masks
Your ever changing ways,
are the only memories I'll ever have





But as the sun shall fade into this blackened night
your face cold and gray,still lingers on my mind
I wish I didn't buy into the words you would write
A young boys mental anguish,a fallen mothers suicide

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Sat 05/10/08 05:59 PM
**** carbs..toaster streudels rule


I can never share the chocolate ones

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Fri 05/09/08 01:15 AM
Edited by nightruler on Fri 05/09/08 01:16 AM
What child hasn't gazed
so far beyond the skies
Looking back,I'm still amazed
but answers I've yet to find
will come in perfect recollection
just as they did when I was young
it was said a child shall lead the way
but this journey has just begun

When I feel so down and confused
a disappointment in all that I do
I know for sure in this lonely world
I still believe in you



I know I'm not perfect
a little less than you expected
just look inside my heart,and you will find
a young boy who once had direction
The silence that once tore me,
now reminds me that I can still love
I'll face my trials with an iron fist
theres no greater time than this



When I feel so down and confused
a disappointment in all that I do
I know for sure in this lonely world
I still believe in you



It seems we're living in such imperfection
that we can't make sense of our own lives
After all this pain,it's hard to believe in heaven
but to have God there by your side,
somethings gonna tell you it will be alright
all these answers you'll find inside






Beautiful Poem Noel,very inspirational

flowerforyou flowerforyou

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Thu 05/08/08 09:41 AM
Edited by nightruler on Thu 05/08/08 09:43 AM
I think bike riding is a lot of fun/I'm even considering buying a new bike this summer and just using that for everything but grocery shopping and dates

because god knows you never make your date ride on your handlebars

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Wed 05/07/08 09:16 PM
Oh do share

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Wed 05/07/08 08:54 PM
Thanks Vickidrinker flowerforyou

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Wed 05/07/08 08:08 PM
Thank You everyonedrinker


Thank you Noelflowerforyou

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Wed 05/07/08 08:04 PM
Lord,how insane am I
the apple of my mamas eye
what happened to her baby
he's a slut on justsayhi
Just like his father
who never cared to bother
he's not a family man
his marriage ran its course
thrown face first in divorce
the family is drowning,
but he's drinking again
Thoughts are repeated
the ideas I abuse
I want my life to be perfect
a little more like you
but if you take all my trials
and begin to see them clear
what do you think of me father
now that you're looking in the mirror


I was a child of constant misfortune
of heartache and disappointment I once lived
I'm the bastard son of Nicholas
so much poverty spawned from that prick of his
No child should ever live like this



From the slums of a poor new jersey
he was the gigalo of his town
how he carried himself was near deadly
but he moved without a sound
He appeared just like a thief in the night
the way they said Jesus would come
but I don't feel acknowledged this time
though I'll always be his son




I was a child of constant misfortune
of heartache and disappointment I once lived
I'm the bastard son of Nicholas
so much poverty spawned from that prick of his
No child should ever live like this





And father I don't wanna be like you
I wanna find one girl that I can love
Someone who will make me feel less broken and abused
Someone who can wash away these thoughts
Mother,I am not the sins you burn
I am not your mistake,I'm the lesson you must learn
I feel your hatred,like an endless misery
For the love of god don't let dad
remind you of me

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Wed 05/07/08 07:45 PM
I love you ,ya freakflowerforyou



nice poem Wanda

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Wed 05/07/08 06:43 PM

POWERFULL AND MOVING!!!!!!!!!!! drinker



Thanks bro,that means alotdrinker
JT

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Wed 05/07/08 06:26 PM


Wipe that smile from your face
come down and talk to me
I know with who I've been replaced
can't mean that much to you
It's in your quiet stare
but I can't be your slave anymore
I know this much is true
You nearly had me on the floor
And sometimes I wish you could feel
everything you put me through
you're running your mouth again
that's all you know how to do


And confessions shall rise
from the lips of evil
I can feel the fire in your stare
a damaging lie within your glare
and from the heart of the wicked
I'll be waiting there



Blood red lips did reach a soul
a long,long time ago
but the winters sun would blind my eyes
and your path was then unknown
Like a shot out from the night you found
someone much better than me
a vanishing act with magic so black
theres smoke upon your misery




And confessions shall rise
from the lips of evil
I can feel the fire in your stare
a damaging lie within your glare
and from the heart of the wicked
I'll be waiting there




And foolish becomes the girl
who runs away
don't talk to me about value
because your pride has been repaid
And of all the games you played,
the hand you dealt a ruthless fate
I'm no longer the same man
in your memories






niceflowerforyou




Thank you muchly,my friend flowerforyou

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Wed 05/07/08 06:20 PM
Wipe that smile from your face
come down and talk to me
I know with who I've been replaced
can't mean that much to you
It's in your quiet stare
but I can't be your slave anymore
I know this much is true
You nearly had me on the floor
And sometimes I wish you could feel
everything you put me through
you're running your mouth again
that's all you know how to do


And confessions shall rise
from the lips of evil
I can feel the fire in your stare
a damaging lie within your glare
and from the heart of the wicked
I'll be waiting there



Blood red lips did reach a soul
a long,long time ago
but the winters sun would blind my eyes
and your path was then unknown
Like a shot out from the night you found
someone much better than me
a vanishing act with magic so black
theres smoke upon your misery




And confessions shall rise
from the lips of evil
I can feel the fire in your stare
a damaging lie within your glare
and from the heart of the wicked
I'll be waiting there




And foolish becomes the girl
who runs away
don't talk to me about value
because your pride has been repaid
And of all the games you played,
the hand you dealt a ruthless fate
I'm no longer the same man
in your memories





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Tue 05/06/08 03:02 PM
Hey thanks for inviting me


that lifestooshort girl is cute!flowerforyou



and great poem toodrinker





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Tue 05/06/08 11:27 AM

^^^ERIC ADAMS, HELL YES.drinker

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fss3C0EDiA4



warelephant check this out man



Karl Logan and Eric Adams with Eric's son's band here in auburn at one of our bars

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