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China Girl

DAVID BOWIE?

I should have listened to my mother that day
When we met for lunch somewhere in new york
I told her some things in my life were gonna change
and that I wasn't gonna be alone anymore
She took one good look at my bride to be,and saw nothing
'but green in her eyes
She said son I know you refuse to take my advice,but this
girl is gonna leave you high and dry


You're some kind of fool,I wouldn't dare take your word.
For I swear she's not like the rest.
She makes me feel more alive than other girls,in fact above
all else shes the best.
You would think the slap across my face would make me think twice
but its just like a son to rebel just to prove,that no one controls his life



It doesn't matter what they say,for they never knew about us
they never did understand,just how far and hard I was in love
I was blinded to their faces,all the looks of "I disapprove"
and the words would slowly fade away.before ever coming through




Our life was kind of like a storybook.I was in this fantasy.
All had disappeared around us,and there was nothing but her love
and me.
She made me feel like I was her number one,and for time this feeling did last.
Until the day I found that I knocked her up,and the changes came storming fast.


We used to run the streets at night,and hardly break a sweat,but now she laid like a vegetable inside,always moody and constantly upset.
Saying things like I think this love is cursed,and maybe I chose the wrong man.
Now that we have a baby on the way,I hope he one day understands.



So far downhill our chemistry had fallen,things were no longer the same.
We were married in may,we thought destiny was calling..and that we could handle the change.
In august our first child had arrived,and I cant describe how she hated me
A little over one year later our daughter was born,to everyones disbelief.



We faked it well and played family,but no love crossed between mom and dad.
Everytime she said I love you,it was one more lie that had passed.
This went on for years until the day,another man had come along.All the time I worked like a dog of a slave,lead to the day my wife was gone.



And so I was there all alone,wondering what on earth had gone wrong.
My kids were living somewhere across town,and they were aware what was going on.
I can imagine the looks upon their face,when mommy looked at them and said,"Daddy wont be here to tuck you in tonight,Mommies new friend Dave will read the story books instead.




Superhero Dave did impress my wife by the things that he would buy.He almost got away with robbing my house,until I put the fear of god in his life.
I thought to myself how low can one become..to take things that belong to me
It was bad enough he was banging my wife,but to think the materials came free.




Kind of glad to see the ***** was gone,but I miss my kids to this day.She works a job that pays her well..too bad its me not her that is drained.
Its nice to know my child support buys her boyfriend his week of beer
While my son goes without his lunch at school,thinking dad I wish you were here.




Mothers somewhere down south these days,I've told her time and again she was right.
I guess I should have listened to you,cause I'm missing my babies tonight.
I'm here stone cold broke and alone,I can't afford a place for my court ordered visitations.
I work my 40 hours a week for my empty pockets,only to find myself in devastation.
And I think of how lucky my ex has got it,and I think to myself Oh damn.
I never thought a break up would leave me rotting,and a divorce was a rewards program.
While I make my seven and a half an hour and she gets paid eleven fourteen..plus my seventy a week,my sons a.d.d and my daughters disability.
I walk to work in the pissing rain and snow,cause she got the pontiac grand am.
Never knowing in which direction I will go,with hardly a leg to stand.

he's got a point...

lol..That was good..I rolled on the floor with that one..thanks Ab and Iam

And now a triumphant scene from 1984's "Revenge of the nerds"


Gibert: I just wanted to say that I'm a nerd, and I'm here tonight to stand up for the rights of other nerds. I mean uh, all our lives we've been laughed at and made to feel inferior. And tonight, those bastards, they trashed our house. Why? Cause we're smart? Cause we look different? Well, we're not. I'm a nerd, and uh, I'm pretty proud of it.
Lewis: Hi, Gilbert. I'm a nerd too. I just found that out tonight. We have news for the beautiful people. There's a lot more of us then there are of you. I know there's alumni here tonight. When you went to Adams you might've been called a spazz, or a dork, or a geek. Any of you that have ever felt stepped on, left out, picked on, put down, whether you think you're a nerd or not, why don't you just come down here and join us. Okay? Come on.
Gibert: Just join us cos uh, no-one's gonna really be free until nerd persecution ends.

OMG?Ive got writers block
its worse than whisky ****
I no longer write the rock
or roll the block,oh what a shock
Its all I got,it was all I had
my ability to rhyme is bad
Can't put two simple words together
hope this **** doesnt last forever
I'd have no exsistence,especially here
I'm getting depressed,think I need a beer
An unromantic site,that kind is unknown
what good is justsayhi without pathetic poems
but I guess I'll hang up the pen
and stand myself up against the wall
Shouldn't have cut phys.ed so much
I could be playing baseball
but the only balls I have here
are blue and often ignored
I'd write a poem about them if I could
but I can't,so I won't
I know you're gonna ask me.......don't
I've got no ryhtym anymore,nothing in store
**** aint like it was before
Yes its true,I've got writers block
used to be able to rock around the clock
write like I didnt give a fock
My words would either kill me or save me
no resolution could keep up with me
I'd write the words very few would forget
who else could drop a rhyme and make someone upset
or make a woman wet..remind someone of regrets
all from something I said
So I guess my death is awkening its ripening ass
see you next post,or when my skills come back at last

I'm putting an end to the nonsense I started...I made a bad joke



AND I DONT ****ING RUN

This post is getting out of hand...the conversation is over

yeah I went from negativity to humour


I changed it because the first statement was offensive to concerned friends..and if I could change the heading,I would have

For christs sakes go blow a fart and lighten up..I dont think certain people can survive a day without making it known that they disagree with something.

an idiotic deranged style

Hi everyone..Im really not sure what goes on here..Deb sent me an email with a link to this post..so here I am


Feta cheese is gross!

Ok Debbie "Giggle-Snort" Matchmaker..I'm here by your request.


Attack me..lol

damn and I was hoping for city bus banner model for excedrine

Yoga instructor,and stunt double for Jamie Lee Curtis


um yeah,thats for storm

Your arms are my surrender
all I have is what you see
though I stand with empty hands
theres so much more to me
Every breath I take for you
though at times you turn away
I'll be the strength you never knew
and you'll never see me break

I honestly love you
one touch is all you'll ever need
my eyes will testify,
that God has sent your love to me
I have prayed myself down to tears
I've waited here on bended knee
I honestly love you my immortal dream


I dream into your eyes/and I am lost for words
I watch the angels come align/but the view is more
than I am worth/
I want to bring your fantasies/if only my hands
could make this real/I want to shower you with
the tears of heaven/I hope you someday know just
how I feel


I honestly love you
one touch is all you'll ever need
my eyes will testify,
that God has sent your love to me
I have prayed myself down to tears
I've waited here on bended knee
I honestly love you my immortal dream




I see you in such a beautiful light
you're my angel of such desperate nights
I would do anything to prove my love for you
I love to feel you in my arms
I live only for every beat of your heart
Every breath you take away from me,
sets us worlds apart
And I'm missing you so bad it hurts
I hope I will always keep this worth
I love you beyond every tear that falls
on this earth.

I'm sure my opinions dont matter,but I grew up in a westside town in upstate ny..in the 80's and I remember when the kids from the black community would have the LL Cool J style boom boxes up on there shoulders..playing everything from Kurtis Blow,Run DMC,Grand Master Flash,Houdini,Ice T,Sugarhill Gang to Beastie Boys and LL himself.Late night basketball at our crappy playground,some attempts to breakdance,freestyle rap and music always played.Those are the days I wish I could have been a teenager through,but unfortunately in 1984..I was 7..so I missed out on a lot of good times..but I did get a window view to a piece of black culture that I respect to this day.

Before my surrender
my life was chill
my senses were dull
and time stood still
I needed an awakening
to a world I never knew
there I opened my eyes
they lifted up to you
Deprived me of clothing
so naked I would wait
Against the bedroom wall
ecstasy would escalate
I'd feel your cold hands
and nearly lose my breath
so soft your voice whispered
the sweetest kiss on my neck
You slowly work on me
I can feel it getting hard
grinding your body against me
feeling the beat of my heart
its racing faster,I breathe heavily
the feel of satin,rubbing against me
Lost in the purple,such a fantasy
How your lingerie makes me wanna release
I feel passion working up to the tip
I'm ready to explode
I see you down on your knees
saying lover just let it go
My fingers are running through your hair
You don't miss a single drop
through the sky my hazel eyes they stare
obeying the words you say,don't stop
I lay you down across the bed
its time secret lips and tongue have met
I slowly begin to work you into ecstasy
I turn my head and roll my tongue
like a passionate kiss of two in love
I love to watch you writhe your body to me
I hear you say keep going right there
I dare not stop I dont wanna compare
to other men who failed to set you free
I've got you on the edge of control
the water is running down below
You pull me up to where were face to face
so soft,pink and wet a beautiful taste
Our bodies work together,move together
sweat together
I want this moment to last forever
You tell me to make it go deeper
a little faster,I'll be a keeper
just do it hard,and bring me to sheer delight
I love your purple nightie on such erotic nights
The softest kiss ends the moment
I just wanna lie here in your arms
to let another night pass by
the paradise of two erotic hearts





Hey sorry guys,I just woke up..and I'm not the most influential thinker before my first cup of coffee..but seeing Lurch's erotic trilogy inspired me to try to keep the mood going.I hope someone out there has a great night tonight.I'll be at work,not getting any..lol.