Voices echo across this empty room
as my mind spins in thoughts of you
Visions so real,I can almost feel
your energy come crashing through
The hell that you gave until a watery grave
it's symbolic to this heart of mine
but the gripping fear,and a scene so unclear
when it was me who witnessed the crime
Sworn by the blade,you made your impression
your cries for help were seldom heard
They couldn't believe the solid aggression
when a fortune in lies remained your worth

I saw more than a maniac
more than skeletons and masks
Your ever changing ways,
are the only memories I'll ever have


I remember your bloodshot eyes,staring through the moon
The chants for your salvation,saying God,I'll be there soon
Your broken will was just an empty promise I was counting on
for the times I needed you the most,your mind was so far gone
I'd lay awake wishing I was the pills you based your needs upon
I wish I was the steel that struck your veins,when all hope was gone
I wish I could have been a reason,one more night you'd just hang on
but I was never your excuse for living,but I feel to blame that you are gone




I saw more than a maniac
more than skeletons and masks
Your ever changing ways,
are the only memories I'll ever have





But as the sun shall fade into this blackened night
your face cold and gray,still lingers on my mind
I wish I didn't buy into the words you would write
A young boys mental anguish,a fallen mothers suicide

Good expressions and sorry for that to have happen to you..May you know true love throug a another who will show you thecare you never got to really feel..