It's been a couple of weeks now...I'm still pining over him. I know that I shouldn't...he did not want my affection...he did not want me. I cannot help how I feel. I have not felt such a depth of pain, in a very long time. I can still taste his sweet kiss, and feel him. I'm trying desperately to occupy myself with other diversions(i.e., my new job, the move to my new home, just being a mom). He's everywhere though. Shoot...he's even here! I need a wakeup call...a slap in the face...
something...anything to help me move on and overcome the pain. I don't have a support system of strong sisters...I'm working on that. I requested the reply of wise women because I don't think that I could handle any glib responces. I cannot understand, how some others find it so easy, to make light of someone else's pain. I do appreciate humor...when it's constructive. I don't know. I just hurt.

I love that song...sigh...I miss the 80s.

I'm so silly Welcome to JSH! I didn't know it was international.

Hi, Derek! Welcome to the States and JSH! Is Mick Hucknall still invested in MU?

That bothers me also. Unless I pick up that totally "creepy" vibe from a fella, I'll at least say, "No thank you, and good luck."...or, something on that order. That's just the civilized thing to do.

I'm feelin' ya! It's extremely frustrating! Yet, there's a small voice inside that continues to say, "Don't give up...he's out there looking for you too; and he's just as frustrated and confused as you are." I have to believe that. I refuse to resign myself to singledom...it's just not natural! Be encouraged and use the time to love yourself even the more.

Congratulations on your sobriety...I'm proud of you! I'm also proud, that you've reached out...that's always a good thing to do. I will pray for your continued strength and resolve. I will also pray, that your family members step up to the plate, which in your case is quite full. You just continue to be a good daughter...continue to take care of yourself...continue to be strong for you.

Thanks y'all! Some of these replies are so funny, that I forgot just how heart broken I was. I suppose, it's best to just approach it all with a sense of humor.

Just what the *@&# do men want! Also, what the #%*@ does "no drama" mean? @$#%!!!

Continue to love on your mom as much as you possibly can. Continue to let her know, just how thankful you are to be her son. Continue to make her laugh in the way, that only you can(joy and laughter are healers of many things). Peace

That's so sweet:)

Hi, Sweetie!