thanks again for the advice i dont even think he has yahoo or msn or nothing...... so like im stuck ill be posting an update shortly... usually i email a guy back and forth and then we go to messanger or something im really starting to wonder whats up with him

goood morning everyone, thought id come say hi sense im still kinda new around here.... do the morning routine around here drinking coffee, doing work, in my pjs lol hows everyone elses morning..... Tool sounds like a goood day sorry your hair hurts

i loved that poem, it was very true to the heart sounds like my writing lol keep it up i would love to seemore

WOW EVERYONE THANKS FOR ALL THE REPLIES.... I REALLY APPERICATE IT.... I HAVE ANOTHER FORUM TO POST CAUSE I HAVE AN UPDATE SO ILL KEEP YALL POSTED

WELL HERES ANOTHER POEM TO THE SAME GUY WHO HURT ME NOT MENTALLY BUT ALSO PHYSICALLY AND I GUESS I HAD ALOT TO SAY ABOUT HIM THANKS FOR READING I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY
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Why is it that I am feeling this way...

Your sorrow makes me feel like i should stay...

But I cant continue to pretend I'm into this...

The only thing you had on me was your kiss...

I would give anything to take your pain away...

But it was time for me to get out I just couldnt stay...

It was almost as if we were pushed into this...

And I hate to think of the friendship we may miss...

Because if we cant come to terms on how things came to be...

You may feel that you just dont need me...

I couldnt act like the feelings were there...

As much as I tried I just cant share...

But I wanted to act like they would soon come along...

Mean while you sang that same ole song...

It was nothing you did or didnt do...

I just cant help it that I'm not that into you...

But I had a blast when we were messing around...

And I enjoy being around you when you act a clown...

But if you are going to turn this into something more...

If your going to be content with just shutting the door...

Then maybe your feelings for me were just something that sounded good...

And maybe all you needed from me was to hear the word...

If I didnt give a damn...

Then I would be content with losing you as a friend...

But I am trying to make this work...

And I need you to quit acting like a jerk...

Because you are really making this harder on me than you know...

And I just dont think I can handle it anymore...

You dont understand where I'm coming from...

You dont know what all I have done...

My heart is in crumbles still from my past...

And as I keep ****ing things up it seems it'll last...

Because the one I truly wanted to be with isnt there...

And the scars left from that I continue to bare...

I dont know when I will ever be ok...

And for that reason I just cannont stay...

CADDIE~ THATS GOOD THAT YOU FOUND SOMEONE THAT HAS THE SAME VIEWS AS YOU.... THE "I LOVE YOU" SITUATION HAS ALWAYS BEEN A TOUGHIE FOR ME, SO WITH THAT ILL SAY THIS HE SHOULD RESPECT YOU FOR BEING FRIENDS ..MAYBE THINGS WILL DEVOLP OVER TIME IF NOT THEN ITS NOT MEANT TO BE ... I HOPE THAT HELPS SOMEWHAT

WELCOME TO JSH, IM NOT FROM TEXAS BUT I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS I DONT BITE !!!

" BE WHO YOU ARE AN SAY WHAT YOU FEEL BECAUSE THOSE THAT MIND DONT MATTER AND THOSE THAT MATTER DONT MIND"

SO TRUE MISTER GOOD WORDS TO LIVE BY

I WOULD LOVE TOO I OWN OVER 200 OF THEM AND THATS JUST THE STUFFED ONES ALONG WITH PICTURES, ANYTHING WITH A MONKEY ON IT AND YA I DECIDED TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE

IVE LEARNED THATS ITS OKAY NOT TO AGREE ON EVERYTHING, SO FIGHTING IS FINE. COMMUNCATION IS A MAIN KEY ALONG WITH HONESTY AND I LEARNED THAT MOST WOMEN ARE ALWAYS RIGHT JUST KIDDING :) GOOD QUESTION!!

I KNOW BORED, I THOUGHT I WAS GETTTING A MONKEY THATS WHAT I WANTED INSTEAD I GOT A RING.... WELL HE WAS A REAL GREAT GUY UNTIL HE LIED TO ME LIKE MOST MEN DO.... SO HES CREEPY SIDE DID BACK OFF THE REALTIONSHIP WAS GREAT AWESSOME

NO BORED I MEANT HIM FROM A FRIEND WE TRADED PICS AND TALKED ON THE PHONE A FEW TIMES, I TOLD HIM THAT I LOVED MONKIES AND HES LIKE WELL YOUR GETTING A SUPRISE AND WHEN I WENT ON BREAK I GOT THIS LITTLE BOX AND THEN HE WAS LIKE WILL YOU MARRY ME I ABOUT DIED WE DATED FOR LIKE 4MONTHS AFTER THAT.... CRAZY CRAZY AND THE WORST PART TRIED THE RING ON IT GOT STUCK I COULDNT GET IT OFF SO I HAD TO LEAVE WORK AND NEEDLESS TO SAY OUR FIRST DATE WAS IN THE ER ROOM ~INSERT ROARS OF LAUGHTER~

Loved your poem, lovely emtion out into a poem i loved it

YES BOREDCHICK, A PROSAL ON THE FIRST DATE SCARY I KNOW... ALL VERY GOOD REPLIES THEY MAKE ME LAUGH THE HILLBILLY ONE AND ABOUT THE PARLOE OFFICE THAT IS GREAT

WOW VERY EMTIONAL LOVE THE WAY THAT POEM SPEAKS TO ME YOU CAN REALLLY FEEL THE WORDS WOULD LOVE TO READ MORE

I AGREE WITH TXS GAL I JUST JOINED FORUMS TODAY MET SOME AWESSOME PEOPLE ALREADY...IF NOT UMM TAKE SOME KINDA ACTIVITY CLASS IN YOUR HOME TOWN JUST TO MEET NEW PEOPLE...HAVE A GOOD DAY

GOOD LUCK ON THE INTERVIEW... IM SURE YOULL DO GREAT.. BE YOURSELF AND BE CONFIDENT

I THINK THEY DO IT JUST TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK BETTER I WAS WATCHING DR PHIL TODAY AND HES BEEN MARRIED FOR 30YRS NEVER CALLED HIS WIFE A B, AND YOU KNOW IM LIKE WOW IVE BEEN CALLED THAT A FEW TIMES BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO WITH RESPECT AND ITS VERY RUDE

GREAT POEM TXS! VERY MUCH FEELING!! I WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR MY GRANDMA ONCE THANKS FOR SHARING