Topic: "Looking Back At Me"
TxsGal3333's photo
Sat 07/14/07 05:00 AM
As I look into the mirror today.
I see you and must look away.
For you see.
I see you looking back at me.
I see those brown eyes.
That cries.
Your hair that is brown.
At times it makes me feel down.
When someone you love dies.
It makes the tears come to your eyes.
When it was someone you never got to know.
It makes you wonder how this could be so.
Did I do something wrong.
Or did it happen to make me strong?
It just doesn’t seem right.
As I sit here and write.
Why did this have to be?
You I never got to see.
All I have are the pictures of the past.
The stories about how you had passed.
It does not seem fair.
To have this burden I must bare.
Why could it not be?
You could be here for me.
Help me understand my fears.
Be there to wipe away my tears.
As I look into the past.
All I have are my memories that last.
As I look in the mirror and see.
You are looking back at me.



((((((Mom)))))))
K.L.M 7/14/2007

LAMom's photo
Sat 07/14/07 05:04 AM
(((((Kristi)))))

Beautiful flowerforyou :cry: :heart:

I know your pain,, and no its nothing you did sweet one,, God needed your Mom,, For she is the Angel that protects you and your kids and that precious granddaughter of yours,, She lives in your heart and brings warmth to your soul so you can share it with us and those you love,,, You are a blessed women who has a shinging light around you,,, the glow of your Mother lives on in you,,,

God Bless you,,, The pain is difficult just know she is so proud of the women you have become to be,, and love you deeply,,, Love you :heart:

no photo
Sat 07/14/07 05:14 AM
that was beautiful txgalflowerforyou flowerforyou

Aug 21 will be 6 years i lost my mother:cry: seems like it was just yesterday. she is watching over me and her 3 grandchildren, can still watch them grow. She is carrying us in love until we meet again in Heaven..flowerforyou flowerforyou

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sandylou2456's photo
Sat 07/14/07 05:14 AM


Beautiful Txs..and very emotional....flowerforyou

summerlady's photo
Sat 07/14/07 06:18 AM
Simply Beautiful, Txs. I lost my mother 16 years ago and I miss her everyday. You have touched my heart.

no photo
Sat 07/14/07 06:36 AM
(((((((((Kristi Gurly))))))))))

Not much more that I can say that Denise hasn't already said. Its a beautiful piece about a beautiful woman. I'd like to think that as the 3 of us are together our mom's are together in the next realm too, watching us, loving us and just as close as we 3 are.
You're in my heart Gurly.

flowerforyou :heart: flowerforyou :cry:

Gryphyn's photo
Sat 07/14/07 07:13 AM
:heart: flowerforyou :cry: bigsmile

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frankfk's photo
Sat 07/14/07 08:11 AM
tsx, memories good or bad, both are the big sources of love, happiness and a moving motivation in us, nicely worded flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

sassylittleme's photo
Sat 07/14/07 09:15 AM
txs, your memories of your mom shall always be with you honey. this was a beautiful poem sweetheart. flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

TxsGal3333's photo
Sat 07/14/07 10:37 AM
Denise, Sweetklp40, Sandylou, Summerlady, Jenni, Gryphyn, Frank & sassylittleme.



Thank you all very much for your kind words. Yes it is very hard at times when you lose a loved one. For myself it will be 47 years this Dec since my mother passed away. Yes I was only a baby at the time 15 months old. Therefore my memories were from others and pictures only. But... I had a very special lady in my life my grandmother my mom's mom. Through her I learned many things. Our memories we should cherish with all our hearts. When they are no longer with us it makes our hearts sad wishing they were here. But... if one thinks about the memories that you have and the memories that will last a lifetime. Think how lucky you really are to have those memories for some will never have those memories of there own. Memories are a wonderful thing to have and to look back into the past with. My memories I have of my grandmother are Awesome and always brings a smile to my face these memories are the ones I rely on.flowerforyou

LAMom's photo
Sat 07/14/07 10:38 AM
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frankfk's photo
Sat 07/14/07 11:12 AM
TSX, TRUST THEM, UR MEMORIES, THEY R REAL, UR TREASURE FOR LIFE AND STAY WITH U THE REST OF UR LIFE, 'THE REST IS HISTORY'flowerforyou

TxsGal3333's photo
Sun 07/15/07 07:15 AM
Yes frank our memoriers are the best

((((((Denise))))))

pkh's photo
Sun 07/15/07 07:42 AM
Beautiful,It must of been hard for you,so young.Thank God for your grand mother,and those memories.Your writtings I look forward to reading,you express yourself that it makes me feel I know you.I will continue to look forward to them.Pamflowerforyou flowerforyou

TxsGal3333's photo
Sun 07/15/07 11:24 AM
pkh it is actually harder on the ones that got to know there parents then lost them at an early age. My grandmother was a very big influence in my life and she was 92 when she passed away. So i had many years to enjoy her and her wisdom. flowerforyou bigsmile

sweetcountrygirl's photo
Sun 07/15/07 08:49 PM
Very touching...

((((((((((((((((((A HUG TO ALL)))))))))))

Prayers and strength to each of you for you are each wonderful and unique and beautiful!

flowerforyou

GIRLYCHIC's photo
Mon 07/16/07 05:56 PM
GREAT POEM TXS! VERY MUCH FEELING!! I WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR MY GRANDMA ONCE THANKS FOR SHARING

TxsGal3333's photo
Tue 07/17/07 01:00 AM
SCG thank you for your kind words glad to see you back for a little while hope all is going well for you and your new love bigsmile flowerforyou


girlychic thanks a lot for reading have read some of yours also very good welcome to the site as well.bigsmile