ouch joyce and i thought you were so nice lol and there is a point to this if this is a dating site then why so few people getting dates and why so many of the same people in the forums.

One more time


one more time I will surrender my heart

one more time to be torn apart

one more time I will give my all

one more time hoping not to fall

one more time losing myself in her eyes

one more time hoping her words arent lies

one more time to feel loves pain

one more time to feel loves gain

one more time i stare at the night

one more time knowing it feels right

one more time falling on my knees

one more time begging God please

just one more time let my heart feel love

james covington

tex your awesome

what if i told you i won the powerball lotto last night would that help

if i was willing to move anywhere in the United States who would want to date me.

bump is there no one from oklahoma here tonight

okay i have decided to get back in the dating game no longer gonna be reserved or hesitant. If you want to meet me im in tulsa we can go out have a few drinks(my drink of choice is Dr.pepper)or go out to eat. just email me chat with me a while let me get to know you and then we can meet for a date.

THE DANGER WITHIN
I ran to the Door as she hit the Floor
Lying so still i didn't know what to Do
I ran to her Side and there i Cried
Blood ran into her eyes of Blue
As i lifted her Head i knew she was Dead
My hate inside for him began to Grow
I lay her Aside my anger i could not Hide
Why did you kill mommy i wanted to Know
When i called you Dad it used to make me so Glad
Now that word makes me only want to Kill
In your closet i got your Gun and thru the house i began to Run
The more i ran the more anger i could Feel
Passed out on your Bed i put the gun to your Head
Mom gave her life protecting me from the danger Within
But to my head i put the gun Instead pulled the trigger and now i lay Dead
and next time your drunk you wont have a family to beat Again
james covington

ty all i have more poems to share if you all would like

my heart can no longer stand loves embrace
to many times broke to feel such a waste
i gave you my love my soul and still you left me
for a man you already know your beauty wont see
he sees only his lust and his manly desire
he wont take his time to light you eternal fire
Behind closed doors i gave feelings you never felt
and in my blue eyes i made your heart truely melt
i gave you love that you will never again find
from a man who is honest and loving and kind
Romance you never wanted but i gave you anyways
and in our bed passion would turn hours to days
these are the things you said you would keep
but in the end my love for you was to deep
i gave you these cause as a part of me i must
you gave it up for someone else's sexual lust
and if you ever think you will find more than this
then your mistaken and headed for a lonely abyss
so everything i am is exactly what i let you see
so my question to you is What is wrong with me


this is a poem i wrote a while back so no simphathy needed anymore just thought i would share it with everyone here at jsh

hello everyone and ty for the positive feed back it is very appreciated

ty john

hello La mom

A Simple Hello

seems so simple but is really so much more
because with hello he never know whats in store
will she look at him like he is freakin mad
or will she give that look that makes him feel bad
the amount of courage it takes just to speak
can make even the strongest man feel weak
he works so hard to just say one little word
and she looks away like he wasnt even heard
like it would kill her just to say hi
standing there wondering why he even tries
maybe its easier to just stay at home
but then again he is tired of being alone
so with each hello he just gets rejected
what used to be an ego is really affected
he feels like its not worth all this strife
just to find someone to share in his life
and that is why he ends up online dating
and sees all those women who are there waiting
so he leaves a simple email to just say hi
and it goes unanswered and he wonders why
and soon he will realize online is the same
one look at him and they think he is lame
so he gives up and lives life in pain and sorrow
with no hope for a future or even for tomorrow

so let this be a warning if someone says hi to you
say it back it wont kill you its a nice thing to do

okay i went thru the mutual matches and very sorry to say most of it was made by visual responce and some by what they wrote sorry about that. so now what do i do

vibrators cant reach the stuff you cant
they cant fix your car for you when its broke
they cant take you out for a night on the town either
and that is just a few

blow up dolls cant scratch that itch on your back you cant reach
they cant hold you tight when you feel down
they cant boost your ego with compliments either
and that is just a few

but the main thing neither substitute can do is say

I love you.

i hear the fastest way is straight though the chest between the fourth and third ribs

yes im kidding its just been so long and i have such a short memory i cant remember the last good kiss been at least a couple of years ago

i have never been kissed

funny my color is blue but im just the opposite of what it says lol