She studied him

while not really letting him
know she was checking him out

He was looking at her bluntly
showing her he was looking


& checking her out too

As He crossed the room
to go turn on the stereo.,

She studied him closely

Noticing ; He looked


Afrocentric and so exotic

His Muscular Erotic Body
worked to a hue of perfection.,

Honey Skin,Silk waves combed just right
so the light caught the red high lites


He probably didn't even know. he had

His face seemed sculptured
molded in pure model like form
facial hair shaved like he was working for

GQ Magazine Breath taking'ly Handsome.,


She held her breath as he looked up at her
he winked and pointed to the song playing
on the stereo

All she could do was nod her head in agreement.

He saw in the mirror how
she was looking secretly at him

or so she was lead to think,

He too was doing the same thing

Checking out this Beautiful Hypnotic Queen

The legs and hour glass shape was what 1st caught
his eye but the smile she gave

sent chills down his spine
the way she moved

so gracefully

like she was walking on air
made him feel weak kneed

Her Hair flowing in its natural state
curly and hanging down on her shoulders

giving her a heart shape looking face
he could run his hands in it but not just yet,

The feelings she in golfed
in him made him forget


what they was supposed to be doing

Studying for their law exam.

They didn't have to speak,

It seem the silences
would become a special
communication.

Like in oasis the desert
the silence was a balm

giving peace and respite

from the world

were words could become meaningless
sounds

masking the emotions
and abrading the senses.


These silences were uplifting ;

a type of intimacy with-out
touching..,

Looking in His eyes and not saying a word
in harmony with each other

holing onto the memories of unspoken desires
casting off the shadows of doubt,

He don't need to enter her flesh
when just being there next to her

was a gift

Cherished & treasured,



This was such a different kind of love.

She's looking in his eye's Silently
caressing him


Mind blowing thoughts shared
even as words were unspoken,

eye contact promised everything

Didn't need no words
when you're mentally
emotionally and

soon to be physically connected

And then He Smiles.

His eyes light up

He has beautiful eyes
the thickest longest lashes
she had ever seen on a man

His light eyes became lit from
within and a feeling of sunshine
filled the room.

Because of her He was able to smile again
let the laughter in

Because of him she was able to trust
open up again.

And all this was done
With out a word!

Always me Ayeshah

written Saturday, December 23, 2006
© 2006-2010

TY Anjel

i like this and can agree/relate.

Single was loving it but lately I'm looking to belong/ be apart of someone . then again i get in my moods again where i like being alone. alone i said not lonely! lol (not what your thinking at all) i am looking thou, sort of.

what comes 1st? sort of like the chicken or the egg type thing. i d k. i'd like to have both but it seems lust comes b4 love so i guess id like to have love follow yet be just a strong as the lust we have for each other,Naw id rather love be stronger then lust but lust be a close 2nd!

you all have a good night or day & vise verse. If your new welcome and the same goes for you too, you all stay blessed and i hope wish & pray i get the chance to meet some of you and become friends soon! night ya'll!

thanks for loving my poem. I'd like to also see yours that is if you write?

Sad...but true even thou its poetry... it happen to me. Ty for reading.

I saw You today.

I had no words for you,

You walked past and didn't even notice me.

I heard it threw a friend you was moving,

To find ya self.


I guess like you told me.

I saw her too,

holding your hand & gazing up in to your face.

Shes beautiful.

You always did know how to pick them.

I kept walking thou, But silly me I did turn back.

I had to get on last look,

One last glimpse of what use to be My everything.

I saw her Today.

She came in to my shop,

I almost hit the floor.

She said she was looking for a dress.

A beautiful off white dress is what she picked out.

Creme colored with pearl tear drops and laces entwined.

The head dress Well she settled for a Crown

I kept my composure ,

Never saying anything of importance,

I couldn't let her know who I was

or what I meant to you.

Her Mother was teary eyed and so Happy,

I hear her Say

Your the luckiest man in the World.

As She laughed she said She was the lucky one.

I know just what she means,

I too once was lucky to be with you too.

Everything you did was almost too perfection.

I ruined it and Now I'm helping Ya fiance pick out her gown.

I walked home after closing shop,

As I walked in central park I think to myself,

I wish I was her.

I saw you TODAY,

You were running out of the church,

Which was packed,

And everyone was all lined up on the steps,

As you run down towards your limo, You look up.

Smile to me from across the street.

You don't even say Good-bye.

I hope She makes your life complete&happy!

I hope YOUR happy,

I hope you have and receive everything you

desire in this life.

I know as these tears fall,

They will one day dry.

I saw You today & all I can tearfully say is.....

Congratulation's!

Always Me Ayeshah

Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N
1977-2008 All right reserved

very interesting. good write & Ty for sharing.

Thanks.

Lol No darling its about me And I am a Leo to the fullest! i know i know Libra's like to sound like Leo's but lol we are uniquely different & sorry to say well im not sorry to say but US Leo's got it hands down!! JK (my lil sis is a Libra) she says the same thing and i tell her this all the time, anyhow TY for reading!

really enjoyed your poem. Ty 4 sharing.

procrastinating


is my hobby,


ask


someone


if you don't



believe me ,



baby



i lay around



as


i please



&



work at my own leisure,




incredibly you fail



to



understand


i am me

and

i love more


then like


the way that


i am-


gorgeous


courageous



coco golden skin,


painfully



i know you feel


the threat of



my momentous



appeal,


keeps


you you & yeah you --


mystified.



guaranteed


your days


are filled


with


shock and frustration,


haa haa hee


how very exciting to me



seeing


your not


as experienced



as I,

unlicensed


to tame


what



I'd never give



freely,



repetitiously


you've played



the game,



failure must be


a sweet pill


swallowed whole


huh?



adequately



i compel


my strengths --


my naivety makes


my appeal


that more

interesting,



call me



uniquely




imperfections



rarely


made in


to what



many



can never


comprehend,



my life is


my dialogue to


my very own


daily soap opera

la di da da--


it's more then my


sultry walk



as


i pass you on "bye".



in this

corrupted jungle



you have to win


or be


inhibited by


what


others

may call taboos,

whew weee


your so serious,


chasing prey



only to tease--



lingering doubts?


catch me--


i bet you can't.


innocently



the line's



been crossed

yet

speak not

of


what should be!

only--




this--

is what


you'll know;


procrastinating


is my hobby!



I Am The Lioness!

Always Me Ayeshah
Copyright ©
Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present YEAR(s)
All right reserved

Oh how he thinks he likes me,

But he just doesn't know yet -

I'm not his type...,

See his type

is the kind of girl whose simple demeanor's

more on the

shy & sly,

She's the girl that dimples pretty

while playing so very hard to get.

She'll say she's never done

"this" before- asking him for lessons then

magically becoming a pro....

See

she pretends to listen to your ever word,

while silently figuring out

the best way to get him to spend,

lend and reinvent himself to suit her


baser superficial needs.....

His type is someone


that'll take but never give,

lust but never love

blame but never accuse herself....

See

she's the type-

his type,

the type

to lie and hurt,

making things worse.

He like's the feel of her,


likes the kisses and hugs...

He likes the way she bats her eyelashes

and pouts her lips.

The way

she walks

as she switches her hips.

Oh how

he thinks

he likes me....

But he just doesn't know yet -


I'm not his type...,

I am a Lady-

full grown...

Not a fake lying deceitful

little girl

&

I'd never change my stripes

unless I change for myself.

Always Me Ayeshah

Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present YEAR(s)
All right reserved

Softly. so softly- a light breeze flows,

whipping my cap off my head

cascading my hair as it tumbles

to my shoulders

in soft auburn mahogany curls

Gently so gently kisses from

this brook sprays water

on my coco skin,

Tingling little goose bumps filter along my

body as I lay naked in this meadow,

Blooming flowers cover parts of me

picked with finely tuned fingers,

expertly capable, flexing over my sensual form
caressing strongly.

hands holding tightly.......

The suns shining down on me

baking me lightly

as cherry & orange blossoms

leaves hang slightly over & cover me
shading me-

I smell of orange & cherry blossoms

Of lilies & tulips, daisy's & pretty purple violets....
Of earth, metallic scented sweet grass.

My hairs softly, so softly caressing my face

whipped over my shoulders-
the wind picks up softly slowly dies down
gently the breeze comes in goes like my breaths......

In this meadow I am free,
no worries, day dreaming,

Thinking of how
to fulfill within me this need-

This unknown craving I can't explain.

My burning longing
wishful-

regrets....

Freely naked
freely expressionistic

enjoying my very own
safe heaven
from the world.

hearts beating slow

slowly slow slower

fading.............


I'm drifting- more & more....


Dreaming?

Am I...

Death- Murderer

Murmuring- Death.....

Dying.......


Death......

Left to die

in this meadow under

Orange & Cherry Blossoms.

Always Me Ayeshah a.ka.Mizz'Brooklyn
Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present YEAR(s)
All right reserved

I don't miss my last relationship, What I miss is the 7 years of friendship we had before we ended up dating for the last yr of our friendship I miss the body massages,us acting so silly and ppl thinking we crazy, i miss the jumping in the swimming pool butt naked and running out b4 we got caught, and the rolling down the hill with my bff & my kids and us getting into food or paint fights , him crying on my shoulder or vise verse we we'd break up with some1 b4 we ever thought to date each other, i miss laughing so hard i had to run to the rest room, i miss the understanding we had where at times we could sit and not say anything yet our silents spoke volume, I miss us being able when we were friends talking about everything sharing everything. I regret ever agreeing to become his lady. We could of done with out us becoming involved sexually too...It really did mess us up and now we don't speak but I truly feel at this point in time in my life its for the best.

I think & feel everyone deserves love, There are those ppl that have been hurt by love weather from family friends or ex's that aren't healed enough to love you the way they should, you seem like you got it together so I can't say why its taking long for you to be treated right. most ppl also dont understand the choice of celibacy, I don't know if your doing it by choice or not but if you are I say good for you, I know for me I am doing it because i want to know that I am wanted for more then the physicals that will come in time once i find mr right!. I really hope you find everlasting love, so strong and powerful it knocks more then ya socks off. lol . stay positive and have faith, cuz once you relax and stop looking it surely will find you. funny how that works huh? when your not looking your found but when you are it seems impossible. well hun i wish you all the best stay blessed & if you haven't noticed well let me tell you it may not seem like it but YOU ARE! : )

lmao are you joking ma'am he called me a name i will not repeat and im pretty sure most ppl can guess what it might be( No not the C or B word either) and i have friends from all over the world, i dont know what he wanted besides to tell me off and call me out my name. i am willing to talk to anyone im just not willing to get serious/involved with anyone whose not from the USA, has a citizenship,Visa and or GREEN card(which pretty much is a visa). lmao he was FINE thou dang it all!!!! lol oh well i blocked him already.

I so agree with you but im not gonna run with my tail between my legs over someone i don't know plus i dont like that site i like this one i got cool friends on this one rght here.&& as you said there isn't anything there to cause any real drama/harm, i just wanted to know and get feed back since honestly that the 1st that's ever happened to me.

but YUP your right!