I've been trying to recall the name of a particular dream state.
it's not night terrors.

"the crone on the chest" is one description. However, I was laying on my
side...
My memory for naming things is bad, sorry.

same, russsian!xxoo

bulldog,

must be a mighty fire, eh?

What'd you do? torch somethin'? hehehe

Anything you want private, hon. Just lock it up. I have albumns there,
too.

Also, gives me an idea of how life much means to you... you have nothing
to be embarrassed about.

depends on the guy under it, LOL!

doesn't matter to me, really.

marina... as are you

I believe our thoughts are our won, yes. We cary our personalities with
us for a time...
I think (I don't know) it is possible for some of the more powerful
energies to impose upon us. I do not know the whole reason. But, like
any scientific proven reactions to energy, it is a true thing...

My own feeling is we have to figure things out for ourselves. Once we
get it right, we move to some more pure energy... I am pretty sure the
de ja vu, or reincarnation ideas have common themes in this. We come
back until we get it right...

After death, the energy leaves the body, and changes...
(I have been studying how EVPs work for awhile... energy recorded in
time..like LP records... vs intelligents)

I believe what happened to me was some sort of scre tactic, or payback,
lol.
For two weeks after something that happened in the hospital withmy
gramma, I was terrorized at night. Just when I would try to fall asleep,
I would be gripped terror. unable to move, paralyzed, noise that got
louder and louder...Like a freight train... but different. Wooshing,
too.
I felt myself leaving. It was fear.
This one time in particular, I was in between sleep states and
consciousness somehow...was sorta half in, and half out of my body (like
I was fleeing) I woke blind. I couldn't see anything.
I was feeling around, scared. next thing I know, SLAM! I was back in my
body completely. And, it hurt bad, LOL!

Have had other stuff happen, too. And, my daughter... Being lifted off
her bed...

I asked the doctor about it, and had been tested. I was so afraid I was
losing it. Seriously. But, I was found sane, and ok.
Was he most bizzar thing I have ever encountered. And, I hope it never
happens again.

I don't have all the answers, and I probably just confused you with the
explanation of the seemingly impossible.

sorry I can't explain it better.

was it the nipple thing?

oh so what!

you have beautiful stuff there. and, real life is best, yes?

the plants and animals are awesome, too!

Yeah. makes sense.

For me? Again takes time. I won't go into anything based on a few photos
and some type...

Things will progress as it goes along..from forums, to emails, to phone
(if not skype...), then onward...

depends on the people, really. and the circumstances of each one.

We have to throw in an error measure, too. Occasionally signals get
mixed, or other folk try and cloud things... it happens.
Then, we gotta remember real life happens offline... so sometimes folks
jump to conclusions when we have day to day stuff happen.. then it goes
to suspicions...
these are the ones to watch out for, LOL!

I don't wanna jump into anything, either way...

For me, it takes time. If we click, or get along, and one can put up
with my way of things...

I doubt it'll happen, though.
Meantime, I have gotten to know so many beautiful people!

well keep 'em!

I do NOT wanna wake up to those flyng around. NOPE!


unbeelievable

hugs for you all!

hehehe
we don't have the flying foxes here in NH, Kman.

beehaving, LOL!

thanks!

well hell!

I told ya the bes were sleeping... had to go piss 'em off.

lol!

well, bee careful with that!

yes.. I DID say it, LOLOL!

breath...

walk around.

feel it...