Then stay & express more of yourself.
It might not change how u feel right now,
but it may change some angles in how u see things.

I am a diehard fan Pansytilly of your pieces.
You might not be the person that I have mistaken
u as someone in my past, in my first month here,
but I was really sincere when I complimented u on
your pieces.

Until now, I am still hoping a continuation
of Finding Israel.
I wont be presumptive to know what u are going thru,
but maybe if u will express again, in the board,
somehow u will see a different angle in your perspective.
It might not change what u believe in, but it might
lighten your heart and made u open yourself to love.

There are many ways to solve a rubix cube

rebel as a noun:
a person who rises in opposition or armed resistance against an established government or ruler.

^^^if this is what it means to be a rebel
then I am not.

radical as an adjective:

-(especially of change or action) relating to or affecting the fundamental nature of something; far-reaching or thorough.

-advocating or based on thorough or complete political or social reform;

^^^ in the real world I am.

In Mingle it is too soon to say,
I am still on more than 120th days.
Since I kind of see mingle as
a masquerade "socialization" party,
everyone has a right to change costumes
and be who they want to be.

Just because I do not have the time
nor I feel the need to conform
in changing costumes,
since I normally dont stay that long,
that doesnt mean I have the right
to criticize anyone who have the
time, resources & love for masquerade balls.

I just dont like kissing asse@@.
I dont like being force to do
something that I do not want.

If a man approaches me on a masquarade ball
& treat me roughly when we dance,
and the next time I met him in the dance floor
he is all gentleman in a different costume,
and I am sure that it is still him,
I would feel like being a puppet.
I feel like being played upon.
Just because I do not change costumes,
because I do not feel the need,
and I frankly do not have the time
it does not mean, u can just play with me
and my emotions.

Is that being a rebel?
Is that tantamount to
rising an opposition or armed resistance?
I do not think so,
just because I could not bring myself
to conform and do what everybody is
doing, that does not mean I am opposing
something. It just means I am different.
I just choose my own path.

Sexiest men alive for me in their own unique ways:

In no particular order -

-Steve Kerr
-Christian Bale
-Jonathan Rhys Meyers
-Bruce Greenwood
-Kevin Costner
-Jason Statham
-Channing Tatum
-Vin Diesel
-Denzel Washington

Friend on the first Issue:

After reading pertinent threads,
I guess, u are off mark on this.

A case of -
barking the wrong tree?
or half truth & u have
gotten hold of the wrong half?

Whatever it may be,
I dont blame u though,
I've live alone for too long:)
please know that,
everytime I listen to
this song, you are thought of.



At Your Side - The Corrs

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

Give me time to check & analyze,
I promise to be diligent
& be objective

5:29 PM
Saturday
November 28, 2015
Pasig, Philippines

May I read & check all the threads first
before I will give my own opinion?

I do not want to lash out to something
I do not understand yet, or I
might misinterpret or misunderstands.

Give me time to check & form my own opinion.

If you were in a long distance relationship would u relocate?

No. I am not willing to relocate.

Why?
Because I have already my goals set
until 2017.
If for some twisted joke of fate,
I will fall in love again before
2017, then he will just have to
visit me at my house.
His choice, if he wants to stay with me
until 2017 or not.
I will not set aside my goals for next
year, not even to a man I will love
for the rest of my life.

Why?
Because of these:

“Utang-na-loob”- Gratitude is highly valued
in the Philippine society.

Utang na loob is a Filipino cultural trait
which academics sometimes refer to as
"reciprocity" and which translates as
"a debt of one's inner self (loob)."

It is also sometimes translated as a
"debt of gratitude."

While I am willing to follow, honor & obey
the man who can lead me and keep me safe,
he will just have to wait, until I
accomplish what I set myself to do
before 2016 will end.

What did you have to learn from you partners?

Since my ex was and is still the best that ever happened to me,
I say,

My ex taught me how to love.
Taught me how to love someone
more than myself.
Taught me to love someone
so much, I have to let go.

My ex taught me kindness
for others & for one self.

My ex taught me to appreciate
art than words.

Because of my ex I learn that u
know where the heart of a person is
by where he/she spends time.

On: let time differentiates



Skyline Pigeon

Turn me loose from your hands
Let me fly to distant lands
Over green fields, trees and mountains
Flowers and forest fountains
Home along the lanes of the skyway

For this dark and lonely room
Projects a shadow cast in gloom
And my eyes are mirrors
Of the world outside
Thinking of the way
That the wind can turn the tide
And these shadows turn
From purple into grey

For just a Skyline Pigeon
Dreaming of the open
Waiting for the day
He can spread his wings
And fly away again
Fly away skyline pigeon fly
Towards the dreams
You've left so very far behind

Just let me wake up in the morning
To the smell of new mown hay
To laugh and cry, to live and die
In the brightness of my day

^^
There might be a room for misinterpretation,
but at least u have said what is important to u.




I do not know about other people but
I am a believer of these words,

Here's the verbatim:

"context is the enemy of gullibility.
The more that people know about a subject,
the more they have mulled it over &
weighted different ideas, the more they
will feel in coming to their own conclusions"

5:33PM
Friday
November 27, 2015
Pasig, Philippines

"I may not be there yet,
but I'm closer than I was yesterday."



You Learn - Alanis Morissette

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend

You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn

You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn

My take:

End Time Movies show cases what are the
pertinent & relevant fears of what is
happening around the globe or what
humanity is facing at that specific time
the movie is made.

It is a form of suggestion to the masses
of what could be a possible outcome/scenario.

Exaggeration, embellishments & even outrageous
ideas runs amok in these kind of films,
that it always boils down to how the plot &
cinematography can be commercially viable.

I love Interstellar, Contagion, Book of Eli, Ultra Violet,
& Edge of Tomorrow because it suggests and
teases one's mind like end time movies but
viability of logic is still challenging.



More of a cross between:

1.Satirical scenario of the privileged hovering over
the impoverished Earth in "Elysium" of Matt Damon

2.Ambitious yet marginal probability in "Waterworld" of Kevin Costner

3.Brazen silliness of metal Unobtainium in "The Core" of Aaron Eckhart.

while u are at it Ma'am,
lets also mention,
while trying to interact with people on here:

-just because someone is expressive & corny,
if u are interacting with a woman same as u,
u are a lesbian or that u are
a man pretending to be a woman.

-just because someone appreciates & agree to
a post of a man & wants to quote it & add her
2 cents, it is tantamount that
u are interested, or wants to chase or flirt
with the author of the post.

lets not forget, people keep on confusing u
with other strangers u do not even know or
interact with, worst they confuse u with someone
u interact with for a time.

one would seriously wonder,
if it will take a year just
to get to know someone in the forum

as of Nov.26, 2015 still single
since I walk away from my ex
& never been married:)

I do not know with other people
but for me, I do not think it can.

Lust is almost temporary.
Primeval yes, but fleeting.
Passion can take you farther.
But love is what keep u till the end.



It is different I guess on each individual.
What factors it mostly,
what phase is the person is, in his/her life
at that time,
to love someone or just to satisfy lust
there are always stages in one's life.

Priorities and needs shifts in each individual,
depending on where they are at their life,
when the question is asked.

baffled and floundering,
learning but not keeping up.
to hope of depth,
to wish of objectivity
to bleed of desire
to love of life & death
stoic & accepting.

not about the sea
& not about the boat
not about the swim
but maybe
about how to float.

confused as I climb higher
eager as I step deeper
not because of a man,
not because of a woman,
not because of truth
not because of lies
but of what it makes me feel.
but of what it makes me see.
but of what it makes me ache.
but of what it makes me long.
but of what it makes,
me face about myself...

not about the moon
& not about the movies
not about the songs
but maybe,
about how to dance again.
about how to laugh again.
about how to cry again,
instead of being numb.

words, quotes,poetry & lyrics,
opinions, insults, advise & analysis.
off mark..
muddled..
newbies? or mischief?
compliment? or sarcasm?
advise? or ridicule?
where will it end?
when will it end?
where is the plateau
of acceptance?

still climbing.

Unparalleled.

For you Ma'am.

of words & prose
of disappointments & understanding
amidst,doubts, tears & smiles
u always have the gift to
heal me, by just being here.

Thank you so much