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Sun 09/26/10 04:49 PM







Word! smokin


what are you, that newark guy? Get that smoke out your mouth lol j/k


No! ... no offense Newark dude drinker

laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh


That's what i thought .. no offense newark dude. I'm not hatin on ya


What the hell did I do?........smokin


It's the darn smiley with a smoke. That's all I see! Thats what you did






smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin smokin


You are different. I don't see you use that smiley on a reg basis. haha nice try

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Sun 09/26/10 04:47 PM







Word! smokin


what are you, that newark guy? Get that smoke out your mouth lol j/k


No! ... no offense Newark dude drinker

laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh


That's what i thought .. no offense newark dude. I'm not hatin on ya


What the hell did I do?........smokin


It's the darn smiley with a smoke. That's all I see! Thats what you did


Sorry.....drinker smokin Better?


rofl rofl rofl no

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Sun 09/26/10 04:43 PM





Word! smokin


what are you, that newark guy? Get that smoke out your mouth lol j/k


No! ... no offense Newark dude drinker

laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh


That's what i thought .. no offense newark dude. I'm not hatin on ya


What the hell did I do?........smokin


It's the darn smiley with a smoke. That's all I see! Thats what you did

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Sun 09/26/10 04:41 PM
You'd save more if you didn't have to gas up your car

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Sun 09/26/10 04:37 PM



Word! smokin


what are you, that newark guy? Get that smoke out your mouth lol j/k


No! ... no offense Newark dude drinker

laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh


That's what i thought .. no offense newark dude. I'm not hatin on ya

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Sun 09/26/10 04:32 PM

Word! smokin


what are you, that newark guy? Get that smoke out your mouth lol j/k

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Sun 09/26/10 04:24 PM
it would had any of us had no bills to pay. It would be like christmas every pay day

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Sun 09/26/10 04:23 PM
duh .. we all would bigsmile

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Sun 09/26/10 04:12 PM

laurell k. Hamilton...her books seem to keep getting more ...adult...with each release.. have they leveled out yet?


ha ha no! The anita blake series is more sex filled than ever. Its annoying at times

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Sun 09/26/10 03:52 PM
Bullet by laurell k. Hamilton

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Sun 09/26/10 03:38 PM


see, we learn something new every day. I did.

i try tooo learn summin new a day also
even though i think i know it all...not!!!lol


Ha! all men think they know it all bigsmile

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Sun 09/26/10 03:29 PM
that's far and few in between. I'm not scured

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Sun 09/26/10 03:21 PM



It's hard for me to make a list

I'm afraid i would forget someone

So i will not make one

Though you know who you are

And why i love you.

~Luis~


Coward! lol


Heyyyyyy! *Sticking tongue out*


well, I don't see you denying it. haha

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Sun 09/26/10 03:18 PM

It's hard for me to make a list

I'm afraid i would forget someone

So i will not make one

Though you know who you are

And why i love you.

~Luis~


Coward! lol

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Sun 09/26/10 03:16 PM
see, we learn something new every day. I did.

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Sun 09/26/10 03:15 PM

Used to grow catnip. The 'temporary floor rolling' is my favorite part.


mine too!

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Sun 09/26/10 02:57 PM

thats umm ummm
also since no replies on HELP board do ya know answer too this luv??

are we only limited too a certain ammount of messages per day??((its telling me i reached my limit on messages for day)))

and if we use PREMIUM SERVICE is it unlimited ??



I don't think so .. I post as much as I want and have never had a prob. I believe you pay for premium service .. but mingle is free ... are you looking at a pop up ad?

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Sun 09/26/10 02:54 PM
You can't bigsmile

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Sun 09/26/10 02:53 PM

No me BOSS of me noway


ohhh, a change of pace.

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Sun 09/26/10 02:43 PM


I have recently come to a conclusion. It is impossible to please anyone (especially family), by trying to be "normal" when it is clear you aren't. At the same time, it is highly IMPOSSIBLE to gain any approval when you decide that for old times sake you'd like to be even more different and step outside of the box a little. And just .. breathe

It took me this long to start finding myself again. In a sense, I did loose myself ... what I stood for, who I was, who I was suppose to be ... for a few years now. And now that I start feeling like .. me again .. I'm going to be criticized, and shot down. I believe I am surrounded with enough negativity as it is .. why add more? Why are families the root of all things negative? Why do I deserve to be stereotyped and shot down when I decide I want to be a little darker some days? (appearance wise) I don't judge them OR anyone else for that matter.

I think I am done trying to be approved by my own family. I'm finally realizing negativity will always reign over any positiveness with them. I should not care. I should worry about me. Am I wrong?


I spent many years wishing that my 'family' would treat me better. What a waste of my wishes. Had I realized earlier that each of them was broken in their own way, I could have saved myself a lot of time and energy. But, we are all here to experience life and learn, right? Perhaps you are meant to learn how to handle it when someone stereotypes you. Or, perhaps you are meant to learn how to handle 'negative' comments gracefully. There's always a lesson in our pain.

The toughest thing for me to learn was how to forgive them (each of them) for the role they played in my life and to forgive myself for the role I played. Had I made better choices, I wouldn't have hurt so much. So, perhaps you are meant to learn how to forgive yourself and/or others. (shrugging shoulders) It's just a thought.


Thank you for that kind of insight. The thought has crossed my mind in the past, but it has been in my mind more lately.