I have an update, Dear Rapunzel.

He is home and safe with his daughters.

I am just glad he gave me the honor of helping him relax and unwind after a hard day of fighting for peace and justice.

I will miss him, he is always in my heart.

I do love him. Truly. But I have to move on. I just haven't found anyone who could ever truly compare to his beauty and his majesty.

Ooooooh Myriah...

oh, i am so glad you heard from him...

Would you please send me an email

& give me the details?

only if you feel like it of course....


Remember always....


Your heart will and must go on...


God will bring the perfect man


custom crafted for you


~ to you , just have faith



Send out those vibes to the Universe

& all things bright and beautiful

will come abundantly back to you

My heart will go on...

by Celine Dion


Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go, till were gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life, will always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, theres nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

He didn't tell me. His friends did.

He won't talk to me period.

But he will be in Wichita soon.

I hope he takes the time to surprise me at work and let me give him a hug and kiss.

Just to thank him for keeping me company.

And allowing me to love him

And being my hero.

have to stop here and give some love to all the great men and woman defending this great country!!!!!!

Gosh...i am so sorry


it is just sooo mind & heart boggling

for this to be happening...

i do hope he finds his way back to you ...

Amen...Wendy...


thank you dear Lady for stopping by


and for sending your love to the Troops


i appreciate it so very much

& if any of them read this ...

i know they will too

Nothing I can do about it Rapunzel.

However, I am still preparing care packages for the military!

I love it!

Plus, I have plenty of soldiers here to shower with my love!

Right on Myriah....

keep up the good attitude of gratitude

and keep showering those fine Soldiers with love.

there are plenty of awesome men

who would truly appreciate you...

I am so glad you are coming around

to your true benevolent self again

Well, I DO live 2 blks away from and Air Force Base!

And plenty of soldiers come to my bar for drinks.

And my neighbor is an SSG in the Air Force and we get to hang out a lot. (He just came over and caught me right as I got out the shower! Told me that made his day! And I am interested in him. Been so for 15 months!)

But I digress.

I do love all my soldiers.

I want to post a poem real quick I wrote. It's not about soldiers, but America. Many soldiers have loved this poem and get Red, White and Blue pride swelling after they read it.

AMERICA a poem of love




I have never met
A woman more beautiful than her.
Her tall, graceful posture
Her sweet, beautiful smile
This goddess of beauty and strentgh
She stands there, proud and strong
Her flowing ebony hair falling free in the traditon
Of Native Americans
Her eyes, glittering sky blue like that of the Europeans
Her nose strong and bold of the Africans
Her skin the olive tan of a middle-eastern princess
Neck long and graceful as an Egyptian's
Shoulders strong and broad of the South Americans
Fingers long and graceful as are those of Asian artists and scribes
Her body so perfect, so strong
It had to be that on an Irish mother
Her waist made to hold her many children
Her legs so strong to hold the many weights on her shoulders
Her feet are bare like that of the Carribeans,
Dancing in the sands.
Who is this woman of such immense beauty?
Of divine strength and grace?
Who could this symbol of life and love and the embodiment of all things
Beautiful
Possibly be?
What is her Name?

America.

And she is my mother too.

Here is a diary entry I wrote a while back:

July 4th, 2003. My country turned 227 years old. I had just celebrated my 4th month of marriage, my 3rd month of pregnancy and my 23rd birthday. And all I could do was cry.

"Why?", you may ask. "Why is this young'n crying on the 4th of July? This is a time of celebration, life and laughter. Not of tears."

I cried not because I was sad or experiencing a hormone change, but because my heart was swollen with pride. The pride of freedom, the pride of camaraderie, the pride of a union of nations together in harmony.

THE PRIDE OF BEING AN AMERICAN!

I love being American. I belong to a nation of Nations. Where no matter who you are or where you come from, there is always room for you. The land of immense opportunity. Home of the free.

America. She's beautiful beyond belief! From her immense sky scraping towers to her dusty arid deserts. From her breath-taking and peaceful mountains to her roaring, thunderous shores. from Harlem to Chinatown, East L.A. to Miami Beach. Hollywood, Dolly wood, Never land to Graceland... New York, Chicago, Reno and Las Vegas. South to North, East to West, this country is more beautiful than words can describe.

And she always has open arms. She takes in the weak, the tired, the poor and the hungry. She is definitely the nation of Nations. She carries all of us on her shoulders. If God was a country, he would be America.

We have helped other countries fight wars, rebuild, feed their hungry, educate their peoples and aide in their health and well- being. We have continuously tried to do what so many have wished for and help make peace. And when threatened and attacked, we struck back with a unity so powerful, evil doers have realized they are no match for the force that is called America. We have put down our differences and we come together as a family. We should be proud. America has given birth to millions of wondrous and awesome peoples, from Abraham Lincoln to John F. Kennedy. Neil Armstrong to Bill Gates. Harriet Tubman to Rosa Parks. From Frances Scott Key, who wrote the most powerful song of courage to Lee Greenwood, who wrote a beautiful song of pride. George Washington Carver, Malcolm X, Martin Luther King Jr, Shaquille O'Neil, Micheal Jordan, Magic Johnson, Denzel Washington, Halle Berry. From the movie "The Color Purple" in which Blacks are treated horribly to "Bruce Almighty" where Morgan Freeman plays God.

This country has grown so much so quickly. She is certainly an amazing lady! A country so immersed in culture it is hard to believe that there are still racists!

But every beautiful thing has a dark side. But nonetheless, I am proud to say America has stuck together and come out on top every time!

Wow,....

That is really, really beautiful..Myriah



thank you so much for sharing it with us...

Hey Myriah,

Was getting worried about you hadn't seen you on here in a couple day... Glad you finally got word he was ok. I sure hope things work out the way you want them too. If not your neighbor sounds like a very nice guy too.

Love and prayers for all the soldiers...

Amen... Please mightily Bless them ...

Oh Majestic Creator of the Universe

Keep our Troops safe & Protect them day & night

I am excited!

I know this time not to jinx it by telling my little sister in Florida!

I am going to wait for a more solid relationship with him first.

But he was there for me when I came crying about my soldier.

He has been a friend to me through some really tough times.
I can only hope he will give me the honor of being there for him.

(We both hold some of the same opinions on life and relationships. This might just work, gals! )

But only time will tell!

Just because I have known him for 15-16 months, doesn't mean that we should just jump into a relationship.

But he does have me excited and unable to focus at work!

Well best of luck to you Myriah.....

Hi Vanessa, have a great day!



Love to the troops

Well, you know him for real & in the flesh, as a real neighbor not just a voice on the phone...and you have known him for quite a long while compared to SSGT James...He does seem to genuinely care about you ... & he may even love you , but has been hesitant cause of your super crush on Mr. Absent ...

Hi Sherry.. ..Blessings to you Sister

Love and Light To Our Troops

God Bless You each & every day

Thanks for keeping the enemy at Bay

I am sorry to hear, but I wish you happiness!