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| Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 21 | |
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Glad I decided to wait a little longer before driving North. I needed a little down time before tackling Miami traffic.
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Amused - Many from the past scrabbling for dates. I’m better than good. Not it!
My alone feels so good, I’ll only have you if you’ve are sweeter than my solitude. |
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Couldn't be better.
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Excited!
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Edited by
Gia
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Wed 02/15/23 03:18 AM
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Anxious - It's grief. My aunt died last Wednesday and it triggers a lot of things. I don't understand why there always has to be a conflict between the older generation with the younger generation.
Happy to be the black sheep. You f.ers abandoned me, don't call me. Leave the widow in her peace bubble. |
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Anxious - It's grief. My aunt died last Wednesday and it triggers a lot of things. I don't understand why there always has to be a conflict between the older generation with the younger generation. Happy to be the black sheep. You f.ers abandoned me, don't call me. Leave the widow in her peace bubble. Im sorry for your loss. ((( Gia ))) 
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(((( Gia ))))
OT... Relaxed |
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Always feel good after a good routine doctor appointment. Examination shows I am still a dirty ole man.
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I feel disappointed in the medical service, PW didn't get a sponge bath
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Feel disappointed the sponge bath cost extra and my insurance wouldn't spring for it.
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Pretty unhappy & slightly nervous that a filling of a large tooth got loose. And I think part came out. I hope the tooth can be fixed and it's not going to be pulled... So concerned about that.
Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday so I can likely see my dentist. I thought it was already Friday and would've to wait till after weekend as I don't like the emergency dentist. Fingers crossed... |
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hey
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Really worried about my cat. Got to go to the vet in 45 mins. He suddenly isn't well, can barely walk, has been difficult with food for a while but still ate a bit.
But now... I'm concerned. |
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Really worried about my cat. Got to go to the vet in 45 mins. He suddenly isn't well, can barely walk, has been difficult with food for a while but still ate a bit. But now... I'm concerned. Fingers crossed it’s nothing serious 🤞 |
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Edited by
SparklingCrystal 💖💎
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Fri 02/17/23 06:31 AM
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Really worried about my cat. Got to go to the vet in 45 mins. He suddenly isn't well, can barely walk, has been difficult with food for a while but still ate a bit. But now... I'm concerned. Fingers crossed it’s nothing serious 🤞 Thank you. I'm heartbroken. I had to let him go. He was so ill, she couldn't tell what was wrong, except that it was bad. Blood examination could be an option to find out, but she couldn't even get blood (blood pressure way too low), not even from the carotid artery. His temp was too low, he was serious unwell. They could've tried to up his blood pressure via IV, but then he'd have to stay there over the weekend, all alone in a strange place, without anyone there while being horribly ill. No effing way am I going to put my beloved cat through that ordeal! I decided to let him go, and she agreed that was best as even though we didn't know what was wrong, he was in real bad shape. He past away in my arms. First shot was to fall asleep, usually takes 1-2 mins, he was gone right away. Then the shot so he passes over. I've held him for quite some time, crying, talking to him... I already knew before I left I wouldn't come back with him, that it was the last time he was home. In a way I already said goodbye then. And called on AA Fhelyai (for animals) and Mother Mary to take care of him and his soul. He's made a peaceful transition, he's free, no more pain or illness. Home feels empty without him though... He was my familiar, we've been together before. He was always with me when I was in the garden. He was my Soulmate (familiar). Heartbroken, but I did what was best for him... Nila is also looking weird now that Bailey isn't here anymore... |
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Really worried about my cat. Got to go to the vet in 45 mins. He suddenly isn't well, can barely walk, has been difficult with food for a while but still ate a bit. But now... I'm concerned. Fingers crossed it’s nothing serious 🤞 Thank you. I'm heartbroken. I had to let him go. He was so ill, she couldn't tell what was wrong, except that it was bad. Blood examination could be an option to find out, but she couldn't even get blood (blood pressure way too low), not even from the carotid artery. His temp was too low, he was serious unwell. They could've tried to up his blood pressure via IV, but then he'd have to stay there over the weekend, all alone in a strange place, without anyone there while being horribly ill. No effing way am I going to put my beloved cat through that ordeal! I decided to let him go, and she agreed that was best as even though we didn't know what was wrong, he was in real bad shape. He past away in my arms. First shot was to fall asleep, usually takes 1-2 mins, he was gone right away. Then the shot so he passes over. I've held him for quite some time, crying, talking to him... I already knew before I left I wouldn't come back with him, that it was the last time he was home. In a way I already said goodbye then. And called on AA Fhelyai (for animals) and Mother Mary to take care of him and his soul. He's made a peaceful transition, he's free, no more pain or illness. Home feels empty without him though... He was my familiar, we've been together before. He was always with me when I was in the garden. He was my Soulmate (familiar). Heartbroken, but I did what was best for him... Nila is also looking weird now that Bailey isn't here anymore... I am so so sorry Crystal. Take comfort from the fact he is no longer suffering and you gave him his best life. Wishing you comfort and strength 
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Really worried about my cat. Got to go to the vet in 45 mins. He suddenly isn't well, can barely walk, has been difficult with food for a while but still ate a bit. But now... I'm concerned. Fingers crossed it’s nothing serious 🤞 Thank you. I'm heartbroken. I had to let him go. He was so ill, she couldn't tell what was wrong, except that it was bad. Blood examination could be an option to find out, but she couldn't even get blood (blood pressure way too low), not even from the carotid artery. His temp was too low, he was serious unwell. They could've tried to up his blood pressure via IV, but then he'd have to stay there over the weekend, all alone in a strange place, without anyone there while being horribly ill. No effing way am I going to put my beloved cat through that ordeal! I decided to let him go, and she agreed that was best as even though we didn't know what was wrong, he was in real bad shape. He past away in my arms. First shot was to fall asleep, usually takes 1-2 mins, he was gone right away. Then the shot so he passes over. I've held him for quite some time, crying, talking to him... I already knew before I left I wouldn't come back with him, that it was the last time he was home. In a way I already said goodbye then. And called on AA Fhelyai (for animals) and Mother Mary to take care of him and his soul. He's made a peaceful transition, he's free, no more pain or illness. Home feels empty without him though... He was my familiar, we've been together before. He was always with me when I was in the garden. He was my Soulmate (familiar). Heartbroken, but I did what was best for him... Nila is also looking weird now that Bailey isn't here anymore... I am so so sorry Crystal. Take comfort from the fact he is no longer suffering and you gave him his best life. Wishing you comfort and strength
Thank you, Delightful! And indeed, it's always been my 'policy' that my animals will not ever suffer because I cannot let them go when I should. Seen people do that and it's horrible and selfish. I hope he's at peace, I've done what I could for him before & during his transition. It just feels so god damned empty here now... |
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I am so so sorry Crystal. Take comfort from the fact he is no longer suffering and you gave him his best life. Wishing you comfort and strength
Thank you, Delightful! And indeed, it's always been my 'policy' that my animals will not ever suffer because I cannot let them go when I should. Seen people do that and it's horrible and selfish. I hope he's at peace, I've done what I could for him before & during his transition. It just feels so god damned empty here now... I know, but it’s still so raw for you. Be gentle with yourself
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Love and hugs Crystal , you defo done the right thing for him even though I know it’s so heartbreaking for you , he can be at peace now with no pain and no suffering
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Yes, indeed still raw...
I will be gentle for myself! Focusing on him having had a good life with me as opposed to thinking, maybe I should've this that and the other. It will still take time of course... |
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