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| Topic: monologue - part 9 | |
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i said, come for couple of beers
and he did and now i know.. |
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he didnt lie
he spoke straight forward and we spoke about for the last 10 hrs |
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he is good and today after hating him being around me for thhe last 2 months, i thought, ok.
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Monaldin - Femme Like You
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Edited by
butribu
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Mon 08/10/20 04:27 PM
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i love raising guys to clouds, "spoilt" ones and take my hands off all off a sudden and they fall badly hit the ground face the reality |
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i did take my hands away
now messages.. sorry, too late. |
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i wwas already decide, wwhen taking hands from there
i waited. breathed, kept my patience i said my last word that was it. |
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i didnt expect u to get that
u better not get that i haid pain better u have it now |
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about 10 days ago, he said a sentence "i am not ur husband"
i said okay i said sorry |
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not because i was sorry
just keep ur enemy by urside and defenceless. |
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i just waited, even not waited
i lived my life i will write day by day how he craves he started.. |
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Edited by
butribu
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Tue 08/11/20 03:08 PM
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some conversation made me remember about these
one day, wen i was in izmir i wwoke up after a dream it wwas grandma's mum, in dream she was or i was asking blue head scarf |
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i wwwwoke up
i thoght and called grandma, she woould be awake, i knew she said 1 in ten.. she said.. it is her death anniversary.. |
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and an other day afternoon sleep as we would go out
in my dream i saw that orange colour bulgarian car i didnt even remember till the nite |
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in my dream, it wwas in the middle of that road
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nite, wwhen we ount we ex ex ex bf
i said stop! it wwwas that car in front of us! that car u never chance mix w an other one |
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and one night, it was just the nite before i would meet my family
i kad this dream i wwas walking aT a historical graveyard in between ottoman graves |
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about 12 hrs later..
they would meet me at the terminal dad was at the driving part and brother, at passenger's mum at back right i got on from left |
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i got on the car
telling mum about my dream i had bother turned and said "it just happened this morning,how do u know this" i said "what are u talking about???" that morning, when i was having that dream they found historical graves under our construction site.. |
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it frightens me
i dont want to see things in my dreams |
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