Topic: monologue - part 9 | |
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my mind is again a milkshake
just like 16th july i made cleaning like crazy not to think. it was overdose for me |
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i have been thinking, 3bu, what are u doing?
will it pay for it, if u say "sorry"? |
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it is one of those times, i lost control of my life
feelings, and everything covid has raised and i was too much normalised back to lockdown - by all means. |
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Edited by
butribu
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Fri 08/14/20 06:02 PM
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it is time to think logically
back to homelife. |
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yesterday i told boyfriend that we have to finish
but it did not happen in the evening he said " we have talk, i wwill come to see for an hour" i said okay |
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he left and just 10 min after - it was 1 am - he said may i come back?
i said "fine, anyway i am not gonna sleep yet" |
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and it was just 30 seconds, knock knock
he must have been waiting opposite the building anywayi he had his "rakı" with him |
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if someone drinks rakı, and if u are a nite person, if u understand a bit about rakı table
u better prepare meze at least cheese, a bit of salad and so on |
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Edited by
butribu
on
Sun 08/16/20 04:09 AM
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i said "sit down, start rakı and it is coming"
15 min, all table and 1 dish he wwanted to wwatch cooking, things i put i said NOOOOO i never give the recipes... |
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he enjoyed so much, i said, i better cook one more thing for you!
he fell in love he said " i understand why you want to get in the master chief competition" my special chilli sauce, he wanted one jar and i will prepare for him. |
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i wwwas going to see my friend last nite
he said no made video call to check i am home |
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today, i woke up, opened the balcony door
and he was there just parking i dpnt know whether i enjoy this much close |
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never lived such a thing..
i am at you in 30 sec ok |
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i think i like it :)
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i am making home freezing cold
and then jumper |
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Sending love and light
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ahhh storm
thank you lots of love from here to you :))) |
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yesterday i had a brain "storm"
i thought shall i have my hair cut short again "storm" style i used to have it like that boy style.. |
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lost my sleep
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