Topic: monologue - part 9 | |
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i am sure, he still remembers me
i beated him won against him |
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and that 1st doc
he did a great job collected all bones in and no mark left but arm was so much pain |
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on red flesh arm
he was putting plaster and he was saying for ur beauty, i have to do that blood was blowing |
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and after 1.5 year, when i was able to walk up, to home
the 1st moment i saw my bedroom i will never ever forget tat |
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the same, ur bed, ur clothes, everythin
mum did not touch anything u cant imagine that feeling |
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have u slept the same position, on back for 1,5 year?
the first day, when u can lie side i will never forget that day when i put my legs on each other |
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it took so much from my life
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i even cant breath when thinking of all those
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i leaved on ground floor for so long
now even 1st floor is stimes high for me |
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gosh!!! sorry u had that what operation? Heart by-pass, over a year ago. I too was in a motorcycle wreck many years ago. That really hurt. Sometime we will have to get together, drink a few beers, and show our scars. |
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gosh!!! sorry u had that what operation? Heart by-pass, over a year ago. I too was in a motorcycle wreck many years ago. That really hurt. Sometime we will have to get together, drink a few beers, and show our scars. so sorry my dear that hurts when i hear, people i like have painful things :( i did not have any pain my doc, said "she is so young, give morphine" he thought i should not feel any pain i never felt during those times |
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not even one bit of pain.
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but, wwwwhen they were going to take take measure of my leg for that protectin thing
brace whhich i had to leave with for 1.5 year he poured on my leg that thing by mistake i screamed f you, u stupid and many others:) thanks go, no mark left. |
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now looking back, at that age of 25, how much i lived..
it could be a 5 years series now after all that, i just dont care my quota is full lived the most anyone could have so i am over that now. |
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my bf left the 1st day after i had the accident
i begged him he went with an german woman in front of me, the same office, she was sitting in front of me, flirting w him. |
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2 years ago he called, i didnt accept.
karma. |
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stay at where u have gone to.
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after leaving all those, no mercy
no any feeling just daily. even not that for some there. |
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gosh!!! sorry u had that what operation? Heart by-pass, over a year ago. I too was in a motorcycle wreck many years ago. That really hurt. Sometime we will have to get together, drink a few beers, and show our scars. i really want to meet u in person beers are from me i would love it very much Moto :) |
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