Topic: monologue - part 9 | |
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i waited 1.5 years to walk
my dream was again to walk and meet him |
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when i walked, i thought
better leave him as a good memory.. |
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نسبة تب
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منووووور
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it was 24 july 2003
i didnt wwwant to go out it was bsuiness partner and bf i was cryin when going oout i did not want maybe i felt that coming |
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Edited by
butribu
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Sat 08/08/20 05:04 PM
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that was this nite, 2003. i sworn
just end this nite god, i will never do this again! |
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and same year, i broke mu swear
it may be 1 year between that 1 years is lost for me i dont remember i try to, but lost |
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Edited by
butribu
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Sat 08/08/20 06:09 PM
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when we spoke w mom
i was saying, last year when we did something she was saying, ezra, it was a year before 1 year is lost even, 1.5 year is lost and some muchh more has gone... |
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i broke my swear
it was a birthday of a dutch friend it was about 3 in the morning we were at nite club we got cross w bf i dont remember he said, esra, if u that, finished. i dint care |
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Edited by
butribu
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Sat 08/08/20 06:11 PM
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i think it was about going to ghost town
me and my friend tried going there to get that |
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we rode
ghost town was really ghost by cemetery, we freaked returned better we didnt |
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never ever break a swear
on the way back, in again between those barriers we couldnt pass my leg got trapped and we were fas really fast motorbike threw me but my leg was still there |
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never ever break a swear
on the way back, in again between those barriers we couldnt pass my leg got trapped and we were fas really fast motorbike threw me but my leg was still there |
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they did not even think i wwas alive
it wwas all on news 30 meters away from the barriers. |
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when at ambulance, i saw my bones were out
and there were 3 english girls holding my hands i want to find them and i will. |
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at the operation, i woke up lite the movie "awake".
i heard the doc nailing the platinum in my leg colletin in to 1 piece again |
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this doc left the hospital
before leaving, he stole the x rays for me |
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the new doc offered 6 operations
no i am not stupid a weak leg could have seconder breaks he said, u are on ur own i said ok and thank u |
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1.5 year later, w no operation, when my x rays showed healed
i nearly ran threw x rays on his table, but really threw, just threw badly. |
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i said "i beated you"
he said "wwhat do u mean?" i said " u couldnt cut me! and i am walking" |
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