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Topic: monologue - part 9
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Sat 08/08/20 04:55 PM
i waited 1.5 years to walk
my dream was again to walk and meet him

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Sat 08/08/20 04:57 PM
when i walked, i thought
better leave him as a good memory..

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Sat 08/08/20 04:58 PM
نسبة تب

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Sat 08/08/20 04:58 PM
منووووور

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Sat 08/08/20 04:59 PM
it was 24 july 2003
i didnt wwwant to go out


it was bsuiness partner and bf

i was cryin when going oout
i did not want
maybe i felt that coming

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Sat 08/08/20 05:03 PM
Edited by butribu on Sat 08/08/20 05:04 PM
that was this nite, 2003. i sworn
just end this nite god, i will never do this again!

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Sat 08/08/20 05:07 PM
and same year, i broke mu swear
it may be 1 year between
that 1 years is lost for me
i dont remember
i try to, but lost

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Sat 08/08/20 05:10 PM
Edited by butribu on Sat 08/08/20 06:09 PM
when we spoke w mom
i was saying, last year when we did something
she was saying, ezra, it was a year before
1 year is lost
even, 1.5 year is lost


and some muchh more has gone...

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Sat 08/08/20 05:15 PM
i broke my swear



it was a birthday of a dutch friend

it was about 3 in the morning



we were at nite club


we got cross w bf
i dont remember
he said, esra, if u that, finished.
i dint care

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Sat 08/08/20 05:17 PM
Edited by butribu on Sat 08/08/20 06:11 PM
i think it was about going to ghost town
me and my friend tried going there to get that

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Sat 08/08/20 05:19 PM
we rode
ghost town was really ghost
by cemetery, we freaked
returned


better we didnt

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Sat 08/08/20 05:22 PM
never ever break a swear


on the way back, in again between those barriers
we couldnt pass
my leg got trapped
and we were fas really fast
motorbike threw me but my leg was still there

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Sat 08/08/20 05:22 PM
never ever break a swear


on the way back, in again between those barriers
we couldnt pass
my leg got trapped
and we were fas really fast
motorbike threw me but my leg was still there

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Sat 08/08/20 05:24 PM
they did not even think i wwas alive
it wwas all on news
30 meters away from the barriers.

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Sat 08/08/20 05:27 PM
when at ambulance, i saw my bones were out
and there were 3 english girls holding my hands
i want to find them
and i will.

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Sat 08/08/20 05:30 PM
at the operation, i woke up lite the movie "awake".


i heard the doc
nailing the platinum in my leg
colletin in to 1 piece again

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Sat 08/08/20 05:31 PM
this doc left the hospital
before leaving, he stole the x rays for me

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Sat 08/08/20 05:34 PM
the new doc offered 6 operations
no
i am not stupid
a weak leg could have seconder breaks


he said, u are on ur own
i said ok and thank u

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Sat 08/08/20 05:38 PM
1.5 year later, w no operation, when my x rays showed healed
i nearly ran
threw x rays on his table, but really threw, just threw badly.

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Sat 08/08/20 05:40 PM
i said "i beated you"
he said "wwhat do u mean?"

i said " u couldnt cut me! and i am walking"

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