a bit sleepy

like bourbon, beer, and pizza

A little light really

getting a bit better, still shaking though. Just choked and couldn't breathe. I get that every now and then, never on food or a drink, but on a tiny droplet of my own spit. And so bad that when I was working in hospital and it happened, the medical personal there panicked, lol. They seriously didn't know what to do. One wanted to phone reanimation, but I didn't need that, I was still standing up, my heart was still beating, I just couldn't phucking breathe.
Now it happened right after I'd gotten out of the shower, so I was stood there, stark naked, dripping water, choking, and panicking. Wrapped a towel around me, went downstairs, so if it really would go wrong I could go to the neighbours, hopefully before passing out.
Runs in the family, my gran had it and sometimes she turned blue in the face, blue lips and so on. My mom has it, my son did too when he was a toddler. That was so scary that I barely dared feed him anymore lol.

Oh well... I can breathe again but my muscles still feel weak. And I have to record a reading for someone, oh joy...

I feel like Im holding two cinder blocks. An ice pack isnt helping relieve the discomfort.. *patooey*

what brought that on?

Awrite

Woooooohoooooo

Enlightened and amused

Content

ehya sorry for that. hope you're getting better soon. .

nothing is impossible just be positive and ask questions definitely you're going to meet the right person. .

actually am happy for being alive, but am feeling so lonely that's the major problem i have now ...

Umm confused

Missing someone

Troubled mhavic

Cheeky