I don't know how I missed this one. Awesome write girl, touched my heart down to the core of my soul. It is sad to know what some have lived with. My child hood was not the greatest but nor was it near what you suffered. First and formost keep writing, learn to forgive even tho we never forget one must forgive in order to move on with there own life. Write if it is the anger that comes through then let it never force the happy side out for in order for it to be felt it is what comes from your heart and soul. Let the emontions be written upon the page for others to read.