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... I hold them !.in most of the time...
.. I never want them!.to see me cry. ... I'm afraid if I was to start I would never stop.. ... the loss of them.! . the hardship without them..! .. the disappointment.. in this life that I have made for myself.. knowingly or unknowingly.. .. the disappointment I feel sometimes... . in others and in myself.. the choices I have made.. the choices others have made for me. ... I walk alone, I turn my head.. . I gasp for air... I swallow hard ,and choke back the tears.... ... my outward appearance.. is steadfast and strong.. . put inward I am... crying all the time... the echoes of my silent tears... . reverberates.... endlessly bouncing off my mind... telling me, reminding me ,constantly... constantly !the echoes of my silent tears... screaming at me ! to let them out.. to set them free.... the echoes of my silent tears.. .. brought to you by the makers of PhD..no1.. . . |
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Have you drank a lot of coffee again
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... I hold them !.in most of the time... .. I never want them!.to see me cry. ... I'm afraid if I was to start I would never stop.. ... the loss of them.! . the hardship without them..! .. the disappointment.. in this life that I have made for myself.. knowingly or unknowingly.. .. the disappointment I feel sometimes... . in others and in myself.. the choices I have made.. the choices others have made for me. ... I walk alone, I turn my head.. . I gasp for air... I swallow hard ,and choke back the tears.... ... my outward appearance.. is steadfast and strong.. . put inward I am... crying all the time... the echoes of my silent tears... . reverberates.... endlessly bouncing off my mind... telling me, reminding me ,constantly... constantly !the echoes of my silent tears... screaming at me ! to let them out.. to set them free.... the echoes of my silent tears.. .. brought to you by the makers of PhD..no1.. . . Hmmmm...No words to describe what you've put forth...but You certainly deserve a big hugggg......!!! |
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Have you drank a lot of coffee again
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..and thanks .Nomadous..for the hug .. 
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Edited by
unknown_romeo
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Fri 11/28/14 04:16 PM
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... I hold them !.in most of the time... .. I never want them!.to see me cry. ... I'm afraid if I was to start I would never stop.. ... the loss of them.! . the hardship without them..! .. the disappointment.. in this life that I have made for myself.. knowingly or unknowingly.. .. the disappointment I feel sometimes... . in others and in myself.. the choices I have made.. the choices others have made for me. ... I walk alone, I turn my head.. . I gasp for air... I swallow hard ,and choke back the tears.... ... my outward appearance.. is steadfast and strong.. . put inward I am... crying all the time... the echoes of my silent tears... . reverberates.... endlessly bouncing off my mind... telling me, reminding me ,constantly... constantly !the echoes of my silent tears... screaming at me ! to let them out.. to set them free.... the echoes of my silent tears.. .. brought to you by the makers of PhD..no1.. . . 
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Handing no.1 a box of Kleenex .. And just to clarify .. they are To wipe away your tears xox  I'm such a big softy..lol...
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Edited by
SparklingCrystal 💖💎
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Fri 11/28/14 06:02 PM
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One sometimes forgets
That the echos of silent tears and pains from the past will keep hunting you as long as you keep running away sometimes.. just sometimes.. you gotta stop dead in your tracks.. turn around.. and look the echos in the eye.. without fear because ... they're yours, not to fear Just stand there look at them embrace them and some of them may melt away before your eyes and the echos of the others may just die away .. Set yourself free! |
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... I hold them !.in most of the time... .. I never want them!.to see me cry. ... I'm afraid if I was to start I would never stop.. ... the loss of them.! . the hardship without them..! .. the disappointment.. in this life that I have made for myself.. knowingly or unknowingly.. .. the disappointment I feel sometimes... . in others and in myself.. the choices I have made.. the choices others have made for me. ... I walk alone, I turn my head.. . I gasp for air... I swallow hard ,and choke back the tears.... ... my outward appearance.. is steadfast and strong.. . put inward I am... crying all the time... the echoes of my silent tears... . reverberates.... endlessly bouncing off my mind... telling me, reminding me ,constantly... constantly !the echoes of my silent tears... screaming at me ! to let them out.. to set them free.... the echoes of my silent tears.. .. brought to you by the makers of PhD..no1.. . . Were you a mistreated puppy, or taken away from your mother to early?? I understand what you wrote and so true for many people! |
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(((((((no 1)))))))
 
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Strange how one of the loudest sounds inside of ones head are tears screaming to come out...
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It reads like it has walked a mile in my mind
#PerfectU
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"...I walk alone, I turn my head... I gasp for air... I swallow hard, and choke back the tears... ...my outward appearance.. is steadfast and strong... but inward I am... crying all the time... the echoes of my silent tears..." Powerful!! 
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Edited by
no1phD
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Sat 11/29/14 02:17 PM
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... thanks everyone
.. for reading and appreciating .
. the sentiment behind the words.. ... I was sitting at my office desk looking out the window... at all the freshly fallen snow.... thinking of my dad who passed away recently.... 2 years now.... and remembering... how i did not want my boys to see me crying... days after his passing... .. so I stopped.. grieving over the loss.. Of him....all together.... .. but. wells sitting at my desk.. .. I realized I had not let myself truly grieve... and then I also realized I hold in... a lot of my emotions... I can feel them within me.. trying to bubble up to the surface... .. |
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You know, Tall One .. kids are often very good at dealing with pain and loss .. as long as their parents are 'normal' about the subject.. Your youngest may surprise you.. because of his age .. kids that age are usually still pure .. without all the masks and keeping up appearances BS --> "oh my god, I cannot do or say this!".. you know what I mean?
When my kids were approx 18 & 15 they lost a mutual 18 yr old mate, suicide.. I was worrying about how to support my kids? .. but then they surprised me.. they had such a 'hands-on' mentality, and yes, they were hurting real bad, but because I was open about it, so were they. You get what I'm getting at? Don't hide your emotions and pain.. kids can usually handle it as long as their parent(s) aren't weird about it themselves ... Take care of yourself, Tall One 
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