my babys 22mos & her doner has seen her mayb 5times in over 4mos. he lives 2miles away(across a field from us) &only works 4days a wk, he tells every1 he's a good dad &gets pissed if i say otherwise! i found out he was havin an affair with some1 old enough 2b his mom & its been 8mos since i gave him the boot. I AM ELATED 2b rid of him (but he's not enabling me 2fully move on) >:|. hes nvr been ANY help; since i was preggo. i could count on 1hand every time he ever bathed, fed, changed, dressed her etc. in the whole 1st yr+ we lived together! nvr once did any1 help me during the night. I couldn't tell u 1time in nearly 2yrs iv slept a whole night or slept in, or spent more than 2hrs without her. i hav NO family or friends here, no breaks 4 me! its getting much harder on me lately as she closes in on terribly 2 :( best advice on here was; seek breaks from family & just rest yourself, stay calm & patient. iv messed up by raising my voice@her(cause im SO burnt out n frustrated) & now she's acting out where she nv

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