Ok. So now I actually have a specific question for you. If you don't mind.

Should I even bother to try for the loan I need to buy the house I looked at today?

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Well there is definitely something going on here.

Two of swords... stalemate, decisions .. you are caught in the middle, results are not in yet. (this may be concerning your current occupation.)

Three of Pentacles: Professional recognition, well earned promotion.
(in present position)

Death: Ouch! You lose a job that you dislike, but which you have been unwilling to leave because of the steady income. Use this opportunity to seek out a new occupation or career, even if it means going back to school. Ultimately you benefit from the loss of your job.

Four of wands: You get an offer from another company for more money and greater responsibility that you can't refuse. This is the door to your future; step throught it with confidence.

Note: I don't know which energy fits which job.. let me know if it makes sense.

How do you feel? Are you excited? Nervous? tired?

I'm not doing cold readings. You must have a subject or question please.

Recently I made many changes in my life and have several more in the works, am I headed in the right direction?

JB what a wonderfully nice thing you are doing here.

I would love a reading as well. I have many wonderful female friends in my life right now. Wondering if any of them are the one I should be with.

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Your current relationships are stuck in neutral. You will walk away from them for the one in your future.

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Your fear in the area of job security will manifest that which you fear. These cards indicate that you will loose a job that you do not like, if you have not already. The cards indicate that your fear prevents you from pursuing your dream.

If you will clarify exactly what it is that you want to do with your life and what would give you the most joy, then find a way to make that happen. If you cannot find joy in what you do, then find the thing you can find joy in and go after it.

I hope you enjoy your power walk! Thank you for the reading!

I have not lost my job and I am not likely to. At worst, I could be disciplined for a minor infraction, or, I could be terribly embarrassed and loose the respect of some who would choose to believe the worst. At best, I might be worried for no reason.
My dream is to make it to retirement in a little over two years and that I can find another occupation to supplement my retirement, preferably something a bit lighter than I have now.
Do the cards say more?

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7 of pentacles, The Moon, The queen of swords.

Now as you reflect on where you have been you now reflect on where you would like to go. You reevaluate your goals, relationships, lifestyle, and dreams, and decide that you've done just fine so far considering all you have been through, your past success, your past pain, your now face your future.

You have taken steps for major lifestyle changes and reevaluated your past relationships. The process is as important as the conclusions.

Now mystery permeates your relationships. Someone you thought you could count on has let you down, perhaps deceived you when you trusted enough let your heart show, something you don't often do.

Your spiritual life deepens. Listen to your inner voice (or higher voice) and pay attention to your dreams. What you have learned so far has made you strong, yet you are still vulnerable.

Trust yourself and your feelings. Don't shut them out from fear of being hurt. Listen and pay heed. You are the energy of the queen of swords, the great warrior queen. Her readiness to do battle is combined with femininity and creative intelligence. Lucky is the man who truly wins her heart, and woe to the man who abuses or takes that for granted.

Many times she is a woman alone, and a career woman. It is hard for her to find a man who is worthy of her trust and love.

As far as your direction, you are the best one to know the answer to that question. Trust deeply in yourself because others do, and others will depend on your direction and council. Trust deeply yourself and your inner voice and direction. You can have and go where ever you decide.

Hi JB
Do you have anything for me regarding my job or moving?? Thanks!!

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Not really knowing what your question details I don't know how to read these cards.

1. 4 of cups... you are feeling dissatisfied and uneasy about something.

2. The path of heart. Knights are an energy that is moving around, but I don't know that this says anything about your moving.

3. A King is an older man if it represents a person.

Seriously I don't have anything on this draw. Maybe you should ask a more direct question.

Well you don't want to loose your job if you are so close to retirement. If the death card does not relate to loss of your job, it might related to something else that has changed. It is a permanent change and the end of something. The death of a business or personal relationship perhaps.

Your hope is to make it to retirement. Until then, be THINKING, even PLANNING about what you WANT to do and begin to mentally move in that direction. The wheel of fortune was reverse which means that things are not moving. There is no momentum going on in regards to your future plans. You start that momentum by YOUR THOUGHTS.

I am very dissatidfied with my job right now... and where I live. I am trying to find a job somewhere else but having little luck. And of course, I'm very nervous and scared about starting over again... I'm not all that sure I should go forward with it, or just try and get out of the rut I am in here...

I was telling a friend who is not a member of this site (she doesn't own a computer) about your readings. She begged me to ask if you did them for others? She has really been down on her luck. I want to help her if I could. If you can't do it, I understand completely!

Some other cards I drew when I could not get anything from these.. the six of swords ... means that you are about to make a journey away from your problems. The move may be a literal one to a new home or office or a figurative journey that plays out solely on an inner level. Either way, it represents a turning point. An older man figures in with that energy and he is the King of Wands above.

JB... would that be a positive turning point?? bigsmile Let me edit this. I agree I create my own positive or negative experiences... I'm just concerned I'm headed for disaster if I leave my "safe" zone...