Its time for you to move on. Try getting yourself to Berties in Seven Kings on a saturday night, you will meet someone there.

What and abused of relationship.. this sounds like to me. I mean really this doesn't sound healthly at all.

You like to be with him but yet it makes you angery and upset because he is either to busy and making up stuff so you think he is anyway's ( two sides to each story here. ) What ever the case maybe if your ready to move on you will remove his phone number, remove anything and everything that reminds you of him and go forward looking for some one that meets your need's and is there for you.

However no body is going to be there for you 24 / 7 if that person has a job and all. I mean come on you have to have things to do too with your life as much as he does. Like hanging out with one another friends and all.

Bottom line this isn't good at all and when your ready to grow up and have a healthly relationship then by all means, but until then I would wait a while if I was you.

Unless your just that type of person that need's some one around you 24 / 7 and you have to know what there doing and where there at etc, that isn't good either and if so I can't blame your ex for not picking up your calls or texting you back etc.

Whatever the whole reasoning and story behind you breaking up with him and getting back together and doing it all over again isn't good for the both of you.

Untill you get out of this relationship for good, and get over this "guy", you're never going to find a better anything.

*Makes note of Berties* better not be a gay bar!

Haha nope its a milf bar! Next door is the Shannon which is an Irish bar that is full of 15 year olds. You would like that one.

Can you give me directions?! Fancy a night out?! LOL!(all joking aside, piss up in June?)

I know what I want, and I'm serious about everything. Don't worry, I'll make sure no one's hurt.

You mean our 7kings in Ilford, Essex?

Yep as long as its not the weekend of the wedding!

I could take you for a night out in Ilford, but i cant guarantee you a night in Ilford2!

Insanity is continuing to do the same things and expecting different results.

Yeah. Im from Ilford, live in Romford, but am in Ilford at work right now.

Wow, it's like I'm being punished here for expressing my feeling. You're right, don't take me wrong, and I admire your honesty.

Ilford your not being punished it's just people's opinions,that's what you requested

I know Ilford, like my pocket, darling. I'll lead your way

I know whats up here, been there done that. It's definatley not worth it in the end. Leave him be, don't look back is the best advice I can give.

I am no novice to the place myself! But in all seriousness, it isnt a place i go out drinking in anymore, its got a little bit too crap for my liking!

I know Tomohawk, you're looking for my best interest here. I appreciate your advice fully.

I'm glad I asked your opinions everyone, which I like them all, but the best one is ' the one she said it's insane'

Awww and there was me hoping lol!

You can still hope, nothing has been confirmed here yet lol

I'm off to bed now. Thanks again for all your moral support. I'll send you a wedding invite When I meet Mr Right.

Good night