Not sure if you were joking or not. If not....

Question: Are those voices happening with or without you being on any stimulant drug?

I am joking...LOL.....good ? though.....I am just a pothead....I smoke 'cause I like the relaxation.....doesn't kill me to be without....

As long as it doesn't make you paranoid. It does do that to some people.

joking about the voices...LOL

the elimination is of the feelings, not the person...

I am somewhat paranoid without it......in my crowd, we talk alot about government conspiracy....such as 9/11......I have a movie explaining how it was literally impossible for those towers to fall the way they did.....they said the high heat was the cause....at 2000 degrees....if I am not mistaken, I believe steel has a melting point of around 3000.....even so, the whole building would not have fell......it shows different camera views of several small explosions as the building fell....and it shows other bulidings that have burned for up to 24 hours and still the most that fell was the part that was burning......

So, yes most of my paranoia is justified....

we can't let this thread die out now......it made it all the way to 37.....

I've been having panic attacks and nausea, hyperventilating, and heart beating fast all day, almost ready to pass out, from the PTSD symptoms in me brought about yet again by so called "edgey" guys. Is the edge worth it? Not when it is psychological or emotional, no. It has taken me a long time to learn that lesson and I hope it sticks.

I totally agree Angel. That's not the edgyness I was referring to & I'm sorry you are struggling ..

Its the edginess I have always sought out and that has sought me out. But, I have learned that it is not worth the toll it takes on your life, happiness, and health.


....And, thank you.

all bs from me aside....you need to meet an edgy guy like me.....then your fears would be eased....cause I like to hug....

Nerds rule!

Hugs work .. Angel did ya hear his proposition?

I guess you know this first hand eh babe?

hugs do alot of good....

Thanks for the hug. Needed that.

HUGSSSSS....plural.....more then one....or a prolonged hug....aka holding.....

So all this talk of edgy guys...

Is "edgy" gender neutral or do women have a whole different set of parameters for "edgy" and is "edgy" acceptable for a female?

Sweet lady, Edgy in this thread doesn't include stepping over the lines of being a gentleman. Here an Edgy man is a man, not a loser who would ever allow his lady to suffer even one second. I know all about PTSD because I had a father that was one of those losers. My life as a child was a virtual hell-on-earth war zone and some memories never go away.

An Edgy man has the guts to put his faith first. I am a Christian and Jesus Christ makes my path. I am by nature a risk taker, if I am playing a strategy game such as chess, I will sacrifice pieces in order to overcome the opponent for an end result. I am currently in college full-time and I am risking everything for a vision of my future. I am not going to stop until I earn a Ph.D. That will be about 6 years from now when I am in my early fifties. Not because I am some loser, but because I kick butt as a student, and I believe it is my calling to become a college professor.

Losers like you mention couldn't hack it in my world. They do what they do because inside they are weak little puppies who have to take out their laundry on beautiful women. When I worked in the factories, I was the top die maker in my field. As a musician, I'm not afraid to jam with anyone. As a telephone engineer, I carved my way to the top with no college degree, just mettle, resolve and guts. I learned the trade of telecommunications engineering completely by on-the-job training. As a college student at the community college level I was inducted in the Phi Theta Kappa honor society, and became Vice President of Fellowship there. At the university level when I transferred in, I earned departmental honors (one of 21 in the over 600 students that graduated last Sunday, December 14th... I now own a Bachelor's degree!!!) and I graduated at the university as the first male inductee to the McNair Scholars program at this college. Not to mention I have an excellent grade point average.

Loser like you mention couldn't hack it in my world.

I also don't drink (EVER), don't smoke, and I have no need for drug abuse of any kind. I live clean, close to God, and honest.

I have a love for my community and I volunteer my time to help with a safety patrol called the Guardian Angels. Pray for us on January 5th, 2009 (the first day of the semester) because I intend to have a patrol force that will stand up to the rampant crime that surrounds our college the first day of the semester each time as students are robbed of their financial aid refunds. The losers you are referring to are the guys I intend to help see in prison. www.guardianangels.org

Here, at least as far as I personally am concerned, Edgy guys equate righteous men before God. To tell you the honest truth, it takes more guts to walk in this world as a true Christian man, than it does to walk as a Marine on the battlefield. I have seen poverty, and people around me caving in to the things of this world, but if I set my eyes on Christ, no thing or person in this world can harm me.

THAT is Edgy, and I dare any man with a pair to walk one month in my shoes. I did not choose the easiest path, I chose the path I felt God had me to walk. I am no whimp, but rather a gentleman in strength and stature.

One day when they close the lid on that pine box and lower me into the Earth, folks are going to remember me as a Christian man who made a difference in his world. For through Christ I can do all things, and without him, I am nothing.

THAT is Edgy.

Yup....cause I am a nerd and I rule.

"edgy" for women is usually termed "crazy" for some reason. But if living outside the box and not being one of the "herd" crazy then you are looking at it . lol