And you're going to keep me up a bit late tonight. Naughty boy. Can't wait to get my hands on you.

I cant wait to go on a walk and hold your hand again. I want to learn everything about you all over. I have missed learning about your life and being able to make memories together. I just want to hold your hand.

I understand just how you feel,
You say you do but what can I doooo,
It's over now, but it was grand,
I understand.

I miss you so please believe me when I tell you,
I just can't stand to see you go...you know.

I understand

I'm glad you told me that you would like to move in with me... I love the idea of coming home to you every day. It also tells me how serious you really are about us. You have said many times before you would never move in with another girlfriend unless you knew marriage was in the future... Wow!

I just love having you in my life, and I'm beginning to not be able to imagine it without you. You truly make me happy in every way.

I just love you. And I want to love you forever. Because you feel my soul.

I wish I didn't have to worry right now. I wish I could lay my eyes on you right now and jump into your arms. I need to know that you are ok.

I love you with all that I am and all that I ever was. I love you with everything there is.

i really just miss you right now.
i gotta wonder do ya miss me too?
ive been thinking about the things we talk about,
everything.
and i just really
am stuck at work.
and want to hear your voice.
just wish you knew that.
that ive been thinking too
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I'm glad that you're ok, disappointed that our time together has been postponed, and overwhelmed by the complications. But everything will be fine. And yeah, you're making me think.

i cant think straight anymore
i just want to dream
of you walking through the door
tucking you in
after taking a bath
are these just fantasies?
I dont even know
like i said I didnt sleep today.

kool

I wrote some really mushy stuff last night. I couldn't get on to post it though. I'm feeling too many different things. So I'm waiting.

I'm really missing you right now. I want to feel our connection. Hope we talk soon.

Our conversation last night was amazing I've never opened up to someone like that before.. It feels like I've known you my whole life

You're on my mind a lot lately. I really look forward to hearing from you. Even just a quick email makes me smile.

As much as I understand that this is just the way it is, it still just sucks sometimes. It's Thursday. This weekend is obviously out of the question. Well, I guess you could surprise me and pull a rabbit out, but I'm certainly not counting on that. It's alright. My brother is gigging the next few weekends and I'd love to have an actual date with you and take you out to see the band. Not complaining about the way we normally spend our time together either. We'll definitely have more of that.

I know that everything will be fine. Everything is fine. Take the space and time you need. I'm working through some things too. I mean, I think I understand. You told me stuff that you weren't ready to tell me. Remember, I didn't ask. You just did it. And I'm guessing that it made you feel vulnerable and that you expected me to run away. You even told me to run away. But I promised not to stop and I meant that. I didn't run away and I won't. But I hope you'll get back to being okay with it. I don't like feeling any distance between us and I'm not referring to the miles.

As I said before, I'm on the path and I'm waiting.

I do think I'm a little angry with you right now. I'm going to go think about that and do some processing.

well.... how interesting
I really like you
and i certainly missed your box
very much today
lighting up and brightening my day
now what to do about this????
and the 223 miles between us
ooo..i do get shivers when that box lights up

I still miss you even if I'm mad.

I just want a phone call. It's not a good day.