I have swam out in the ocean
and I have seen nothing but the abyss
I get lost in the motion
I'm just searching for the fish
but they hide and want nothing to do with me
are they under the reef hiding in coral
Do they just swim faster because see me ugly
fishing with no results a drop in morale

I hear them say there are plenty of fish in the sea
But none are there for me
Maybe it's selfish to feel lonley in the deep blue
It seems there are no fish for me, but plenty for you

I can only hold my breath for so long under water
and I've been held down for too long to keep going down
I jerk off while the last fish has a lover
What kind of fish am i, dog, cat or clown?
I am the type that gets thrown back
mutated beyond anyones uses
Shunned for all of the things I lack
Too fat, ugly, just generally useless

Humm patience my friend patience, all good things come within time.

One should enjoy the motion of the ocean sit back and see the beauty before you life should not be rushed.

No one is useless. God has a purpose for us all. We will never be fulfilled until we choose Him. No person, money, drugs, alcohol, sex, etc. can fill that void we have. Only God can...

No fiss today Sam!!!

The fish needs to be healthy and know firmly his capabilities and strengths and he will swim strongly and firmly. Then the fish has choices of what lucky fish will join him in his journey.

Ehh, I think this fish will most likely drown in the sea of despair before he gets healthy. And God, well lets just say if there is one, then I want some ****ing answers.

Dude
Go easy on the self torture it's not healthy,

Take a look at
http://www.drwaynedyer.com/

Change Your Thoughts - Change Your Life
learn to live the life you imagined

We all have questions. I myself do, but most likely will not have them answered until I see Him face to face on that Glorious day!

Have a blessed week~

Love yourself first and others will see the beauty inside you

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The fish are there. Be patient, Be still, Listen,
Open your heart, Have faith...



In the mean time here is a ((((HUG)))) for you-
sounds like you could use one.