Yes I am so watch out

Thank ..I hope I am too it has been a bad week trying to get this thing hooked up. Now that I am i n highspeed I am making spelling mistakes even faster

Arm candy is fine
But I have always preferred ladies of experience
Glad to see you back on Betty, you were missed.

im behaving right now...you missed the bumper but thats not to much to miss....trust me on this one

Glad I was missed ..What have you been up too?

Ok I will

Hello all.

jon

Hi Captain

i have to say that jon is an excellent man and friend and im so happy he found true love with eileen...they make a splendid couple...jon has helped me deal alot with the loss of my husband and some days i dont know what i would have done if he were not there to support me

Hi jon nice too meet you

"Hi fellow survivors....or is that what we think we are..."

We are trying our best. are you still having a really tough time?

i find each day that comes across is never planned and you never know whats going to happen...i have bad days that are like the first day and it seems like i want to curl up and die but these days pass and i am learning to deal with it..i never forget and dont want to but i wish it would sometimes be a dream..without the support of friends it would be impossible

"Betty it will never go away...you know that...

Backround...Met him day after Christmas, 1977. Dated 4 times, asked me to marry him. Married June 78'...Had the most fabulous 28 year honeymoon romance, 3 great kids, couldnt imagine being without him...We were a pillar of strength together...June 06' drunk driver took his life...Yes I am a survivor, Wanted to throw in the towel for 7 months...my children saved me. now my tears fall..anyway...My oldest pushed me into the internet dating thing...I never dated much before...a good girl I suppose...but now Im so saddened by the world around me and how so many people that are looking for something that doesnt exist...What I mean by that is perfection...No such thing...although I came close, but we all know that little things get stirred up once in a while, that is what makes us stronger and closer in a relationship...Thats it...thats my story...

I don't know about anyone else but ever since my husband passed- it just feels like I don't belong anywhere. I'm existing day to day, minute by minute..but I always feel I'm in the way or I'm a bother to everyone, or when I go somewhere I'm feel like the lost little lamb. It's hard to describe.

the way i describe myself since my husband died is a leaf floating in the wind..i never feel like i belong and feel as if sometimes i could drop of the face of the earth and noone would notice...me and my husband were child hood sweethearts and i always knew we were going to be together and grow old together..never in my wildest nightmares did i figure i would have to face life without him...we were together for 15 years..not only was he the love of my life...my husband...but my best friend..the other half of me that completed me...i will never be the same and no matter what noone will ever be able to take or fill his place in my heart..i am broken and there is no mend that will fix me

((( cuppy )))...so sorry that you had to go through this also. I know the feeling well..my husband and I were one, we were the match not many ever find..it's devastating when someone takes that away.

a song that makes me think about him and the way i feel


http://youtube.com/watch?v=tPW70sgrHiY