I lost my grandmothers in 1964 and 1974. I still cry for them. I finally decided, If I cry for them, they are still with me!!

You have my condolences. Sorry you are having it so bad. Friend invited me for a subway sandwich. Asked me if I wanted to drive. I waited while she was feeding other residents at work. I drove her to Subway and asked her 5 bucks for gas. I put 5 bucks in the gas tank because the gas guage doesn't work. We had a nice talk at Subway. Go out to the van and the damn thing won't start. Called my brother to come get me. She called a coworker to come get her because she was on her lunch break. Brother helped me push it into the parking place while sister steered. Left my damn cell phone in my brother's truck. Hope my car makes it since it is almost out of gas. Sometimes life just sucks.