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Topic: sigh
HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 03:22 PM
If you look at my profile, you will see my little princess. She is proud of me. I am more famous in Israel than I am here because she brags to everybody there about her mommy! She misses me. A lot. More so than she missed her father when he left. She cries a lot when we have to hang up the video conversations everyday. She's my little QUEEN. I believe she's my soul mate. I don't sleep much without my little teddy bear anymore. sooo tired....... You did something for Nicole and she will be proud of you for making a better life for her. I understand that the loss is painful but as you say it is not permenanete which is a blessing.

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 06:34 PM
Nicole didn't care what size the town/city, she waved at everybody every time she crossed the street and they always smiled and waved back, no matter what kind of car they drove. Something about a little princess bedecked in a crown and gown waving at you while holding her mommy's hand and walking across the street with a big cheesy grin makes people smile and wave. Kinda makes your day a little brighter, don't ya think? What a beautiful picture you paint :) I can understand your tears and my heart and prayers are with you that you soon reunite with your daughter. I saw your profile and she is indeed beautiful, like her mother... I do not fully relate to you missing your heart a half a world away, for my youngest (now 12) is only miles away. But, I do not see her as often as I want, which is every day.. We did have distance between us often though throughout our lives and since splitting up with my ex two years ago we have had a city or half a country dividing us... Her solution was two stuffed dogs. I have one and her the other... I take mine everywhere I go and so does she. I sleep better too.. Maybe that would help you a little bit... or maybe I just showed the world what a dork I am for nothing hahahh :)

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 06:37 PM
Nicole didn't care what size the town/city, she waved at everybody every time she crossed the street and they always smiled and waved back, no matter what kind of car they drove. Something about a little princess bedecked in a crown and gown waving at you while holding her mommy's hand and walking across the street with a big cheesy grin makes people smile and wave. Kinda makes your day a little brighter, don't ya think? What a beautiful picture you paint :) I can understand your tears and my heart and prayers are with you that you soon reunite with your daughter. I saw your profile and she is indeed beautiful, like her mother... I do not fully relate to you missing your heart a half a world away, for my youngest (now 12) is only miles away. But, I do not see her as often as I want, which is every day.. We did have distance between us often though throughout our lives and since splitting up with my ex two years ago we have had a city or half a country dividing us... Her solution was two stuffed dogs. I have one and her the other... I take mine everywhere I go and so does she. I sleep better too.. Maybe that would help you a little bit... or maybe I just showed the world what a dork I am for nothing hahahh :) I never thought of that. I shall send her a little doll just for her. Did you know that she gave me the duty to play with her toys while she was gone? My tiny princess....

Razord2590 Joined Sat 03/29/08 Posts: 12	Sun 08/10/08 06:52 PM
Ive lived many years in Kansas...6 years in Texas...one year in Iraq...you dont want wind?...dig a hole and stay there for a while...without wind there would be no calms cool breezes on a beautiful sunny day...or sand storms...tornadoes...hurricanes...wait...wind sucks! Better than earth quakes though! Dont even argue with me H.E.! LOL

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 06:52 PM
Ive lived many years in Kansas...6 years in Texas...one year in Iraq...you dont want wind?...dig a hole and stay there for a while...without wind there would be no calms cool breezes on a beautiful sunny day...or sand storms...tornadoes...hurricanes...wait...wind sucks! Better than earth quakes though! Dont even argue with me H.E.! LOL I would rather be in an earthquake than a Tornado, Razor.

Razord2590 Joined Sat 03/29/08 Posts: 12	Sun 08/10/08 06:54 PM
I miss her too...but like I said...think of the huge neverending hug you (and hopefully me) will get when she gets off of that plane:D

Razord2590 Joined Sat 03/29/08 Posts: 12	Sun 08/10/08 06:55 PM
SIGH!!! At least you can see a freakin Tornado coming! lol

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 06:57 PM
And how exactly do you think I will SEE it coming if I am cowering in the fetal position in my bathtub? SIGH!!! At least you can see a freakin Tornado coming! lol

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 06:58 PM
Sorry, but I think she'll be giving Jess the first hug. It seems to keep working out that way, ya know? I miss her too...but like I said...think of the huge neverending hug you (and hopefully me) will get when she gets off of that plane:D

Razord2590 Joined Sat 03/29/08 Posts: 12	Sun 08/10/08 06:59 PM
Look out the window! DUH?! With an earth quake...same question!:D

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 07:00 PM
Look out the window! DUH?! With an earth quake...same question!:D DUDE, what part of I AM HIDING WHEN THE SIRENS GO OFF do you not understand????

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 07:08 PM Edited by jdquig on Sun 08/10/08 07:08 PM
Aww that was nice of her.. does she got good toys?! ;) Make it two dolls.. twins.. so you each have one and then they can compare where they have been whenever they get back together... ok ya.. I am wierd.. cant sleep without that dog though hahah

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 07:11 PM
Look out the window! DUH?! With an earth quake...same question!:D DUDE, what part of I AM HIDING WHEN THE SIRENS GO OFF do you not understand???? I would take a tonadoe over earthquake, blizzard, or anything else mother nature throws against us. We can hide, yes

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 07:12 PM
Aww that was nice of her.. does she got good toys?! ;) Make it two dolls.. twins.. so you each have one and then they can compare where they have been whenever they get back together... ok ya.. I am wierd.. cant sleep without that dog though hahah LOL she has 2 Belle rag dolls from the Disney store! I got one of them!

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 07:19 PM
thereya go haha two perfect dolls for two ladies :)

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 07:19 PM
thereya go haha two perfect dolls for two ladies :)

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 07:19 PM
Whoopee! School starts tomorrow!

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 07:25 PM
oh yes.. school. my kids are pretty excited.. just meams less chance for me to see them.. Well, them being excited about school starting is always a good thing :D

HasidicEnforcer Joined Thu 12/20/07 Posts: 10235	Sun 08/10/08 07:26 PM
Hate to brag, but I am the hottest IT student they got! Hope no one gets too distracted! There are only 3 of us women!

jdquig Joined Mon 10/08/07 Posts: 329	Sun 08/10/08 07:32 PM
hahah! You should brag and I am sure you are the hottest lol I am sure many will be distracted too. You are absolutely gorgeous and I am glad I am not in your class for I would forget how to add 1s and 0s.