I wish.
I hope.
I strain to see.
The gifts that god has given me.
Compassion, romance, vitality.
All and many more things I wish to be.
As I rise again to meet the new day.
I pray for my heart to be swept away.
A time to live.
A time to love.
A watchful eye over me from above.
Nothing to loose.
Nothing to gain.
I search for the one.
Whom feels the same.

My heart so heavy.
It can not fly.
One question I ask.
Why?
Oh why?
Truth I have sought.
With eyes of blue.
Searching for A love I know is true.
Awaiting that day.
On the edge of my seat.
I know not her name.
I await to greet.
A love so pure as A childs laugh.
My heart to grow two times and A half.
I patiently wait for what can be.
The day my heart is finaly set free.

Why did you join this site, how long have you been here and have you had any luck? Also How long, if you did find someone on this site, did it take? Please indulge me, I would find it interesting.

My prayers are with you.

I believe we are destined to die. Other than that no. After all aren't we all on this sight trying to change our so called destiny.
We are searching for A change and want A change. You decide to zig instead of zag not destiny. If I did believe in destiny I would never want more out of life or want to make future changes to my life. life would be preset, pretty boring.

You just got here give it time. The best things in life are worth waiting for you know. Sounds corny I know. You are very dateable. Don't give up. There is someone out there for everyone. Don't be too quick. Do some fishing. Find out who you want. Chating is A great way to do that. Have fun! Don't be A stranger or at least any stranger than most. Good luck and may the force be with you!

This is not one of mine, but in this day and age it is so true.

Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
I'm A scytsofrenic.....
And so am I.

How long does it take for the hurt to end and the healing begin.
I have A very large hole where my heart used to be.
Feel like I am just going through the motions of life.
Seems like time has slowed to A crawl.
Maybe someone out there can relate.

Special. Meening above ordinary. When some thing is special it has meening. That which is diferent and diverse to each person.

Is there anyone here from marshfield WI. or the surrounding area.
Curious.

Thank you. Question- I write alot, do you think I am publishable. Please be honest but nice.

With each passing day I fade.
With each heart break I loose more and more.
The man in the mirror?
I do not recognise.
Where did he go?
When did he go?
Each day like the last.
Running uphill against the winds of time.
My heart pounds with desire.
Desire to love.
Desire to be loved.
A need to exist.
The fire once burning with in me.
A mere flicker of what was.
Time heals all wounds.
My scars run deep.
The path I walk.
Strewn with regrets.
I take care not to stumble.
For fear of no return.
Fear of chances not taken.
Words not said.
My future unwritten.
My prayers unanswered.
Hope wells up in the eyes of the lost.
Hope is life.
I am alive.

With this hand I take.
Place my heart with in your Hands.
My fate with in your soul.
As I gaze into your eyes.
I become lost to all.
Only knowing my true destination.
That which leads me to you.
Time has no meaning.
My love for you only rules.
My universe so vast.
Now only resides in you.
Your love for me.
Shines like that of A beakon.
Calling me home.
To spend one second.
Or the end of time.
With you.
only you.
We are one.

Can anybody recomend A realy scarey movie. Nothing scares me anymore. Not even taxes. Also could anybody recomend A good movie to curl-up and snuggle with A woman.

Beats the hell out of 7-up's.

Yes. I have. The only problem I had was that not only did it keep people out it locked me in too. I still have some walls up, but I know now when to let someone in or me out. With out some protection one could be open to hurt. It's not easy just to tear down what took so long to build-up.

If at first you don't succeed.
Give-up

The lord givith and the lord taketh away, does not refere to herpes.

Tommorow will be A better day.
Unless your in jail on death row, then no.

God saves.
and he passes those saveings on to me.

The other day I saw A guy jogging down the sidewalk with A cigaret in his mouth. Now thats what I call dedication! A little missguided, but definately dedicated. Or insane.

I come from A family of 14. So as you can imagine we didn't always get along. I waited A long time to exact some revenge. My older brother and I worked construction together. He always had to have coffee. Always the same white insulated mugs. More than one usually. I observed how he would tip his mug up when he drank. So I took the liberty to write on the bottom of his mugs in permanent black marker. In bold letters. "Owner F's pigs" He got A little upset, but it sure made good conversation. Took him A while to realize it.