(This poem isnt that good, and im sorry about that. I am just a little
depressed, and I had to let my feelings out. I wrote this in less than 4
minutes, so again its not one of my best works. I do hope you like it a
little bit though. Again I am sorry if this poem kind of sucks.)



I gave you my heart
But you just tore it apart
You ignored my cries
Caused by your ferocious lies

Why I cry
Why did you not say goodbye?
Why I cry
Why did you make me
Wish I'd just die?

What did I do wrong
To make you be gone?
Did you ever love me?
Love me like I loved thee?

Why I scream?
Is this just a dream?
Is there more to be seen?
Why are you haunting me?

Did you not deem,
Me good enough?
Is that why
You were so rough?
Why you acted so tough?

Did you ever care for me?
If so,
Then let me be free.
Free from your memory...

Why I cry
Why did you not say goodbye?
Why I cry
Why did you make me
Wish I'd just die?

wow you are a wonderful poet. Makes me not want to show my poems cause
yours are so great!!

Thats great lol

Hey Txs thats great advice. And Slow, you remind me of myself, and my
grandfather, We have to listen to music all the time. Its the music that
keeps ups going is how my gramp would put it.

Hey slow I listen to Bon Jovi when Im sad to. It always helps.

Hey SonCatcher, I know this wont help with the pain, but just remember
there are guys out there who will stick with you through better or
worse. If this guy wont or cant to do that, he is not worth it hun. And
please dont give up on love there is someone out there for everyone and
Im sure youll find him. Until then you can always count on your friends
here to be there for you.

Ok I just want to say this. Terrance...You moan and cry about being
lonely. Well join the club everyone is lonely at one point or another.
And your complaining about everyone *dissing on ya.*

Well guess what!?! Your 28, you say your heart has been broken 30 times.
Well guess what, here is a little something about me. Im 21 and most of
the people here know that I probably wont live to be 28, I cant have
kids, im always in hospitals, but do you see me freaking out at other
people for no reason? NO you dont, cause unlike you, I take the bad
things as they come and focus on the positive side of things. You need
to do that sometime. Enjoy life Terrance, dont live with yourself full
of hate, cause its no way to live. If you live with hate, you will end
up hating yourself.

I hope you understand what I am trying to say.

And to everyone else, *waves* Hello!

Opps the last line was supposed to say as mom would say, IS your gain. I
ment to say is not he. Sorry about that lol. I guess my pain meds are
making my typing a little messy sorry about that. Just bear with me and
my bad writing lol.

Thank you all for your kind words, you dont know how much they mean to
me. Oh and to answer Micheal1313. No I am no longer with the guy who the
poem was written for. Sadly he dumped me because he couldnt handle my
illness, and he had some problems with drinking all the time. I was
broken hearted at first because I truly loved him so much, but now I see
it was all for the best. So yes in a way he is the reason Im here. All
my exes are in part a reason why I am here. But there loss as my mom
would say, he everyone heres incredible gain. Cause now you all have a
friend in me, and I hope I have a friend in you all as well.

I realize so far that most of you are very kind people who I hope to
become good friends with!

Wow thank you all, your so kind. And know you all have a friend in me.

Thank you all your so sweet. As you probably guessed I have had mean
email, letters, phone calls, threats, ect. So I hope you understand why
I was nervous. I live with my parents because I am to sick to live
alone, and we were harrassed so much we had to move, and I had to drop
out of school when I was 16 when I found out I was sick. So you probably
understand why I am catious.

I dont know your past or situation, but if it doesnt feel and you are
not ready then dont do it. If he really likes you he will respect your
wishes.

Im happy to be here!!

there is something I have to say. I have Hepatitis C. I got it from a
blood transfusion at birth. I have endstage chirrossis. I like to be
straight with people and I hate to lie, so I am letting everyone know.
If you dont know what it is or want to know more about it feel free to
ask me.

I do ask that if you dont like the fact I have Hep C, or if it offends
you for some reason, all I ask is that you do not send mean hateful
messages. If you dont like me because of the Hep C, then just dont talk
to me. There is no reason to be hateful. I respect everyones decision
and I do not blame anyone who would rather not talk to me. That is your
choice and I respect it, tho I must tell you that I am more than just a
person with a desease, and youll be missing out on having a good friend
if you just judge me by my illness. But anyways thats what I wanted to
say.

To those who dont mind me having an Illness I say thank you, and that I
hope we can become friends.

Not you= its me!

This is a poem I wrote a very long time ago for the guy I was with at
the time. Some of you wanted to see some of my poetry so I decided to
post this...enjoy...


As I recite this to you
Ill look into your eyes
And tell you,
Your my one and only guy.

Then ill take you hand
Place it inside mine
Tell you how I love you
And how im glad
Your always on my mind.

I know sometimes I dont act like it
But this is what I know,
I cant get enough of you
I hope youll never go.

As I finish reading this
I hope Ive made it clear,
That I will always love you
My sweet and loving dear.

The End

I hope you liked it. Like I said I wrote this a very long time ago. So
if its not very good, I understand, and wont be upset if you dont like
it. All critism is welcome, the good and the bad.

mardi gras= party
party=

Wow, very emotion filled poem...it says alot. Good job. *claps and
smiles*

Thanks, and I have pics but they are not recent, I need to download some
new ones which I will do in a day or two.