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Wed 12/31/08 03:47 PM
You are the ONLY one to say thatflowerforyou

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Wed 12/31/08 03:25 PM

LOL...I keep going...keep trying...keep hoping!

That what i do too.
Its just that for 8 years of doing that got me right where i am. And my x is already Married. See there has been alot of emotional strain.
2 years ago when the X left my 11 year old daughter flipped out and she attended suicide several times. I had to put her in the hospital many times. The x didn't even come down here to help. She Screwed live on a web CAM!

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Wed 12/31/08 03:17 PM


I have



Keep going...what do you think I do every day?

I dont know ....What?

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Wed 12/31/08 03:16 PM

Personally I hope you don't take this the wrong way I honestly think you have some healing that is left to do. I think you should join a support group or a grief group to get through the pain of what you have been through.
Before you even try for a relationship how about friendships first.
I know after my marriage it took me 3 years to heal. I thought I was ready to date but I wasn't and hurt some people along the way. Just my opinion
Have a better 09

Thank You!

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Wed 12/31/08 03:15 PM
I believe Family is most important

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Wed 12/31/08 03:14 PM
I have

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Wed 12/31/08 03:11 PM
Stop on by, tell me what you think!

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Wed 12/31/08 02:55 PM
Yeah? I have "Man Up" no luck. Hell i have my good days and bad. I cant even get my foot in the door. I am not allways in the dump.

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Wed 12/31/08 02:50 PM
Edited by a4realn08 on Wed 12/31/08 02:52 PM
I know we all have challenges that we over come and some we think we will never get through.
See i was Married (My First) For 18+ years. For at lease 8 years i put up with the s**t and did do whatever i could to make it work. But we all know that it take two to make it work and it wouldn't ever work if the other one doesn't. My point is i am run down and beaten down. Not much hope. I am moving forward with my kids and I. Its just there is this HUGE hole in me and feel that if i had at least one woman that would show some interest in me i wouldn't feel so dam empty and worthless.
I have just open myself up to y'all i would ask no B~S please.
Sometimes my feeling come out twisted so bare with me.
There is plenty more to this if you really wont to hear more e-mail me.

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Tue 12/30/08 07:55 PM
Second Chance

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Tue 12/30/08 07:47 PM
Nice!

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Tue 12/30/08 02:36 PM
You are in the right place....
Welcome to the best site on the net..flowerforyou

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Mon 12/29/08 08:58 AM
Get up pray! Grind up some coffee for one! Wash the sleep out of my eyes..look in the mirror "Dam I am getting old" Looks around yep i am still alone...wanna wanna.
Go to the kennel let the dogs out. Get the kids up give them there meds. Fix breakfast. Log on to see i got a e-mail..Crossing fingers. Nope....
Pray some more. Get ready for work and i am off....

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Mon 12/29/08 08:51 AM
Welcome This is a great place get into the Threads some really great folks here.

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Mon 12/29/08 08:49 AM
YeS

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Mon 12/29/08 08:12 AM
I miss spooning,sitting and just talking,going to the lake and watching nature etc. being their for one another.. playing footsie under the sheets...the soft touch long look in each other eyes....sharing life!

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Mon 12/29/08 07:54 AM
46 and still kickn:banana:

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Sun 12/28/08 05:15 AM
Rush

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Sun 12/28/08 05:03 AM
So today is the Last Sunday of the Year!

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Sun 12/28/08 05:00 AM
Rock&Roll

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